Chapter 135: Like
"You know what hurt?" Fu Xizhou interrupted Fu Luoxi in a hoarse voice, and asked coldly: "I don't have to worry about food and clothing all my life, and I haven't really loved, what right do you have to say hurt?"
The real damage is that there is no way to talk about it.
Even though he was about to die of pain, his voice still couldn't make a sound.
I can't explain the reason to anyone, and I don't know him better than anyone else, because he only needs to bear it alone!
Fu Luoxi's pupils suddenly contracted.
"I don't understand! I haven't experienced setbacks, and I don't have the right to judge whether you're right or wrong. I just want you to remember how crazy you were in the first place, and how long you were depressed by losing her!"
Fu Xizhou's eyes widened with a pale face.
Fu Luoxi was still saying, "I hope you remember, you married her so easily! I hope you don't make a decision that you regret! I don't want to see you like the walking dead 3 years ago again!"
It seems that there are unknown emotions that have annihilated Fu Xizhou's rationality. Only Fu Luoxi's voice rang wildly in his ears.
"You understand that, but think about it, it's hard to force her to follow your rules like this now, it's not harm! Don't always wait until it's irretrievable! After all, you won't be so lucky every time!"
Fu Luoxi walked out of the room after speaking, Fu Xizhou's pupils dilated, and he looked at Fu Luoxi's figure with a complicated heart.
There was a bang, and the door was shut.
However, Fu Xizhou didn't seem to react from beginning to end.
Regretting your decision?
Fu Xizhou's lips trembled.
Will you regret it?
If you don't beat this child, you will definitely regret it!
But why do you know that you will definitely regret it. But he is still soft-hearted?
He just didn't want to really lose her, so he had to make this choice.
Seeing her uncomfortable, is it possible that he won't hurt?
But what choice did he have?
Fu Xizhou thought about this and glanced at the medicine left by Fu Luoxi.
Just tell her to drink it now, and all nightmares will pass.
He stretched out his hand and poured out another glass of water.
The sound of the water cup slamming on the ground, and the ground was sprinkled with water.
His mind flashed back to the scene where she cried and begged him not to take the child away, and his heart ached.
He forced himself to pour the water again, and this time, he finally brought it to her.
Instead of asking someone else to make her scars, let him make it himself!
Fu Xizhou thought like this, sat on the edge of the bed, and helped her up with one hand.
"Don't, don't take my child, please!"
Fu Xizhou heard her dream clearly, and his body stiffened suddenly.
He took the bowl and, slowly, put it to her lips.
He remembered her struggles again.
Remember her hateful gaze.
But he didn't want her to know what happened that night!
This child is not allowed to stay!
"Ah Sheng, is it okay to drink it?"
Fu Xizhou tilted the medicine bowl, trying to feed the medicine into her mouth.
"No!" She seemed to have a nightmare: "Baby, Mommy didn't want you...... Baby, don't go!"
Fu Xizhou's movement of holding the bowl suddenly stiffened slightly.
45 degrees of warm water, he has adjusted to the optimal temperature, should not wait.
However, he did not bother to knock it over.
She had obviously taken sleep aids, so she shouldn't be able to dream or babble at this time.
Her body stiffened, like quenched iron, piercing into his heart.
Her desperation was like a wall, pressing on him.
Fu Xizhou seemed to be able to understand how she was wandering in her dreams, painful and helpless.
And all this pain was all he added to her.
He just didn't want her to get hurt, but at this time, her sorrow and pain were all caused by him.
Fu Xizhou Huo threw the medicine bowl into the garbage basket on the side and took her
Embrace in your arms.
After a long time, he heard himself say, "Okay, let's leave the child behind, don't cry, huh?"
He clearly felt that after Gu Beisheng in his arms heard this, he seemed to be relieved after all and fell asleep again.
He saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and his whole heart was numb.
He reached out and wiped the corners of her eyes, his fingers trembling as if they were burned.
Her struggles, her resistance, her injuries, were all so clear, circulating in his mind.
She was still hot in her arms. It's like, he can burn him, but he still wants to save her.
"I'm sorry, Ah Sheng, I didn't protect you."
The room was so quiet that his whispers echoed.
"No matter who the child's father is, at least one thing is for sure, you are the child's mother."
"If it's yours, I'll take it all!"
He didn't know if he had made the right decision, but he was still defeated by her determination.
He took her in his arms and lay down beside her.
Nothing seems to have changed.
It still seems to be the same as it used to be.
"Don't be afraid of Ah Sheng, no matter how much wind and waves, I will resist for you." He said.
"Don't be afraid, Fu Xizhou, there's nothing to separate you!" He said to himself.
Closing his eyes, a tear slipped from his eye.
He didn't know, he cried.
When Gu Beisheng woke up again, it was two days later.
When Fu Xizhou saw her wake up, he immediately bent down and told her, "Ah Sheng? Are you awake? How does it feel? Is there anything uncomfortable? I'll peel an apple for you, so I'll eat some first."
"You take my child?" Gu Beisheng remembered that night in a trance, and roared like crazy: "You take my child, Fu Xizhou, I will kill you!"
"Ah Sheng, calm down!"
Gu Beisheng snatched the fruit knife on the side and pointed at Fu Xizhou, "I won't forgive you!"
"Ah Sheng, listen to me!"
Hiss!
The sound of a knife slicing through flesh rang out in my ears.
Fu Xizhou lowered her head consciously and found that there was an instant wound on her arm, and she was holding a fruit knife in her hand.
Blood flowed from his wounds, staining his white shirt red.
Gu Beisheng's eyes widened in shock, he threw away the knife in a trance, and exclaimed, "Don't force me! Don't come back! Don't let me see you again!"
"Ah Sheng, be sober! The kid is all right!" The man walked towards her, and despite her resistance, he grabbed her by the shoulder and told her to calm down.
"It's still in your womb, so take good care of yourself for it, you know!" The man looked at her and said.
Gu Beisheng raised his head in surprise and met his eyes: "What did you say?" She doubted that she had heard something.
He said firmly, "The child is all right, Ah Sheng. Be strong!"
Gu Beisheng looked at his white lips, almost unable to believe his own ears: "You said you didn't take my child?"
"I told you before that it was a sleeping aid that had no effect on the fetus, but you misunderstood." Fu Xizhou said, "Don't be afraid, if you definitely want this child, then give birth to it."
Gu Beisheng's eyes widened in shock.
Is it true?
Is she misleading?
Was it really just a sleeping aid for her?
She gently held her little belly.
Didn't he kill the child, but also promised her to give birth to the child?
Gu Beisheng reacted for a long time, but in the end, he only gave up his name in a trance, "Fu Xizhou......"
He didn't wait for her to finish, but he put his arms around her until she stopped struggling.
"Born. It doesn't matter."
He will bear all the things that he has to endure for her!
Gu Beisheng's pupils dilated suddenly.
"You're serious?" Gu Beisheng asked with a trance-like expression.
"Yes."
Can you trust him?
I wanted to believe him very much, but I was afraid that my dreams would be shattered.
She couldn't afford to hit any hard.
"You don't love my child? Isn't it?" She asked in a trance.
"It's not." The man paused, and then said, "That's your child, just yours, I love them all."
"You're not lying to me? Are you serious?" She was relieved to ask.
"I don't lie to you." Fu Xizhou hugged her, "So, don't cry, huh?"
Deceitful! He paused!
However, at this moment, she didn't want to doubt it anymore!
for he is her faith. If she couldn't trust him, she would doubt the whole world.
She didn't want to be the enemy of the world at all.
She just wants to find a place for herself to live with peace of mind.
Gu Beisheng looked at Fu Xizhou's entire sleeve soaked with blood, tears fell, and said, "Fu Xizhou, you have a lot of blood, what should I do, I'll call a doctor."
"It's all gone, Ah Sheng, I don't hurt." Fu Xizhou pressed her shoulder, gently touched her cheek with one hand, and said to her, "You don't have to call anyone else, I just want to tell you to speak."
Gu Beisheng cried even more fiercely.
Looking at this kind of Fu Xizhou, she felt that she must be crazy!
She would rather believe her own delusions than try to believe what he says, and she should not hurt him in a hurry.
"Why do you cry more fiercely, I really don't hurt." Fu Xizhou said to her in a relieved tone, "You go and bring the first aid kit and help me bandage it."
Her tears fell, and his whole hand burned with tears.
"Really?"
"What am I lying to you for, fool."
Gu Beisheng wiped away his tears in a panic and brought the first-aid kit.
During the whole process, he didn't speak at all, just looked at her busy for him seriously.
It's good that his Ah Sheng is back.
will care about him again, and will no longer struggle to resist, let alone cry.
His eyes were like a thousand words, staring at her.
Gu Beisheng carefully helped him treat his wounds.
Fortunately, the wound is not deep, and it is not stabbed, otherwise what can be done!
She didn't understand why he suddenly figured out, maybe he was just temporarily calming her emotions? And then look for another opportunity?
No, he won't!
He said he would definitely do it, he wouldn't take her baby again, and he promised to ask her to give birth to it, didn't he?
"Have you chosen a good name for your baby?" Seeing that she was in a trance, Fu Xizhou took the first step to speak, breaking the silence: "Didn't you say that you wanted to give it a name?"
"Do you really want me to name it?" Gu Beisheng looked at him with a complicated mood, his eyes glowing.
He took her back into his arms.
Gu Beisheng hurriedly said again, "Fu Xizhou, your injuries haven't been dealt with yet!"
"Tell me to hug you." The man's voice was a little tired, but also gentle.
She didn't struggle, but hugged him tightly with her backhand.
Looks like I still have it!
Fu Xizhou closed his eyes and kissed her hair lightly.
"How about calling him Fu Huang?" The man said.
Fu Huang? It sounds like a boy's name.
"How do you know it's a boy?"
"Girls with brothers are happier." The man said, "First the boy, then the girl."
"Who will have so much with you?"
"If you don't give birth, do you still want to give birth to me?"
「……」
It was originally a very dull atmosphere, but it became soothing and warm because of a few words.
Gu Beisheng didn't know why his attitude changed so quickly, but she really wanted to think that the previous things didn't exist. It's enough to have him like that.
She helped him tie the knot in the injured position, and she didn't know it, she also tied the knot in his chest.
After that, Gu Beisheng helped him change his shirt.
Fu Xizhou accompanied Gu Beisheng to drink some porridge.
Then......
Ah Qun knocked on the door in a panic: "Sir, young lady, Miss Hua is here."
"Where's Miss Hua?" Fu Xizhou frowned.
"It's Miss Hua Qingchun. The lord specially confessed to you and asked you to entertain her."
When Fu Xizhou heard Hua Qingchun's name, he said coldly, "Tell her to leave here."
"But she's in." Because it was specially ordered by the master, no one dared to stop her.
Ah Qun's voice fell, and immediately after, a voice came.
"Xizhou!"
Hua Qingchun called him affectionately, and then entered, "There are still people."
She glanced at Gu Beisheng, and then said with a smile, "Hello, my name is Hua Qingchun, and Uncle Fu asked me to come."
Uncle Fu in her mouth is talking about Fu Dong?
Gu Beisheng was stunned.
What does Fu Dong mean?
Directly arrange the blind date you want to introduce to Fu Xizhou to your home?
Even if he didn't treat himself anymore, he would ignore her too much?
Hua Qingchun saw Gu Beisheng's face, seemed to take a closer look at it, and said casually, "You look like me."