Chapter 262: Why I Like Him (Part II)
The early spring sun was warm, and a beam of light shone on the stainless steel ball at the top of the national flag, and the reflected light just flashed the girl's eyes, and she squinted slightly.
There are many students walking in twos and threes on the playground as a necessary ritual to consume food after meals, and there is no one on the football field to play football, instead some students are lazily sitting or lying down, chatting.
On the plastic runway, two girls paced leisurely, walking slowly.
"Oh, you don't know...... Yi Yang went to the competition, and some of the competition venues were set up in schools in other provinces, so they had to take some leave. Wang Sangning smiled and said to Deng Wenxiao next to him.
Deng Wenxiao put his hands behind his back, lowered his head slightly to look at the white line of the runway under his feet, and tried to step on the line every step, if he accidentally stepped on the crooked line, he would not be satisfied.
After listening to Wang Sangning's words, she raised her head slightly and said, "That's ......."
"Hmm."
"Sang Ning, they should win the game, right?"
Wang Sangning was slightly stunned and shook his head: "How to say this, sports are not such an absolute thing, although everyone, as classmates and alumni, all hope that they can go far, but competitive sports, luck, state and something are very important, although they have worked hard and paid sweat, but his opponents are the same......" paused, she laughed and said: "So whether you win or not, it is worthy of our admiration." ”
"Sang Ning, it's a pity that you don't practice sports."
"Hey ......"
At this time, Deng Wenxiao noticed the horizontal line under his feet and was slightly stunned.
Wang Sangning tilted his head: "What's wrong?" ”
Deng Wenxiao pointed to the line on the ground: "It's nothing, I've already walked around." ”
Wang Sangning looked left and right, and saw that there was no one near the plastic lawn next to her, so she said, "Let's sit there." ”
"Hmm."
The two sat down together.
Deng Wenxiao looked at Wang Sangning, her eyes flowing.
She observed that Wang Sangning's subconscious sitting posture was very different from herself.
Wang Sangning sat cross-legged, his hands were very comfortably propped on the ground, his posture was like a boy, but there was no rough feeling of a boy on his body, giving people a feeling of both relaxation and heroism.
Then he noticed that he subconsciously sat down with his legs together, his knees hanging in the air, and his two hands naturally hugged his calves.
Wang Sangning said: "Let's talk about it. ”
"Huh?" Deng Wenxiao was slightly stunned.
"Tell me how you fell in love with Yi Yang."
Deng Wenxiao reacted at this time, her face flushed, and she pondered for a moment before she said, "What do you say...... Actually, it's probably just an impulse. ”
"The first time I noticed Yi Yang, at the end of the military training, didn't we take a group photo together at that time, and the first time I had an impression of him, it was him in the photo...... Well, how to put it, it's very different from other boys, other boys are grinning, only he is smiling, and his eyes are very good-looking. ”
"Hey, it's actually handsome, right?"
Deng Wenxiao's face turned even redder, she held her face, and she was also wondering, why did she tell Wang Sangning about these things? Not to mention that today is the first time to eat with her, and more importantly, she is suspected of being a girl that Yi Yang likes......
But she just had an urge to confide in Wang Sangning about these secrets.
This girl inexplicably has a feeling that makes her feel very relieved.
Sighing slightly, forget it, follow your heart.
"Later, my eyes always followed him unconsciously, I don't know if he was aware of it, but his every move can affect my emotions."
"I'll admit that part of the reason I like him is because he's so handsome, or rather, it's because of that in the first place...... But after observing him for a long time, I was attracted by his temperament. ”
Deng Wenxiao looked at Wang Sangning silently and whispered, "Don't you think, he has a very calm temperament...... Anyway, it's very different from those boys of the same age around us. ”
Wang Sangning thought about it and nodded.
"Every time he looks at me, it excites me for a long time."
Deng Wenxiao stared at the white line of a football field on the ground with his eyes, pulled a plastic turf in his hand and played with it, and said while recalling: "When I started to pay attention to him, I always heard his news intentionally or unintentionally, knowing that he was from Qinghe County, knowing that he had participated in the debate team, knowing that he could play basketball, and knowing that his best competition subject was chemistry ......."
"I don't know when it started, everything about him is clear in my heart, as if we have known each other for a long time, I am obviously an observer, but it seems that I really participate in his life......" Deng Wenxiao threw away the plastic grass in his hand, put his two index fingers in front of him, stood side by side, and said: "It is obviously a life of two parallel lines, as if it is a ...... There was an intersection. The tips of his two index fingers tapped lightly.
Wang Sangning listened silently, her eyes flowing, and she couldn't see what she was thinking.
"I also know that there must be a big difference between him in my heart and the real him, he may not be so perfect, but in my heart, he is the most special existence."
Deng Wenxiao gently put her head on her knees, hugged her calves with both hands, and tilted her neck to ask Wang Sangning: "Sangning, have you ever had someone you like?" ”
Wang Sangning was slightly stunned and thought for a while: "Hmm...... Let's be honest, there were, but not as specific as you. ”
"What a true answer." Deng Wenxiao smiled and said, "I used to have a good impression of a boy in junior high school, but it wasn't so specific. ”
"I can't control this emotion, can you understand that?"
"Well, understandable."
"I'm sure I like him, but I'm afraid he knows, and I'm afraid he doesn't."
"During the sports day, he ran and won the first place, and then he stayed by the track to cheer on his classmates."
"The sunset that day shone on his face, I thought it was very beautiful, and suddenly there was an impulse, I wanted him to know that I had been paying attention to him, so I bought a bottle of drink and asked Luo Ying to give it to him."
Wang Sangning asked curiously, "And then?" ”
Deng Wenxiao smiled lightly and shook his head, "He didn't accept it." ”
"Later, I changed my hairstyle...... Deng Wenxiao shook her hair lightly, smiled and said: "At first, I was a ponytail, and then I untied the ponytail, thinking that probably such a change could attract a little of his attention." ”
Wang Sangning showed a surprised expression: "Huh...... It seems like this, I forgot that you were a ponytail when you first started. ”
Deng Wenxiao's eyes became warm: "Sometimes I also fantasize, if he also likes me, then what will it be like after being together?" ”
"I'll give him a lecture, or work on a difficult topic together, and he'll help me move the heavy table every week when I change seats, or he'll take me to a basketball game, and when he's tired, I'll run over and hand him a drink, and then the brothers next to him will heckle and they'll make a fuss......"
"He would gently hold my hand and hug me gently, and when he was playing basketball, I would wait for him outside the arena, and I would go to a math class, and he would wait for me outside the classroom."
"That's right...... He can play the guitar, he can sing, I can play the violin, maybe one evening afternoon, the two of us found a music café, brought our respective instruments, and the boss saw us and invited us to perform on stage, so we played a gentle tune together, and the strangers in the audience sent us blessings. ”
Suddenly, the smile on Deng Wenxiao's face disappeared.
"However, I knew that I probably never appeared in his life, and the more I thought about it, the more unwilling I became, and I began to try to make his life a little bit of my own shadow, so I edited some of my thoughts into text messages and sent them to him."
Wang Sangning looked at Deng Wenxiao in a daze and blinked.
Deng Wenxiao smiled self-deprecatingly, glanced sideways at Wang Sangning, and said, "Am I particularly stupid like this?" ”
Wang Sangning shook his head seriously: "You have never appeared in his life, but he is earth-shattering in your life, not stupid, how can he be stupid?" ”
Deng Wenxiao bit her lip and said, "I'm sorry...... Sang Ning, I beg you one thing......"
Wang Sangning was stunned and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely help you keep it a secret." ”
"No, that's not what I'm trying to say......"
"Can I ask you to ......" She hesitated for a long time, but still shook her head, "Forget it, it's nothing ......"
Wang Sangning looked at Deng Wenxiao calmly, and then smiled: "Got it, when do you want to talk about it, let's go back to the classroom?" ”
Deng Wenxiao nodded, although he couldn't say that sentence, but he was in a down-to-earth mood, and at the same time a little glad that he didn't say that sentence just now.
The sentence is: Can you please not like Yi Yang.
"Let's go." Deng Wenxiao smiled.
The two of them went back to the direction of the school building, just facing the sun.
The sun was just right and warm.