After the last trip of the day, after the interview with 10Asia, the agent drove his hot star treasure back to the dormitory in a business car.

The other person said something to the girl outside the car at the window.

"Let's have a good rest today." Although the rest time is less than 5 hours, the agent still tells the girl who has a lot of responsibilities.

Bae Xiuzhi had a large bag in his arms, and there were several small bags hanging from his fingers holding the bag.

"I'll sleep well." She nodded, her eyes red.

"If you're really sad, I'll look for you Sister Feifei." Tonight's little outburst of the girl made the agent still a little uneasy.

"I'll look for it." Nodding again.

"Well," the agent looked at the well-behaved girl with complicated eyes, moved his mouth, and finally just said, "Go up." ”

"Be careful on the road." Bae Xiuzhi watched the agent leave.

She stood alone for a short while, looked down at the rare snack that the agent had bought her in her arms to coax her, and sniffed.

"Oh, isn't this Suzy? You're busy today, aren't you? The uncle sitting in the security room greeted him with a smile through the window.

Miss A hasn't changed dormitories like the seniors in the morning and afternoon classes, and they've been in this dormitory since they were trainees.

Originally, it was rumored to be replaced, but after a few people waited expectantly for several months, there was no official announcement of the news.

It's as if the plan suddenly went bankrupt because of an unexpected situation.

But they didn't complain except for a little disappointment, after all, there were only four people, and it was enough to live.

In short, this security uncle can be said to have watched Pei Xiuzhi grow up on the road of idol.

From practicing dance in front of the building very early in the morning, to today's popular idol is full of schedules.

He is really a hard-working and hard-working child~

This security guard always said this kindly, and today is no exception.

Bae Xiuzhi also responded to the greetings with a smile as usual.

Pei Xiuzhi entered the dormitory, and only the eldest Wang Feifei was wearing a mask in the living room, listening to Chinese songs she didn't understand.

After asking, I learned that the other two members were still in the practice room, and they had been doing this for almost half a month.

The already unclear mood became more numb in an instant.

Will hard work be proportional to the rewards?

If you were to ask 19-year-old Bae so-ji, -

No, if you ask 16-year-old Bae so-chi, she will answer "of course" without hesitation and in a tone full of infinite hope.

The sisters work so hard, she works so hard, that's why it will be a categorical "of course".

But now, she doesn't know, Bae Suzhi doesn't know.

The only thing that is clear about this popular idol who has a high-intensity itinerary that lasts for almost 1 month is that she doesn't even know what her sister does every night after so long.

"Xiu-" Wang Feifei was about to say something.

"Ernie go to bed early!"

Inexplicably panicked, Pei Xiuzhi hurriedly said goodnight to Wang Feifei, and then hurriedly ran into his room and closed the door.

Wang Feifei looked at his sister's back and stopped talking.

Seeing that Pei Xiuzhi had cried, she wanted to say something, but she felt that she couldn't disturb her sister, so she chose to give up and let Pei Xiuzhi digest it first.

"I don't want to look weak in front of other people, ever."

Bae so-ji, who took this sentence as his motto in life, revealed it to an interview and to the public today.

However, after the interview, she sang an ordinary song that was easy to make people feel emotional, and she broke her defense.

However, she Bae Suzy is a strong girl who doesn't cry in front of other people, even if she is actually a girl with a lot of tears.

She thinks so, and she demands so.

So she has endured it, endured it all the time, deceived everyone present, and was praised by PD for being strong, and was treated with relief by the agent Oba.

However, in the end, she was disappointed by herself, too, how could the emotions that had been brewed be said to endure it.

So in the back seat of the car, he first sobbed quietly, and then he couldn't control it without understanding, and he almost couldn't breathe, which scared the agent.

Looking back here, the culprit that made her cry - those sad and aggrieved things was remembered again.

"I hate Bae Suzhi the most, she always appears in front of me"

"Aren't fans looking at it yet? The person you love may have become someone else's plaything."

"The acting is so embarrassing"

"It's Bae Xiuzhi again?"

"The legs are so thick, as a visual idol, can you learn body management from your predecessors?"

"Suzy, I also know that you have been looking forward to it for almost a month, but this itinerary company really can't push it off, so this rest day and the next rest day will be put together"

"My sister is a staff member of a TV station, I heard her say that Pei Xiuzhi is often late, and she always loses her temper inexplicably to the staff, my sister is one of the victims, obviously only 19 years old, it's incredible"

"I took off the powder and stepped on it, I was very excited to greet her, but I left without raising my face, I really thought who was holding her"

"It's very hypocritical, no strength but very scheming, snatched a lot of resources from her teammates, and played a temper with jyp, jyp pushed a lot of resources for her, and it was because of this company that she offended many people in the industry"

I'm ...... Didn't do anything...... Why? Why did you cancel the leave that you had been waiting for so long? I didn't do those things at all......

The ultimate grievance, sad tears soaked her eyes and spread down the slits to her face.

Soon, the diary on the table began to be smashed with tears.

After a while, Pei Xiuzhi tried to calm down, revealing sad red eyes, exhaling while inhaling his nose, and opening the diary that he hadn't used for a long time.

Although it was the era of keyboards and smartphones, Bae Xiuzhi insisted on a simple handwritten diary.

Since she entered JYP as a trainee, she has kept a diary every day, and she has finished writing a thick notebook.

In addition to this, she will also use a note to jot down how she feels.

However, that was a long time ago, and now she is so tired that she often goes to bed without removing her makeup, and she doesn't have time to write a diary.

The last diary, still in February, recorded her feelings of contact with Huang Longfu in the early days.

Whenever he looks back at the diary, Pei Xiuzhi is always very proud, and there is always an inexplicable sense of fulfillment in his heart.

However, looking at this one, the girlish text, she couldn't help biting her lip in shame.

But what comes after shame?

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Next.

On the side of the road, Huang Longfu met Pei Xiuzhi who came in a hurry.

“hey，yo，what’s up，man？”

This national may have not seen Huang Longfu for a long time, so he was a little excited, and he dragged a rap formula for him, which felt like he had been specially practiced, and the taste of Korean English was not so heavy.

Huang Longfu first noticed the traces of her eye circles, but before she could say anything, Pei Xiuzhi was stupid by her own little rashness.

The girl's smile was bright and clear.

Because it was very bright, the traces of crying were more obvious, which made Huang Longfu feel that there was something wrong with his eyes.

He tugged at his lips.

Why do you suddenly think that this child has a beauty filter?

Have you cried though?

Huang Longfu was worried from the position of a friend, but he didn't plan to ask now, he just laughed:

"You've taken out all the things you've learned all your life, right?"

"Ang ~ vest!" Pei Xiuzhi took it for granted, and didn't care whether he was found crying or not.

The two of them entered the TV station one after the other, and they still chatted as usual on the way, and the topics they talked about were always so nonsensical, but they always made people feel-

If it is the two people of Huang Longfu and Pei Xiuzhi, then everything between them is just a crystal embellishment that plays different roles, which is indispensable.

It's not weird, at least that's what the two protagonists think.

In the waiting room, someone flashed bright rabbit eyes and asked with a mischievous smile, "Oba, why do you keep staring at me?" ”

"Haven't you seen me for too long, so you miss me so much?"

Huang Longfu first forced a corner of his mouth to show disdain, and then leaned over and whispered to make his thoughts clear: "You cried last night? ”

"Has Oba always cared about girls like this?"

"Which one?"

"At least you have to take action to get it, right? And I'm even different~" Pei Xiuzhi also looked disdainful.

"I'm a sister four years younger than you!"

"Don't get cheap, sell well!" Huang Longfu was not angry, and hit Pei Xiuzhi's head with his hand for the first time.

Playing treasure is playing treasure, and it is too much to make the expression so cute.

There are only 0 heartbeats and countless times. Both Huang Longfu and his life thought so.

Moreover, if you are not afraid of unrequited love, you are afraid of going both ways.

In the next second, I only heard Pei Xiuzhi answer: "Do you buy the good Oba that sells it?" ”

“？” Huang Longfu admitted that he hesitated.

I haven't seen him for so many days, why didn't this kid calm down like him, but began to flirt?

"Then you might as well keep it and sell it to other good brothers, after all, you Longfu Oba is a poor B." Huang Longfu politely refused.

"How can you swear at a girl." Pei Xiuzhi snorted, "It's really boring." ”

Huang Longfu saw her reaction and knew that she obviously didn't take her refusal seriously.

But it's not a big problem, anyway, his courage now is indeed not as big as Pei Xiuzhi, so he is reluctant.

For now, for Huang Longfu, money is more important than love.

And for Bae Suzhi, the "love ban"?

One to Mo Ya (what is that)?

Whether it is in the contract signed by Pei Xiuzhi or in the Korean language she learned, she "can't find it" and can't make up these four words.

I don't know when these four words have completely disappeared from the concept of her idol career.

But Pei Xiuzhi estimates that the time of disappearance will not be too far away, probably ······

Oops, it's so obvious, do you want her to be a girl to explain it? Is.

"Actually, I've always treated you as a younger brother, and I've wanted to have a younger brother to play with since I was a child." Huang Longfu said half-jokingly.

It may be fake to take Pei Xiuzhi as his younger brother, but the latter sentence, no matter what life it is, is his wish.

I had a sister in my previous life, but this time I was an only child.

"I sometimes admire Oba." Pei Xiuzhi said thoughtlessly.

"Of course I will admire, I am so good, you still have a lot to learn from me."

"Stinky Fart!" Bae Xiuzhi made a little grimace at him.

"I'm obviously good and I know it! You really don't say? Forget it, leave it to you. Huang Longfu returned to the topic at the beginning.

Pei Xiuzhi pouted, only this Oba is rarely used to her.

Although she was unhappy, she was still afraid that Huang Longfu would regret it, so she reacted quickly - she wrapped her right hand around Huang Longfu's neck and pulled the distance between each other to the extent that she could whisper.

"I've been so busy lately, and the pressure is a bit too much."

Feeling the warm exhalation in his ears, Huang Longfu felt a little awkward, so he also learned from her and whispered:

"You can actually whisper it, you don't have to worry about being heard, and you don't need to say it in my ear, I'm not as deaf as you are."

However, Pei Xiuzhi was a little annoyed and angry, and patted the back of Huang Longfu's neck with his hand around his neck as a warning.

Huang Longfu couldn't help but smile, "I'm sorry, Ang, Ang, Vest (yes, yes), you continue." ”

"That's all." Pei Xiuzhi said inconsistently.

"So, I don't have to worry about you at all, I have a strong self-healing ability, Oba~" She laughed at Huang Longfu with a look that she didn't need to be taken care of by others.

"I see." Huang Longfu chuckled, then let go of his restraints.

I didn't say anything like "if you can't hold on, talk to me".