The things in the dream are relatively abstract, and it is difficult to tell what happened, but the general feeling is exact, and the fragrant feeling is very close to reality.

The next day was a rainy day, people were still in bed, they had heard the sound of rain outside the window, slowly moved to the bedside, opened the curtains, and saw the city outside the window, which had been completely submerged in the rain curtain layer by layer.

In such weather, it is really difficult to make people feel the interest of going out.

Yi Yang leaned against the head of the bed, closed his eyes, and thought back to the events of last night, feeling a little funny.

Actually, last night was a pretty good opportunity...... A chance to complete the last step with Jiang Lili.

In the end, he didn't implement it, not that he wanted to be a saint on purpose, but he felt Jiang Lili's hesitation in her heart, and she hadn't thought it through thoroughly.

Maybe if you pounce on her and behave more resolutely and domineeringly, you can also make a logical breakthrough in the relationship...... But it's not necessary.

I want to, of course I want to, but at the last moment I still kept my mind clear, on the one hand, because I was in a hurry yesterday and didn't prepare DLS or anything like that, and now if she accidentally wins the prize, she will probably be scared.

But more importantly, the reason for the other side.

He felt funny when he thought that Jiang Lili was obviously very ignorant, but he always had to pretend that he was very mature and kept pretending to be a guide.

It's actually an exciting kind of fun.

In his heart, he hoped that Jiang Lili would take the initiative in those things.

She likes to play her sister, which makes her happy, and why not herself? Pretending to be at a loss to provoke the girl's motherhood, desire to protect, wildness, and desire to conquer is actually a different flavor.

In this process, what she gained was a sense of accomplishment and the joy of conquest, while what she gained was happiness that ordinary people could not replicate and experience.

Boys dominate, and in that matter, as a domineering guy, he guides girls little by little, such a relationship is so common that you don't even have to experience it yourself, you can experience the emotions after a little thought.

It's not really interesting.

And Jiang Lili is in a situation like him, it is almost difficult to find a second case: a sister who obviously doesn't understand anything, but she has to play the role of a guide, while she is so nervous that she can't do it, she blushes, and she has to tell her brother generously and gently, don't be nervous, don't be nervous, this, that, and then like this, it's okay, look, isn't it very simple? Right...... That's it...... When you think about that image, it's really ......

It's hard to calm down.

So don't be in a hurry, this matter is completely dominated by her, it is beautiful, and it is a beauty that vibrates people's hearts, and any trace of initiative from oneself will destroy this beauty.

After thinking for a while, the corners of Yi Yang's mouth rose slightly, proud of his careful thoughts.

The so-called fun is to find the fun that belongs to you and her in the same relationship between the sexes, and you don't have to care how other people play.

……

Because of the rain, today's trip to go out has been put on hold for the time being, of course, there was no plan to go out, it doesn't matter where you are, the important thing is who you are with, staying outside in the café to chat, and sitting on the sofa at home while watching TV while chatting, there are good fun, will make people happy, are worth experiencing.

Staying at home, there is no need to change clothes, Jiang Lili wears a loose nightdress, her skirt is good, pants are good, there are very few above the knee length, often only the calves are exposed, but this is also where Yi Yang admires him, she is sexy, and her sexiness never lies in exposing how many body parts she has to the air, her sexiness comes from her personality, from the understanding of feminine charm, from the understanding of male emotions.

After breakfast, Yi Yang moved the two chairs to the balcony of the living room, boiled a pot of lemon grapefruit tea, called Jiang Lili, and the two faced the glass floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the city in the rain, drinking tea and chatting.

A long, long time ago, he fantasized about such a life, to see if the couple is happy or not, there is a theory that it depends on how much useless information two people exchange, the more it means, the happier it is, in short, the more nonsense two people say, the better the relationship...... In fact, it makes sense, the characteristic of Chinese in their bones is that they like to think about problems and output opinions, which forms a practical national character, but also deprives many people of emotional experience, nonsense is relative to dry goods, pouring out emotions, telling stories, talking about feelings about a thing, these are all "nonsense", but people who listen will be very comfortable and relaxed.

"I don't plan to go to my mother's ......" Yi Yang sighed and smiled a little whimsically: "To be honest, I don't know how to face her." ”

"She is related to me, half of the blood flowing in my body comes from her, this is a fact that there is no way to change, so, whether I want to or not, she is my mother, there is no way to change it, if I really see her one day, I will still call her mother, but this title has no way to carry more things......"

"Because there is no emotion, and that's true, I don't know if that's right, but it's true, I don't love her, and I don't hate her...... In fact, when I was a little younger, I hated her more than any other emotion...... When I was a child, there were many children in the small county town, who would laugh at me for being a person without parents and parents, and when it came to the parent-teacher meeting, it would be very painful, and the teachers in the elementary school did not take care of my emotions because of this, so I gradually developed a somewhat extreme personality when I was a child......

"I am very sensitive, I can always feel the emotions of others, this seems to be an innate ability, I can feel the malice of those children towards me, when I first used violence to fight against this malice, I felt their fear, although they still have malice, but my own emotions have been self-consistent, comfortable, so I went farther and farther on this road, and in this process, the hatred for her gradually became stronger, until now, there is no hatred and no love...... Well, if it were to be described in one accurate word, it would be, forget, as if there was never such a person in your life. ”

Jiang Lili squeezed Yi Yang's hand with some distress, his nose twitched slightly, and two tears fell.

Yi Yang looked at Jiang Lili with some surprise, "Sister......"

Jiang Lili saw Yi Yang's expression, burst into tears and laughed, and said, "You don't care about me, I'll just slow down myself." ”

Yi Yang nodded slightly, looked at the quiet city outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and said abruptly: "Actually, my character is flawed, I am easy to be extreme, and I am also very stubborn, and it is difficult to change the things that I believe in my bones, for a while, I was very depraved, but fortunately I met my sister, my sister is like a beam of light in my life, because of my sister, let me become gentle, let my extremism become decisive, let my stubbornness become firm, and now, I hope to become a person as warm as my sister." ”

These words have nothing to do with being born again.

Yi Yang knew very well that although rebirth brought him a change in cognition, it was only the consequence of realizing that he had no culture and did not study.

The experience of the previous life just made him want to learn.

To be reborn is to give this obsession a chance to be realized.

But the essence of his character has not changed.

If he hadn't met Jiang Lili, he would still study hard, maybe he could also go to a good university, and he could change his fate...... But that kind of self is more like a refined egoist, such as the self when he was just reborn, when measuring some relationships, almost all of them are based on "what benefits he can bring to himself", for example, whether he is close to Luo Luoyue or becomes friends with Luo Bing, it is because he can get something from them, and even see the possibility of the so-called "connections" from them.

And Jiang Lili taught him how to love someone.

It brings him the possibility of interpersonal relationships, and the emotional communication method that is not mixed with the relationship of interests.

Emotional intelligence is just an ability, a tool, it itself is not emotional, he used this ability, it is exquisite, it is to see people and talk to people, it is to weigh the pros and cons, to balance all parties, it is to pry others to achieve their own goals, and because of Jiang Lili's subtle influence, he can't help but use this ability to warm others.

Jiang Lili was a little embarrassed and said, "Where is it so exaggerated as you say." ”

Yi Yang insisted and said: "Yes, yes, didn't my sister say that if you miss me, you won't like other boys in the future?" But why shouldn't I? If my sister doesn't want me one day, who can be the light in my life like my sister? Others like to use white moonlight to describe the girl who amazes her life, but I want to use the golden sunshine to describe my sister, my sister is not white moonlight, it is sunshine, it is the warm sunshine that dispells the haze and melts the snow for me. ”

Jiang Lili's eyes were watery, and he gently wiped his tears again, and said, "It's raining outside, and you still have to lie to my tears." ”

"Sister......

"Call me Lili."

Li ...... Li Li! ”

"Silly, come, hug me."

"Hmm!"

"Oh, this chair, I can't squeeze it, come, I'll stand up......"

"Hold me like this from behind, how is my figure? Is the waist thin? ”

"I like all kinds of you."

Jiang Lili leaned the back of his head against Yi Yang's chest, looked at the rain outside, and asked softly, "Yi Yang, do you like rainy days?" ”

"I didn't like it before, because I remember that the first woman in my life who could pull my emotions left my life on a rainy day."

"Yiyang ......"

"But I love rainy days now, because I remember that the second woman in my life who could pull my emotions came into my life on a rainy day."

Yi Yang also looked at the rain scene, hugged Jiang Lili tightly, and said softly: "My sister was barefoot that day, so beautiful, I can't forget it, I can't forget it in my life......"

"Okay...... You, you've had evil thoughts about me at such a young age! ”

"Nothing...... It's a simple appreciation of beauty......"

"Really?"

"Really!"

"That's right...... Actually, it's not that you can't ......."

"Huh?!"

"Hee-hee-hee......"