Chapter 168: It's a Person
Xiang Wan cried for only two minutes, then wiped away his tears and stopped crying.
Because Xu Bai turned his back and held on to the wall, he was twitching.
The two stopped almost at the same time.
Xiang Wan stood up and looked around with his mouth flattened.
This is a very small space, more than ten square meters, most of the wall blocks the light, leaking fifty centimeters of entrance and exit, no door, no toilet, no faucet.
There was only a mattress, a pillow, a wardrobe, a small Xiaoice box next to it, and an electric kettle.
Xiang Wan looked around left and right, subconsciously stepped on the ground with a wooden floor, and said in horror: "Is it empty down here?" ”
Xu Bai turned his back to her: "No, it's a steel wall." ”
Xiang Wan sighed, hugged himself and squatted down again, "Xu Bai, I'm cold." ”
Xu Bai wiped the sweat from his forehead, opened the wardrobe and found a blanket and handed it over: "Wrap it first." ”
Xiang Wan took the wrap and moved towards the wall, watching Xu Bai take out a four-piece set from the closet.
Interjected: "I don't sleep or wash." ”
"I used to live in this land."
Xiang Wan shut up, and after a while, he couldn't hold back: "You live?" Why do you live here? ”
"Our house was bought together when I was an adult, but it was not decorated, and then he installed it first, I came to see it once, this is the eighteenth floor, there is a railing waist line outside, there is no water pipe, but it can be electrified, I want to install it casually."
It's about how you live, but you don't say why you live here.
I probably didn't want to tell myself, Xiang Wan wrapped in a blanket and hung his head, a little lost, I couldn't tell myself.
Xiang Wan was aggrieved again, and lowered his head and sniffed with red eyes.
Xu Bai was a little absent-minded, silently made the bed, took out a small electric fan from the cabinet, squatted down beside Xiang Wan in the past, plugged in, and moved the fan, "Don't look at it, it's not good for your eyes." ”
"Oh." The voice was muffled.
Xu Bai looked over.
Xiang Wan either covered his face or hung his head in front of him, and his head was about to fall to the ground when he hung his head.
The only thing that could be seen was the white wool hat on top of the dark green blanket, emitting a halo of halos under the warm yellow light of the electric heating lamp.
Xu Bai's voice was much softer: "I don't want to live here, I can explain it when I go out now." ”
Xiang Wan didn't answer.
Xu Bai was a little annoyed, and his hand reached out to lift her chin and look at her eyes.
Cold, I saw a drop of water on the floor.
It's silent.
But with power.
Because the round teardrops shattered into a mess on the ground, it couldn't be what it was supposed to be.
Xu Bai's outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and his hand covered her head and touched it: "What the hell are you thinking?" ”
Xiang Wan lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I'm thinking, do you have to marry Yu Mingshu?" ”
Xu Bai: "Yes." ”
"Isn't there a chance for the two of us?"
Xu Bai was in a trance, suspecting that he had heard it wrong: "What did you say?" ”
"Isn't there a chance for the two of us?"
Xiang Wan was still squatting in the corner, the dark green blanket was wrapped tightly around his body, and his tail hung down on the floor, a very small and waxy ball.
Xu Bai's throat tightened unconsciously, "What is possible?" ”
"The possibility of being together again." Xiang Wan's hand stretched out, a very white and tender hand, and silently clenched Xu Bai's trouser legs that were squatting down and hanging on the floor.
The voice was very small, very soft, and he asked very shakingly: "Xu Bai, is it really impossible for the two of us to be together again?" Do you have to marry her? Can't you do without the Jiang family? Can't you ignore your dad's death? Can't we let everything go past and start over in a place where no one knows us? ”
Xu Bai's eyes fell on Xiang Wan's outstretched hand.
It's really white and tender.
The oil scars splashed by the few drops of hot oil that had not faded on it were very conspicuous, a little red.
There are also fine dark dots of color next to it, which are also a little bit.
It's all evidence that she really likes it.
She likes Chen Zhi, learns to cook for him, cooks soup for him, and watches him drink.
Like Yang Yutang, every day at five o'clock in the wind and snow, sleepy eyes can't be opened, or go downstairs and plunge into the kitchen.
Before, yes, there was a meeting.
Xu Bai was in the kitchen, but his eyes were on Xiang Wan in the back.
Listen to her whispering, sighing, and tsking, all impatient and hate-hated cooking.
But it never broke.
Tiptoeing the huge kitchen knife left behind in the kitchen, his hands trembling towards the fish.
can't kill fish, so he chopped off the whole head in a small frightened voice.
I can't chop the chicken, I'm still trying to chop, I chop to the chopping board and fall down and smash it on my shoes, I held my feet and sucked in it for a long time, scooped it up and washed it with cold water that I hadn't touched before, and then chopped.
And then that's it, endlessly, only making what she never likes to eat, but Yang Yutang likes to eat heavy spicy and heavy dishes.
I didn't eat anymore, and ran two miles with a group of actors to eat in the newly opened women's canteen.
Xu Bai believes that she is not watery, believes that she is not in the morning, and believes that she likes a person but only likes that person.
Otherwise, he will not be clean and self-righteous, only be good to him, no one will look at him, no one will pay attention to him, and his heart will become colder and colder when he sees it in his eyes.
Xiang Wan was the first to make an exception to Chen Zhi.
The second one was given to Yang Yutang.
Xu Bai couldn't sleep at night in Heijiang, always thinking that Xiang Wan preferred Yang Yutang, otherwise she would not get up early every day, and she would not break her own principles in various ways.
Don't touch cold water, don't cook, don't wash dishes, don't go out for fear of cold, all of them are broken, and you can't see the squeamish shadow of the past from her.
I don't like myself.
That's why he never treats himself well, making him worse than dead.
Xu Bai was afraid of Xiang Wan's death and wanted Xiang Wan to live well.
The premise of living is that they are married, and the two of them are separated by an abyss that cannot be crossed.
It can't be involved anymore, otherwise...... What can I do if I go crazy in the future?
There will be no Xu Yao, no Jiangzhou Jiang family, no messy family pressing.
If he goes crazy again, Xiang Wan will definitely die, because only his feelings are unfair, and Xiang Wan is not only dead, but also dead in his hands.
Xu Bai looked at her hand for a long time, and gently but without any room for negotiation: "It's impossible." ”
Xiang Wan's hand is still in an empty position.
Xu Bai looked at her hand and whispered: "Don't think nonsense, calm down, think clearly in a few days, and then go back to him." ”
Xu Bai got up after speaking.
Xiang Wan grabbed him again, lifted the blanket, enveloped the two of them, and rushed towards him in a rampage, pressing the person on the mattress.
The blanket covers all the light.
Xiang Wan pressed his two shoulders with his hands, propped himself up, and trembled in the darkness stretched out by the blanket: "Please......"
"Give me another chance......"
Xu Bai ...... Look at me, I'm a human being in your eyes now...... Is it a personal ...... We're exactly the same people who can be together...... Look at me......"