Chapter 153: Brave

"But without him, I won't find much of a future. Actually, without him, it's not as pleasant as I imagined."

"I used to hate Fu Xizhou very much, because he broke my leg and killed my dream. Later I learned that it was either actually hate, or that I found out that I loved him, but I didn't know if he loved me."

"Because he was so good to me, but he can be blamed on his guilt. No one else knows it, and he treats me as if he loves me...... Only I know that he is not."

"He was so stupid that he thought that if he hit me once, he would be responsible for my life."

It's like when he sleeps with her, he will definitely marry her.

It was as if he passed by the garden on the top floor when she was bullied, but he didn't stop for her, turned around and walked away...... As a result, he is responsible for the child she is pregnant.

"Beisheng." Zhuang Ming opened his mouth and called her name.

"There's no way he doesn't love you." After Zhuang Ming finished speaking, he paused for a long time before he said, "He probably loves you too much, so he doesn't know how to get close to you."

"What did you say?" Gu Beisheng looked at Zhuang Ming strangely.

Zhuang Ming's hands pressed the handrails stiffly.

Eventually, he opened his lips again, "Have you ever thought that if the whole world is wrong, it is possible, and it is not the world that is wrong, but you?"

Gu Beisheng was confused.

Even everyone else can feel Fu Xizhou's love for her, how can she not feel it? She just, can't believe it?

Zhuang Ming continued, "When you were 18 years old, he was not the perpetrator of the car accident at all."

Gu Beisheng's eyes dilated suddenly, and he looked at Zhuang Ming in even more surprise.

Zhuang Ming continued, "He was not the one who broke your leg in the first place. He is the one who saved you."

Zhuang Ming never knew that she would be haunted by that car accident until now.

Reflecting on the car accident many years ago, he continued:

"It's just that he was too late, and so was I."

"It was he who saw you hit the car with his own eyes, and the frightened six gods sent you to the hospital, and all the injuries he suffered at that time were due to taking you to the hospital, and he was too nervous to rampage, not because he hit you......

"Although I didn't know at that time, why did he say that he hit you, but I think it's probably because Fu Xizhou has always loved you, but he doesn't know how to get close to you."

Gu Beisheng looked at Zhuang Ming's eyes, and his face was in disbelief.

Zhuang Ming continued, "How can you do so much for you without love? If you don't love, you can solve it with money, why do you have to give you time and give you everything?"

"It's because he loves so much that he tries his best to enter your world?"

Gu Beisheng's eyes widened in shock.

Fu Xizhou was not the one who broke her legs with a car at all, but the one who saved her?

She had always thought that he had been very nice to her in the first place because he had bruised her leg...... Isn't it?

Is Fu Xizhou stupid!

All along, she was all haunted by the fact that he had bumped into herself!

Zhuang Ming looked into Gu Beisheng's eyes and saw her tears dazzling, blurring her eyes.

"If someone pretends to hit me, and when I wake up, accepts my infinite madness, but never wants to leave, but always guards me, I think that person must love me very much, love me very much, love me very much."

"Beisheng, I didn't wait for that person, but I hope you can wait."

"Beisheng, go get your love back, go tell him what you really think!"

How can love that has never been expressed be love? That's just your thoughts.

The love that is spoken of is called love.

None of us should speculate on other people's hearts with wishful thinking.

"Can I go?" Gu Beisheng was crying frantically, and asked blankly in a voice that he could feel obviously.

"Of course you can." Zhuang Ming opened his mouth and said, "What are you waiting for? Don't you love him?"

Gu Beisheng

Shaking his head, "I can't, you ......."

Zhuang Ming seemed to know what she was thinking, and continued:

"Gu Beisheng, I don't need you anymore, I don't need someone who doesn't love me at all, to stay by my side and take care of me in order to be responsible."

Gu Beisheng looked at him with complicated eyes, tears blurred her gaze, and she couldn't see his expression clearly.

Zhuang Ming continued:

"I was wrong at first, I thought I just had you by my side, but now I know that you are not happy at all by my side, and it feels worse than when you are not by my side."

"You don't love me, I know. I also know what it's like to guard someone you don't love. Because I also tried this, I was okay with Liu Qingsi, all like that. But I don't want you to do that to me."

"I only hope that in your lifetime, when you remember your youth and remember me, you will at least smile, instead of treating me as a painful thing and trying to erase it."

"Hades!" Gu Beisheng only felt that his voice was choked.

"Gu Beisheng, be brave, no matter what you will experience in the future, be brave to pursue your own happiness."

When he saw that she was not moving, he shouted loudly, "Go quickly!"

Life is so long, you shouldn't waste another second for someone who doesn't matter.

Gu Beisheng listened to Zhuang Ming's words, and after all, he took a step.

At first, it was a very difficult step, then a few steps, and then it was as if it could no longer stop, and it was up and running!

She never thought this would be the case!

Gu Beisheng's tears fell like crazy, and he felt the wind blowing in his ears.

"Don't go, Fu Xizhou, wait for me!"

Zhuang Ming looked at Gu Beisheng's running figure, and felt that the whole person was stiff.

It was he who sent her back to someone else.

His purpose was achieved.

Shouldn't you be happy?

Why, he felt that his whole heart was trembling, as if it had been cut by the wind, and it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe?

"Beisheng, do you know?"

"I thought I could forget about you as soon as I got into the next relationship. But I soon found out that this is not the case."

"Even if I had my next relationship, I wouldn't be able to really commit to it. Just like you, Beisheng. You never loved me at all."

"When you left Fu Xizhou at the beginning, I told you that the fastest way to forget someone is to immediately invest in the next relationship. I want to be that man. But you're not in love with me, I'm the kind that hates you."

"But it wasn't until I did that myself, I realized that it wasn't."

"I've tried to change girlfriends, but none of them are you."

"And you...... It was also through me that I realized that you have actually been in love with Fu Xizhou all along."

"I am your "Liu Qingsi", and I am your "well". I went through your life and I missed you."

"Obviously, this is my chance to keep you by my side for the last time, but I told you to slip away from me."

"I'm going to regret it. I'm regretting it now."

"But I know how hard it is to be with someone I don't love, and I know how painful it is to be separated from someone I love. I don't want you to be miserable, I don't want you to be miserable."

"Beisheng, if I no longer have the right and profit to protect you, I will call ...... He has come to love you."

Zhuang Ming looked at his legs, which he couldn't even stand, and tears burst into tears.

There is a misunderstanding between her and Fu Xizhou throughout her youth.

And between her and him, there are two lives.

His fingers reached out to the tombstone, and the black-and-white photographs on it had faces that he missed but could no longer touch.

"Mom, Dad, do you see? That's the girl your son loves the most. I want to call her your daughter-in-law, but I know you won't accept her. Therefore, I can only let her go."

"She just needs to be in my heart!"

There was a whimpering sound in the cemetery.

The other side.

Hospital.

"What happened to him? Why did you wake up and faint again?" Fu Dong asked the doctor.

"Judging from the report, there is a blood clot in Fu Shao's brain that compresses the nerve."

"Blood clots?"

"It looks like it's been some time, maybe it's been a serious impact."

After a pause, the doctor continued, "Right now, the blood clot is pressing on his optic nerve, which will probably lead to permanent blindness."

With a clang, Fu Dong's cane fell to the ground.

"Blind?" Fu Dong seemed to react easily, and immediately said, "Plan surgery immediately! Surely he will be cured no matter what!"

"Fu Dong!" The doctor stopped him, "Even if we have surgery to remove the bruising, the optic nerve will definitely be damaged, and there is no need for other surgeries in his current situation. There is no point in having surgery."

Fu Dong sat down in shock and sat down in his seat.

"Uncle Fu, Uncle Fu, how are you?" Hua Qingchun nervously patted him on the back.

On the hospital bed, Fu Xizhou's fingers moved slightly.

It's so dark!

When he opened his eyes, he still couldn't see anything.

"Assistant Sun? Turn the lights on!"

Fu Xizhou's voice came.

Fu Dong looked at Fu Xizhou in shock.

I saw him get up from the hospital bed and rub against the wall, looking for the power switch.

Boom!

He crashed into the cabinet next to the bed.

The pain made him frown.

Seeing this, Hua Qingchun wanted to go forward to help him and give Fu Dong a hand.

Fu Xizhou heard the voice and frowned: "Who is there!"

"It's me!" Fu Dong opened his mouth and said, "Don't move if it's okay, go back to the hospital bed and lie down!" Ah Jian, go and help him to bed!"

Fu Xizhou frowned deeply when he heard the sound of walking, "Why can you see me?"

As if thinking of something, he stretched out his hand in confusion and shook it in front of his eyes.

It was so dark that he couldn't see anything.

However, Ah Jian came to his side easily.

"Fu Shao, you lie down first." Ah Jian stretched out his hand to help him.

Fu Xizhou opened his hand, "Therefore, I am the only one who can't see it?"

"Fu Shao......"

Fu Xizhou seemed to remember something, before he had a car accident, he also had a short period of blindness, and suddenly the whole world was dark.

"Am I blind?"

"For the time being!" Fu Dong said, "I will try my best to cure you! All the doctors I know are first-class doctors!"

"Call Fu Luoxi." Fu Xizhou opened his mouth and said.

"Xizhou!"

"I want to hear him!" Fu Xizhou roared, "Go! Why not? I'll call him on my own!"