Luo Bing's expression was very calm at this time, and he walked over slowly...... When I got out of the car just now, I was obviously in a hurry.

Yi Yang looked Luo Bing up and down and said, "Don't you ask something?" ”

Luo Bing said: "When I see you, I know it's okay." ”

"Heh, do you trust me or Chi Xiaohuan." Yi Yang shook his head, then took a step back to the side, and Chi Xiaohuan had nowhere to hide.

Chi Xiaohuan's two hands had nowhere to be placed, his fingers crossed, hanging in front of him, and his eyes looked at his fingers in a daze.

Luo Bing walked up to the three of them.

Yi Yang turned to Wang Sangning and said, "Let's go buy something." ”

Wang Sangning understood, nodded with a smile, casually pointed to a small supermarket not far away, and said, "Let's go over there." ”

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly said in a panic: "You ......"

Yi Yang said, "Come back immediately, you and Luo Bing can wait here for a while." ”

Luo Bing said very firmly: "Well, go early and return early." ”

Waiting for Yi Yang and Wang Sangning to slowly walk away, Luo Bing looked left and right, noticed that there was a step on the side of the flower bed on the side of the road, and said, "Let's go and sit over there." ”

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip and nodded gently.

The two sat down on the steps next to the flower bed, separated by a distance of more than ten centimeters.

The soft moonlight mingled with the cold streetlights of the city, and the cars in the distance turned into flickering flickering spots of light at the end of the view, and the bright buildings were tall and low, stretching out into the mysterious darkness.

For a long time, neither of them spoke.

Chi Xiaohuan felt a little embarrassed, and secretly turned over to look at Luo Bing's side face, only to see him calmly looking into the distance, the breeze gently blowing his bangs, and under the transparent glasses were clear and deep eyes.

The air is frozen.

This kind of atmosphere made Chi Xiaohuan very uncomfortable, and she felt that she should say something.

Chi Xiaohuan looked up at the direction where Yi Yang and Wang Sangning left, and smiled: "What are they going to buy, it will take so long...... That Wang Sangning won't be Yi Yang's girlfriend, right? But it's too strange, you should be able to feel it, Deng Wenxiao should like Yi Yang's...... Yi Yang has a good relationship with Wang Sangning, and then Deng Wenxiao has a good relationship with Wang Sangning...... I'm going to faint, ha......"

"Hmm." Luo Bing looked straight ahead, and he didn't know if he had heard Chi Xiaohuan speak, but calmly replied with a word.

"You don't seem to like gossip very much, though...... I'll definitely ask Deng Wenxiao next time......"

"Chi Xiaohuan." Luo Bing still didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan, but he suddenly interrupted her.

"Huh?" Chi Xiaohuan was slightly stunned.

At the end of Luo Bing's vision, a couple was holding hands over the traffic light, he looked at this scene silently, and suddenly said, "Let's hold hands." ”

Chi Xiaohuan was stunned, and suddenly woke up half a second later, his eyes widened: "Ah...... Yes? Yes! ”

Luo Bing turned around, looked at Chi Xiaohuan, a touch of red appeared on his face, and whispered again: "We...... Let's hold hands. ”

Chi Xiaohuan's face began to burn, and he suddenly stood up from the steps, took a step back, looked at Luo Bing in disbelief, and stammered, "I...... You...... I...... What do you mean? ”

Luo Bing turned his gaze into the distance, looking at the outline of the light and shadow of the city, the expression on his face calmed down a little, and said, "That's what you understand." ”

Chi Xiaohuan could clearly feel her heart beating a few times, and her breathing began to become rapid, it turned out to be true, emotions can really make changes in her body, she buried her head a little low, looked at her shoes, and said, "I...... I ......"

Luo Bing didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan, and smiled a little disappointed: "If you don't want to...... Forget it. ”

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Chi Xiaohuan hurriedly raised his head and said, "I didn't say I didn't want to...... But ......"

Luo Bing turned his face around at this time: "But? ”

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip and took a deep breath before she mustered up the courage to look up: "But why?" ”

Luo Bing was stunned: "What, why?" ”

"You...... Your goal is to be an Ivy League university, right? ”

"Hmm."

"I can't keep up with you, though...... Although I've worked hard, I just can't keep up, I think, a 985 in China is my limit, I can't keep up with you......" Chi Xiaohuan sniffed, tried to hold up a smile, and whispered: "Although ...... I...... Loved you......"

Although, although he could feel Chi Xiaohuan's intentions, when he really heard her say it in person, Luo Bing's heart still trembled inexplicably.

"I like you......" Chi Xiaohuan buried his head, "Although I like you, but when I heard you say that you want to go to the University of California today, I suddenly felt ...... No way. ”

After listening to this, Luo Bing was silent for a long time.

This is a lively city, from the sound of cars on the road, and the hustle and bustle from all directions of the city in the distance, so that Chi Xiaohuan can no longer hear Luo Bing's voice.

She raised her head and glanced at Luo Bing, and found that he really didn't speak, smiled bitterly, and beat her spirit again, and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Yi Yang is just joking...... I didn't expect you to actually come...... In the future, we will still be friends, right? Hey, in fact, after thinking about it, it's pretty good to keep this kind of relationship all the time. ”

"Actually, Yi Yang is also right, at our age, falling in love will definitely affect our studies...... I mean......" Her voice grew quieter and quieter, and she said a few words incoherently, unable to go on, and covered her face in some pain.

The next moment, I felt a fiery touch coming from the back of my hand.

She reacted for the first time, the first thought was, Luo Bing squeezed her hand, and the second thought was...... His hands are so hot.

Luo Bing squeezed her hand and slowly put it down, saying, "I understand." ”

Chi Xiaohuan looked at Luo Bing's eyes, and told herself rationally that she should break free at this time, but her body seemed to be drained of strength, and she had a feeling of electric shock all over her body, so she closed her eyes, forget it, don't care......

Enjoy the experience of this moment.

Occasionally, a pedestrian passed by the two of them, not disturbing, but pretending to glance at them casually.

After a while, Chi Xiaohuan took a deep breath and opened his eyes, hesitated for a moment, and still whispered, "I...... I can't delay you, I don't have the courage, I don't have the courage for myself. ”

Luo Bing exhaled slowly and said, "I know, I know." ”

Chi Xiaohuan's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said with a little crying, "You...... You know, you hate it, it's not like I want to hear the answer, but if you say the answer I want to hear, I'm still going to be miserable, I'm sorry, I don't know what to do......"

"I know, if I say that I am willing to give up studying abroad for you, this is the answer you want to hear, but then you will feel that you are delaying me, so it will be painful, I know, I know ......" Luo Bing said slowly.

"Then you ......" Chi Xiaohuan looked at Luo Bing cautiously, with a trace of small expectation in his eyes, but apprehension surrounded this little expectation.

She didn't know what to do, she hoped that the boy in front of her would tell her what to do.

Luo Bing smiled, pulled Chi Xiaohuan to sit down again, looking at the cars coming and going, his eyes fluctuated, and his memories were like water.

"When I was in junior high school, I was very slow to develop, I was short, no girls liked me, and for me to study all kinds of competitions and read books that people who were not my age should read, which made me feel fulfilled and happy."

"Everyone thinks that I am a person who is not interested in anything except to concentrate on studying, and I also enjoy the joy of learning."

"Actually, no, learning has the fun of learning itself, but in addition to learning itself, whenever I make a difficult competition question, finish reading a difficult book, and get a good award, these things will bring praise from parents and teachers, these things are also very important."

"I've never shown it, I'm interested in things like honor, fulfillment, and so on that may sound flashy, but I have to admit that half of my motivation is for that."

"Making others feel my sense of accomplishment is the most enjoyable thing for me, and it hasn't changed today, and it won't be in the future."

"However, for a long time, there was a lot of accomplishment that I couldn't share with others." Luo Bing thought for a while and said with a smile: "Before I became friends with Yi Yang, it was like this. ”

"Valuable appreciation lies in the fact that the other party can understand you." Luo Bing showed a reminiscing look, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly: "It's like, you wrote an ancient style poem, but a person who doesn't understand poetry has no way to appreciate how subtle your rhyme is, how rigorous the word cards you use, how expressive your allusions are, and in learning, too, sometimes I use the idea of making myself very proud, only people who understand can understand it, and their appreciation is fascinating." ”

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip slightly, and quietly listened to Luo Bing's story, this is Luo Bing's inner world that she has never touched.

The more he spoke, the warmer her mood grew.

"After entering No. 1 Middle School, there are a lot of powerful people here, and I know that I can't be as dazzling as I once was, well, although I still think about it, it's always good to make some bad psychological plans."

"I never thought that I would be noticed by someone else outside of my academic ability." Luo Bing glanced at Chi Xiaohuan and said, "So, after making such psychological preparations, on the first day of high school, you took the initiative to talk to me, which made it difficult for me to forget." ”

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly showed a surprised expression......

She clearly remembered that in the early morning of the first day of school, when she first met Luo Bing at the school gate, she had a good impression of him with a clean and quiet temperament, took the initiative to talk, and then chatted all the way to the classroom.

But at that time, Luo Bing left only one impression on her, that is, Gao Leng, she didn't expect that Luo Bing had already paid attention to herself at that time.

Luo Bing continued: "Later, you sat in the front row of me, often asked me questions, and every time you would praise me for saying two very powerful words or something like that. ”

"If you have any snacks, you'll turn around and share them with me."

"When I encounter something interesting, I will be the first to tell me ...... very excited."

"I often just smile, but I want to tell you now that every time I talk to you and interact with you, I feel very comfortable."

"I like simple things, I hate complexity, staying with you, I feel very simple, very simple, I like that feeling......"

Chi Xiaohuan felt that her mood was getting sweeter and sweeter, lowered her head, and whispered, "I don't even know ......"

Luo Bing smiled, "I'm not sure...... Actually, I seem to be very sure, but I can't be sure until you tell me in person...... Moreover, you often tell me that a certain sports student confesses to you, and a certain student in a certain class confesses to you, so ...... I'm actually quite apprehensive. ”

Luo Bing's face flushed, under the street lamp of the city, Chi Xiaohuan felt that he had never been so cute, she said shyly: "I just want to tell you, look, there are a lot of boys who like me, I want you to pay attention to me, I think...... You never seem to have paid attention to me, all the time...... I've always been running for you. ”

After thinking about it, Chi Xiaohuan said again: "And...... I thought you were the kind of boy who concentrated on studying and would never fall in love......"

Luo Bing smiled: "This is a misunderstanding, early love or something, I don't care." ”

His mind went back to junior high school, and that night, everyone sat around the campfire to talk about their hearts, and under pressure, he told the others that he had actually had a girl he liked.

His youth, he thought, was also blazing.

Yi Yang had said more than once that he was sullen, Luo Bing thought to himself, this was not sullen, it was just that under the appearance of steady, there was a wild and restless heart beating violently.

Indeed, he does not care about the shackles imposed on him by those preconceived impressions.

He also thought that Yi Yang should learn from me at this point.

"Thank you for traveling such a long distance for me, if you can, let me walk some distance too." Luo Bing said seriously.

"Please give me a little time, I need to prepare for the competition, this time I can get into the provincial team if nothing else, and then the winter camp...... It won't be too long, and many things will settle before next year, and when I get the escort qualification, I will accompany you to work hard. ”

"I will accompany you to study, if you want to, and want to go abroad in the future, I will accompany you to choose a beautiful university, if you don't want to, or you have not applied for an offer, then I will accompany you to choose a domestic university."

Chi Xiaohuan hesitated for a moment, Luo Bing shook his head and didn't let her speak, and continued: "Don't take my so-called dream of studying abroad so seriously, to be honest, I haven't been to Caltech, and I don't even know what major I like now, my liking for it only comes from some information I saw on the Internet, it floats in the air and has no foundation, but if I choose a domestic university in the future, it is because there is a real reason that I can touch, pinch, and feel." As he spoke, he gently grabbed Chi Xiaohuan's hand again, touched it, and pinched it.

"And ......" Luo Bing paused: "If you can get on the domestic top2, it's pretty good......"

Chi Xiaohuan was dumbfounded, only when Luo Bing pinched her hand, she was excited, after listening to Luo Bing's last words, she lowered her head, bit her lip, and tried not to let herself laugh, her eyes had begun to show a smile, but at the same time, tears flowed out, she didn't know how to describe her emotions at this time, withdrew her hand, pinched the corner of her clothes, and then raised her head: "Thank you Luo Bing......"

"Huh?"

"Thank you...... Can be my first love......"

Luo Bing was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "You are also my first love." ”