Chapter 166: Habit Becomes Instinct
After Xiang Wan finished speaking, the air condensed again, and his mouth opened and closed halfway: "Chen Zhi's other good friend is Deng Ke?" ”
As soon as the words landed, Chen Zhi denied: "No, I have never heard him mention this name." ”
"Then how do you know there's a guy named Dunko?"
"Smell it occasionally." Chen Zhi paused and added: "I heard that he knows you, just ask." ”
"Oh." Xiang Wan stopped talking.
"Feel free to do so, I'll go to the study." After Chen Zhi finished speaking, he got up and walked straight away.
After arriving at the study, he closed the door and locked it, sighed heavily after staring at his eyebrows, and found his mobile phone to call.
"When is Xu Bai's next test?"
"It should be more than twenty days later."
"Once every two months? Wasn't it set once every half a month before being discharged from the hospital a year ago? Chen Zhi frowned.
"It's normal, and two months are not necessary."
The other side said calmly, and after speaking, he boasted happily, saying that it is really rare to recover so quickly, and he can put it in the paper, and maybe he can win an award.
Chen Zhi interrupted: "The next time he comes to test, you tell me." ”
"Tell you what? You're surgical, and the neurological class has nothing to do with you. ”
"This is my brother."
The other side didn't say anything, and hung up directly.
Chen Zhi looked at the phone for a while and frowned fiercely.
After Xu Bai was transferred from the psychiatric hospital to the psychiatric hospital, Chen Zhi would go to see him when he was not busy, but he couldn't get in, so he could only take a few glances outside the glass door.
I go there on average two or three times a month.
I have only met the only outsiders except Xu Yao and Tang Jingxian.
It's Dunko.
The younger brother of Tang Jingxian's ex-wife Deng Juan.
was taken into a psychiatric hospital by Tang Jingxian.
Silently inserting his pocket, looking at the twenty-four hours, like Xu Bai in the daytime room.
Deng Ke said that Xu Bai was his friend, and the two of them were good enough to wear a pair of pants.
Then there was no later.
He withdrew and became a normal person, but Xu Bai still became a no-man and a ghost.
Chen Zhi felt that he was also sick, and his speech was illogical and incoherent, like gibberish, so he just slowly crossed his heart and didn't really leave a mark.
This will stay.
Deng Ke and Xu Bai will fall apart in college.
In other words, the one Xu Bai said kissed him and confessed, and it was too late to turn around and get along with his brother.
Xiang Wan is Xu Bai's first love.
It is the person who Xu Bai has not put down in his heart for many years.
Chen Zhi's mind was a mess, and he faintly felt that Xu Bai's mental illness had healed...... I'm afraid it is...... loaded.
……
Chen Zhi didn't come out of the study for a long time, Xiang Wan relaxed a little, and fell asleep on the side of the sofa with Xu Bai's photo frame.
Chen Zhi hadn't come out yet, but Xiang Wan hadn't eaten at noon and was hungry.
After a while, I knocked on the study door and said to borrow the kitchen.
Chen Zhi responded and didn't come out.
Xiang Wan took a long breath, took out a pack of instant noodles from the refrigerator, and while it was cooking, Chen Zhi came out.
Xiang Wan was not polite yet, Chen Zhi was already sitting at the dining table, frowning with his mobile phone.
After being entangled, he gave Chen Zhi the fast one, and opened the bag by himself.
As soon as he got in, the door rang a few times, and the combination lock opened.
Xiang Wan turned around and saw Xu Bai, he was surprised for a moment, turned his back in the next second, moved towards the door in small steps, covered his face and leaked a pair of eyes with a smile: "How do you know I'm here......"
Xu Bai walked around her and looked at the smoky kitchen, then at her apron and chopsticks she was carrying, and finally her eyes fell on the instant noodle bowl in front of Chen Zhi.
He looked back and smiled casually: "Chen Zhi just brought you home and informed me." ”
Xiang Wanxiao couldn't hold back, the corners of his lips fell, and then raised: "Oh, hehe." ”
Xu Bai looked at the round eyes leaking from between her fingers, staggered into the kitchen, rolled up her sleeves, silently beat eggs into the pot, then sprinkled seasoning casually, and then supported the stove with her back hand, silently silent.
Xiang Wan was also silent.
And silently lowered his hand.
There was no meeting, Xu Bai turned off the fire, put out the instant noodles, didn't look at the evening, missed the front of the table, handed the bowl in his hand to Chen Zhi, and then pulled the bowl that he had not moved back to another seat, and said lightly: "Come and eat, I'll take you away after eating." ”
Xiang Wan looked at the bowl of instant noodles that was originally given to Chen Zhi in a daze, but now he is a little tired.
If you don't want to admit it, you have to admit it.
Xu Bai...... It's not the same for her as it used to be.
I didn't want to do it with her, I knew that Yang Yutang was going to take her to Heijiang, but I didn't come, and I didn't give a call, so I just came now, and I just didn't cook for her.
Now that she has done it, she won't even give her a single noodle to eat.
Xiang Wan bit her lip, the corners of her mouth bent down uncontrollably, and then turned around: "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
Xu Bai's eyes moved to Xiang Wan, watching the person disappear, and looked at Chen Zhi expressionlessly: "What do you mean by sending that message?" ”
"Are you really well?"
"What do you think?"
Chen Zhi stood up violently and looked at him: "Xu Bai, you are not well at all!" ”
Xu Bai couldn't help but sneer: "After you handed over Lao Tzu to Xu Yao, it was not your person who was responsible for my illness, but it was your old classmate who tested me!" The test report is almost stacked in his office, the rows and columns are normal, Chen Zhi, I ask you, how can Lao Tzu still be sick! ”
"Xiang Wan is your first love." Chen Zhi is categorical.
Xu Bai's pupils shrank, and then he sneered: "Nonsense." ”
"The first time you took the college entrance examination, you told your grandfather that you didn't play well, but in fact, you didn't go at all, and you stayed with me for three days. The results of the second year were a mess, and after more than half a year's lifeless review, the score line exceeded A by more than 30 points, and you could be sent to Qingbei, but you chose a local university in Qingcheng, for whom? It's late with you in a neighborhood! You want to go to the same school with her. ”
Chen Zhi's words were firm, and every word was squeezed out from between his teeth: "Xu Bai, when you met Deng Ke, you didn't know that he was the younger brother of Tang Jingxian's ex-wife, and after you knew it, you two contacted him behind your back, he is your friend, and he is also Xiang Wan's first love!" The person in your heart that you said drunken is Xiang Wan, you told me, I have liked someone who has liked you for so many years and liked it enough to torture you crazy, how could it be that you don't like it in just a few months, you say! ”
Xu Bai pressed his temples, very tired.
It's not that he doesn't like it anymore, it's just that he ...... Get used to it.
Accustomed to watching her kiss others behind people, this habit has become an instinct for him after a long time of tearing up.
married to Xiang Wan, the person who hugged her every day was not herself, and she couldn't accept it at first glance, so she overreacted, and all kinds of suppressed anger and cruelty poured in.
But after a little longer, I pressed it.
Because it was instinctive, the psychiatrist repeatedly mentioned Xiang Wan's name, and repeatedly said how people similar to Xiang Wan were in front of him and others.
I can't make any waves in my heart.
Because there should be, there will be, over the years, since she started falling in love, it has been filtered in her brain thousands of times.
Day and night, it's like this, how can it still make waves.