Chapter 18: If you don't
Ghost Gate.
Yue Li stood under the window, sneezed coldly, raised her hand and rubbed her itchy nose, and reached out to cover half of the window in front of her.
She couldn't sleep.
Early tomorrow morning, Bai Ying will leave the ghost gate, and she really doesn't want to see him off in front of so many people. Thinking about it, it is better to take advantage of the present to go to his door to say goodbye.
Listen to the Wind Garden.
Yue Li stood in the courtyard, looking at his room was dark and there was no light, hesitated for a while and walked forward slowly, stood under the window and whispered: "Bai Ying......"
After a while, there was no movement in the house, so he guessed that he must have slept soundly, opened his mouth to speak, and finally took two steps back, jumped onto the roof, and sat on the ridge of the roof boredly, looking at the ghost door in the night, and looking sideways at a side room, which was the room where she had lived.
Ten years of ghosts, she really can't talk about her good feelings and nostalgia here, if she has to say goodbye, only Bai Ying is one.
met at the age of six, led her into the ghost gate, and protected her for ten years. If something happens to her, he will be the first to come forward! The ghost gate is a place that survives by strength, and in the first few years, no one cares about a six-year-old child up and down the ghost gate.
Bai Ying ordered someone to listen to Fengyuan and clean up a side room for her to live in.
When she was ten years old, it was her first time on a mission, but because she didn't want to kill, she was covered in bruises and crawled back to the ghost gate covered in blood.
Think about it carefully, so it's also a childhood sweetheart, right?
Yueli's eyes were dark, and she somehow remembered the girl who was three or four points similar to herself, as if she was called a tear?
Tear ......
I heard that even the name was given by him.
Yueli thought that she didn't care much about this person, but because of this, she was reduced to a talking point, because she didn't want to see her, and then I heard that he gave this name, somehow, my heart was a little blocked.
He must like her, right?
At this moment, Bai Ying stepped into the courtyard gate by moonlight, and looked up to see her sitting on the roof in a white power suit, thoughtful. A pair of eyes were dark and bright, and there were waves of light in the darkness, it seemed that he was waiting for him on a special trip, and his feet slowed down and stood in place.
Yue Li shook her head, dispelled the boring thoughts in her head, supported her chin with one hand, retracted her gaze and looked down, just in time to meet those eyes, her jaw was out of her hand, and her face was a little surprised: He didn't sleep? Look at this outfit as if you went out on a trip and came back?
Seeing him looking at him, Bai Ying flew towards the roof, stepped lightly on the tiles, walked to her side, and pretended to be relaxed and asked, "So late, come to me to see the moon again?" Could it be that the one on my roof is different from the one in your yard? ”
Yue Li was dumbfounded. The excuses that used to be nonsense have now become shooting herself in the foot, and she has been thinking about it for a long time, but she has nothing to say. Guessing that this was just a casual start from him, he didn't really want to reply to himself, so he cleared his throat and said, "I'm just insomnia, so I'll say goodbye to you in advance by the way." ”
Hearing this, Bai Ying's pretended relaxed demeanor suddenly stiffened. He understood it, knowing that she would not send each other tomorrow, a fleeting disappointment flashed on his face, and he turned to look into the distance: "Since it is insomnia, don't wait longer, and I don't know when I will see you next time." His thoughts drifted away.
In the past, the two often drank wine together in the middle of the night, watched the stars and watched the moon, but they didn't talk about anything, remembering the past, they couldn't help but reflect on today, when did they become like this?
Yue Li was silent for a moment, and when she turned her palm, she held a cyan rune paper between her fingers and handed it over: "Stay until the Feng Dynasty, find a no-man's corner in your residence, dig a pit and bury it." ”
Bai Ying retracted his thoughts, followed the prestige, and saw that the rune paper was stacked into two layers, and the paper was painted with purple-red runes, which he had never seen before. With a knowledge of her, he could almost guess what it was, and he didn't reach out to pick it up, so he pretended to be puzzled and said, "What is this?" ”
"Teleportation talisman, this is thousands of miles away, only the journey will take three months, if there is something I can't catch up, with this teleportation talisman can save a lot of trouble."
"This is the only talisman given to me, what about the task?"
Yueli raised her face, and her raised arms were faintly sore: "What else is more important than you?" ”
Bai Ying was stunned, and her eyes lit up under the moonlight: "Am I important? He never thought that he still had the word "important" in her heart, which was unexpected.
Yue Li frowned, and couldn't help scolding: "There's a lot of nonsense!" What if not? ”
"Naturally! ......" he blurted out subconsciously, but he felt bad, and hesitated and said, "I understand the kindness." "As far as he knows, the Ji clan is good at refining paper with spiritual power, drawing talismans with blood, and its blood can pass through yin and yang, this teleportation array has a great effect, even if she is thousands of miles away, it will be there in a moment, it is better to leave it to her to defend herself.
Yue Li was stunned on the spot: This is the meaning of refusal?
When she moved her gaze from that face to the rune paper in her hand, she couldn't help but feel angry, she was being looked down upon! Think you can't do without this talisman?
Looking at it clearly, Yueli just sent out a talisman, but in fact, it was reluctance to give up the relationship between him and the two, so she was rejected, how can she be embarrassed? couldn't help but be angry, withdrew his hand at the moment, tore the talisman three times by five, and threw the torn talisman paper in the air.
Bai Ying was stunned, and wanted to reach out again to stop: "Yueli!" But in the end, he was a step too late, and he could only watch those fragments being carried by the wind, turning into residual spiritual power from mid-air, dissipating and disappearing, and couldn't help but feel heartbroken: "What are you doing here?" ”
Yueli stood up, patted the ash behind her, and said lightly: "If you don't want it, it's useless to keep it." "Lift your feet and go.
Bai Ying smiled miserably: "Yueli! Do you know that there is something in this world that you want but can't? Just like his feelings for her, even if the love is deep, but in the end, the fate is shallow, how dare he ...... How can you hope for it? She is an earth immortal, immortal and immortal, and he is just in a hurry for decades, saying no to what he likes is a trade-off, but it is also a trade-off.
The word "willing" has always been drenched in blood, like deboning and cutting meat, how can it be easy?
Yue Li suddenly looked back, looking at his eyes that wanted to speak, as if she understood whether she understood or not. What do you want but can't want? She has it too! For example, the artifact of her Ji clan, and the deep friendship between them like relatives.
"Bai Ying, you and I have known each other for ten years, you should know that I don't like to owe people the most, I don't care much in this life, most of them have been lost, only you are the one I don't want to lose. In the past, you protected me, but now you are tired by me, and the future of this dynasty is uncertain, but unfortunately there is really nothing to give you, only this talisman ......"
She only hoped that if something happened to him one day, she would be able to catch up with him, and not be the last one waiting for news.
In the past, the Ji Dynasty collapsed and the Ji people died.
She just couldn't do anything, waiting for the bad news, this feeling was too painful, and she really didn't want to go through it again.
Bai Ying's eyes burned, and she slowly walked in front of her: "You don't owe me!" Not before, not in the future, from the past to the present, everything I do is out of my heart, I never want you to do anything for me, I just hope you are good. ”
Yue Li said solemnly: "I naturally hope you are well!" ”
Bai Ying stood still one step away from her, looking at the pair of phoenix eyes and couldn't take his eyes off, his heart was blocked with that sentence, he knew that if he didn't ask, he might never have a chance: "Why don't you understand, only if you are good, I will naturally be good!" Yueli, now I only want to ask you, do you have me in your heart, even for a moment? ”
Yueli didn't know how, her heart was a little tight, she took a step back, and said to him left and right: "I naturally have you in my heart, otherwise why ......"
Bai Ying shook her head, interrupting the words on her lips, seeing that she took a step back and took a step forward, pressing step by step. There was sadness in his eyes, but his face was tough: "You know what I'm talking about, how long do you want to pretend to be stupid with me?" ”
She panicked.
Yueli didn't understand, but she insisted that they were just like relatives, which was excellent. Just like facing Jiang Feng, she can flirt unscrupulously, and she can sleep with him, but when she faces Bai Ying, she always feels that something is wrong.
"It's getting late, you should rest early." With that, she turned around and tried to flee.
Bai Ying refused, grabbed her wrist in the palm of her hand, and asked withholdingly, "Are you afraid of me?" Or do you just look down on me? Would you rather flirt with a stranger than respond to even a word from me? ”
Yueli looked back in amazement: "You follow me? ”
Bai Ying slowly closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she tried her best to hide the sadness in her eyes: "I wanted to go to you that night, but I happened to see you go out, if not, I didn't know that you still have such a side, Yueli, do you really like him?" ”
Hearing this, Yue Li struggled to take her wrist back, and her face was already a little unpleasant: "Bai Ying, in what capacity are you questioning me?" Friend? Or is it a brother? Or ......"
Bai Ying said: "I like you!" ”
Those four words were like a thunderbolt in my ears. The words on Yueli's lips paused, looking at him staring at himself intently, his eyes were firm and hot, the unspoken words stopped at his mouth, his lips trembled and slowly closed, his eyes were lowered thoughtfully, and his mind, which was still a little flustered, gradually calmed down.
How did she not understand?
It's just self-deception, I feel that this is not an emotion, and even feels that it is an illusion, Xu is Bai Ying has been with her for ten years, and she has been with her for a long time, and she mistakenly thinks that it is feelings? Otherwise, how could there be such a thing as tearing?
Thinking of this, Yueli was silent for a moment, raised her eyes and asked, "You like me?" Where are the tears? Bai Ying, do you like this face or me? ”
Bai Ying's expression was painful, and she almost didn't think about it, so she blurted out a defense: "If it weren't for the fact that she is three or four points similar to you, how would I be ...... Besides, you never asked me about the past, and I didn't ...... with her."
Seeing that he was talking more and more, Yue Li couldn't help but turn pale, and hurriedly raised her hand to cover her ears: "Enough!" He took two steps back, raised his eyes and looked at him stunned, and then slowly lowered his hand, and said with sadness in his eyes: "Bai Ying, isn't it good to be like this?" ”
Bai Ying was stunned in place: It's good? Does she want to make her mistakes and take tears as her? So he stepped forward again and stretched out his hand to drag: "No! It's not like that. ”
Yue Li didn't want to entangle with him any more, so she flew into the air a little under her feet, looked at him and said coldly: "Bai Ying, if you still care about our ten-year relationship, this matter will end here!" With that, she turned and jumped onto another rooftop, quickly disappearing into the night.
Bai Ying's half-empty hand clenched into a fist and slowly withdrew it.
In a hurry, he only cared about Tong Yueli's explanation, what kind of bastard words did he say? It's a fact that she was lying on his bed with tears, and it's also a fact that she was naked, so what did she teach to listen to?
At first, I just wanted to ask her what was in her heart, but the more she talked, the more she said it, the more wrong it was.