On the first night, Xiang Wan had no sleep all night, and opened his eyes to see the warm electric fan.

The next day, walking around and around in a space of a few square meters.

The messages that kept going out were not heard back for a long time.

The courage that Chen Zhi's words gave her was no longer enough to support her to smash sweet words at Xu Bai again.

Xiang Wan's head was split into two halves at this time, and half of it was noisy for her to think about the loss of Yu Mingshu's family, Xu Bai took back the Jiang family's chips, and only one Yang family was not enough, so think about what else to do.

But I couldn't calm down, because the other half of my brain repeatedly projected in my mind the bits and pieces after Qingcheng and Xu Bai met again.

Xu Bai liked himself before, and he also liked it in Heijiang.

Otherwise, she wouldn't get sick, and she wouldn't have to look for herself under the avalanche without him, and she would have been smashed into flesh by the avalanche that time.

But......

What now?

Xiang Wan's eyes were red.

angrily blacked out Xu Bai.

Bastard, do you like Yu Mingshu a lot or like her a lot.

Or is it ...... I don't like her anymore.

Xiang Wan didn't send a text message to Xu Bai for an afternoon, wrapped in a blanket and watched the sky get later and later, until it was dark, he didn't turn on the lights or fans, so he sat silently wrapped in a blanket.

At nine o'clock, the phone shook lightly.

Xiang Wan ignored it, because no matter how many shocks there were, it was Yang Yutang, not Xu Bai.

When it was a little later, Xiang Wan opened a box of instant noodles, boiled water and soaked it, and knocked his chin on his knees to look at the darkness outside.

I'm a little scared, especially when it's very dark, with no door, no frame, no cover, a naked 60-centimeter blank black hole, connected to the outside world.

After a few more glances, it was like a big hand stretched out below to drag her down, and then she was alone, and there was no place to bury her.

Xiang Wan closed his eyes, buried his head in his knees, and said nothing.

I don't know how long it took, but the sparse sound came in from outside.

This afternoon, too, that sound.

Xiang Wan thought it was Xu Bai, and she was very happy, but it was a gecko, and in a fit of anger, she was carried out of the hole and died without a place to be buried.

Xiang Wan thought sullenly.

The gecko's family came to her for revenge, and a group of geckos came and covered her, biting her ears, hair, and toes, and dragging her down.

Xiang Wan unconsciously squeezed together, his hands covering his ears, his face buried in his knees, his teeth chattered slightly because of the fantasy fear, and the whole person was shaking, stumbling and not hearing the sparse sound accompanied by the crackling of the simple staircase against the wall.

When Xu Bai came in, Xiang Wan was squeezing in the innermost part of the mattress.

In the dark space where you can't see your fingers, it's just a little bit.

His brows clenched unconsciously, and he strode forward and stretched out.

Xiang Wan screamed lowly, his voice was hoarse and trembling, and the whole person waved his arms and scratched like a drowning child.

Xu Bai held her hand: "Me." ”

Xiang Wan is still like that.

Xu Bai frowned fiercely: "Wanwan, it's me." ”

Xiang Wan was quiet, but for two seconds, he opened his black and white eyes in the dimness, and then the corners of his lips seemed to bend down.

Xu Bai held down his hand and didn't move, and started crying directly.

Broken whimpering and crying, collapsed and pitiful, like a child thrown by the whole world.

Xu Bai's heart was broken, and he knelt on the mattress and stretched out his hand: "Come here." ”

Xiang Wan wrapped the quilt and took a few steps forward, squeezed into Xu Bai's arms, and clutched his clothes: "Xu Bai ......"

Xu Bai kissed the top of her hair: "Are you afraid?" ”

"I'm afraid ......" Xiang Wan choked up as he said: "Xu Bai, I'm afraid ......"

"Turn on the lights." After Xu Bai finished speaking, he let go and turned on the lights.

Xiang Wan hugged him and didn't let go, burying his whole face in his arms: "Don't turn on the lights...... Xu Bai, I'm also afraid of turning on the lights. "I'm afraid to see your twitching face.

Xu Bai didn't turn on the light, sat cross-legged on the mattress and hugged Xiang Wan, and patted her back down: "Don't be afraid." ”

Xiang Wan is not afraid, but the grievances, the overwhelming grievances seem to drown her.

Really aggrieved.

I'm not sure if Xu Bai still likes his grievances.

Uncertain future grievances.

I want to go, I want to leave, I want to go to a place that no one knows.

But the premise of these is with Xu Bai, who is already willing to believe that she is a person.

The more Xiang Wan thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, the sound of crying grew from small to large, and then to the despair of sobbing and throbbing, and he couldn't stop crying at all.

"I'm so hungry, so cold, so sleepy, so ...... Miss you. Xiang Wan snorted and muttered, the voice of grandma, glutinous, pitiful.

Xu Bai's heart twisted into a ball of water: "Then I'll take you out, go to Yang Yutang, and explain things clearly." ”

Xiang Wan's crying came suddenly, and he was silently squeezed into Xu Bai's arms, and said after a while: "I said that I like you, why do you still ask me to find Yang Yutang repeatedly." ”

Because even if you like it, it can't compare to Chen Zhi and Yang Yutang.

There is no comparison, no unwillingness, jealousy and resentment.

There is jealousy, unwillingness and resentment, and over time, it will make him become the same as before and after marriage, suspicious, uneasy and fearful, and afraid that she will cheat and change his mind and not want him. Those who would hold his heart firmly, make him less and less personal, and turn the paranoia and madness buried deep in his bones and blood into energy became more and more intense, and finally died in his own hands, and it was over.

Xu Bai sighed lowly, his brain hurt a little, and he subconsciously wanted to let go.

In the end, he was still reluctant, hugged her and told the truth: "Because it is impossible for the two of us, you are going to marry Yang Yutang." ”

Xiang Wan was completely silent, but the hand holding him became tighter and tighter.

Damn it...... Xiang Wan's eyes were red as if they were about to drip blood.

I really want to sew his mouth up, I just know how to hold her.

"I'm hungry." After a few minutes of silence, Xiang Wan spoke.

"What do you want to eat?"

"I soaked instant noodles." Xiang Wan got up from his arms, grabbed his clothes with one hand, and reached for the noodle cup with the other.

Instant noodles are shiitake mushroom chicks.

But the soaking time is too long.

Xiang Wan knew that he was tired just by smelling it, and the yellow oil flowers were probably solidified.

But it still sold miserably, carrying the stubble with one hand and tearing the plastic outside with his mouth.

Xu Bai let go of his hand, took it from her mouth, lowered his eyebrows and tore it open for her, his hand went to carry the instant noodle cup, it was cold in his hand, he couldn't tell what it tasted like in his heart, put the instant noodle cup down, and pushed it late.

Don't let go of the night.

Xu Bai pressed his temple: "I'm not leaving." ”

"Oh." The mouth should not be hearted, and the hand is still not loosened.

Xu Bai smiled angrily and went to clasp her hand.

"You're a liar...... "Xiang Wan's hand clenched tighter and tighter, and whispered a pitiful accusation: "Liar......"

Xu Bai put his hand on her hand, bowed his head and kissed it: "Really." ”

This kiss was a little watery, but it was very warm, and Xiang Wan's somewhat dead heart jumped slightly for a moment, curled his lips, and let go.

Xu Bai turned sideways, dragged Xiang Wan a few inches forward with great strength, and directly turned on the baking fan.

With a snap, warmth came, and Xiang Wan also covered his face, and then, his hand was covered gently.

Xu Bai: "Look at me." ”