Xu Bai frowned slowly: "Tang Xue? ”

Xiang Wan pursed her lips for a while, "Take me to see her." ”

Chen Zhi said that since Liu Chuan's death, Tang Xue has serious delusions and paranoia about who the initiator is, and after a long time, it has evolved into a mental illness, and now he is in a mental hospital.

The conditions in this place are far greater than those of other dilapidated mental hospitals.

With Xu Bai's character, Xiang Wan guessed that Tang Xue should be here.

As Xu Bai tightened his hands, he knew that he had guessed correctly.

Unexpectedly, Xu Bai was not happy.

Xiang Wan was afraid that he would bring up the old story again and why he came here, so he insisted extraordinarily.

Xu Bai knocked her head with her chin: "Wanwan, you will be afraid." ”

"I won't."

"Mental illness is different from normal people, no matter how warm the decoration looks like home, but it still can't change its purgatory nature, this is a wall that normal people and mental patients must separate, and it will never be ...... The more you go. ”

Xu Bai's voice was low and gentle, but Xiang Wan listened to it as if he had a knife in his heart.

Xu Bai then said, "Don't go, let's go home." ”

Xiang Wan knew that it was impossible to inquire about Xu Bai's condition today, but he was still unwilling.

Especially knowing that Xu Bai was sick, and she was very sick, Yu Mingshu sent her here, and the answer couldn't be more obvious, it was mental illness.

Xu Bai's mental illness is getting worse and worse.

That's right.

What he called the wall that normal people and mentally ill people must separate is for her or for himself.

Xiang Wan: "I'm going." ”

Whether we end up or not, I'm going to see how thick this wall really is.

Xu is too firm to be in the evening, Xu Bai took her downstairs together, and asked the nurse at the front desk on the first floor for a pair of earplugs.

"What is this for?"

"I'm afraid I'll scare you."

Xiang Wan asked for another pair: "Put it on for you too, don't let them scare you." ”

Seeing that he was still absent-minded, he was relieved: "I'm not human, how can I be afraid of this, it's okay." ”

Xu Bai's hand on her earplugs trembled for no reason, and finally stopped talking, and led Xiang Wan into another world behind the warm wall.

This is the first time Xiang Wan has come to a psychiatric hospital in his life.

Xu Bai has been holding her hand tightly, holding her half of his body, but Xiang Wan is still afraid.

"Let's go back." Xu Bai's voice was very vague through the earbuds, almost covered by the wailing, scolding, cursing, and evil words coming from the iron door from time to time, but Xiang Wan heard it clearly.

I want to go back, I don't want to stay here for a second......

But, Xu Bai was sick.

Yu Mingshu knows, An Ran knows, and Xu Bai also knows.

Then he is one of these people's kind.

Go back by yourself...... What would he think?

Xiang Wan hesitated for two seconds and shook his head, and muttered in a low voice: "Don't go back." ”

Xu Bai bent down close to his ear: "What did you say?" ”

Xiang Wan let go of the hand holding his shirt and firmly interlocked his fingers: "Xu Bai, I'm not afraid of here, let alone these people." ”

It's loud enough.

Xiang Wan was very sure that Xu Bai heard it.

After finishing speaking, the fear faded a little, and without hesitation, he pulled Xu Bai forward with his backhand.

Did Xu Bai say anything later, Xiang Wan couldn't hear it, only saw Tang Xue leaking out of the small window.

The room was so nice.

The surrounding walls are covered with thick pale yellow soundproof panels, which look surprisingly warm.

But warmth is just a façade.

As long as you are not blind, you can see scratch marks on the board, almost leaking out of the wood inside, and there are also blood stains.

None of this is the point.

The focus is on Tang Xue.

She was thin, with yellow hair, a withered complexion, and white spots on her neck, which were vividly displayed in her by AIDS and mental illness.

I just haven't seen each other for two or three years.

I just haven't seen each other for two or three years.

Xiang Wan looked at her thin paper-thin silhouette in shock.

Tears filled his eyes in an instant.

Xiang Wan counted the people he had touched in his absurd youth in the incense house.

Yanagawa deserves it, and he has a relationship with himself.

What about Tang Xue?

Xiang Wan didn't know.

I only knew that I was really afraid of her, and in my four years in school, every time I saw her in medical school appear in A University, I was scared and trembled.

A woman's sixth sense is very accurate, and the most fundamental reason why Xiang Wan can't wait to fall in love with Deng Ke, who confesses, is that she feels that Tang Xue is eyeing her.

In fact, Tang Xue actually didn't do anything to her.

It's just that she wets her whole body with a water pipe, and her poisonous eyes are always looking at her as if they were nothing.

And then...... Beat her up.

Is that what it has become?

"It's not because of you." Xu Bai said.

I can't hear it to the evening.

Xu Bai took off her earbuds and leaned closer: "It's not because of you, Tuan Tuan." ”

Xiang Wan muttered: "It's not because of whom." ”

"Before messing with Liu Chuan, she and a foreign man added WeChat to each other, and they made three appointments, and the man was also sick."

Xiang Wan's eyes rolled: "Really? ”

Fake.

The man wasn't sick.

But Tang Xue is so confused, and she doesn't shy away from it, it's only a matter of time before she gets sick.

These should not be an obstacle to him and Xiang Wan's remarriage, just like Tian Wan, after he has been well, why should he become an obstacle to their remarriage.

Xu Bai nodded: "Really." ”

"Yes...... The roots are in Yanagawa, will you blame me? ”

Xu Bai frowned: "What do I blame you?" ”

"She's your first love." muttered to the evening.

Xu Bai was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "My first love was not her." ”

Xiang Wan's tears slowly disappeared because of the personal evidence Xu Bai gave, and he turned his back to him and muttered: "Who else is it not her?" ”

It's not yourself.

Yang Yutang said that he bullied Xu Bai when he was a child, so his brother was not him.

Deng Ke's sister is the ex-wife of Xu Bai's stepfather, and the two cannot be brothers.

No matter how you calculate it, your first love is not yourself.

Xiang Wan wrinkled his nose after thinking about it: "Xu Bai, there won't be another one of your white moonlight between the two of us." ”

The earplugs that Xiang Wan gave him, because he didn't look up, popped out in a few seconds.

Xu Bai didn't pick it up or wear it, and she could hear what she said all the time.

The wailings, pleadings, curses, and curses that pierced through the walls slowly disappeared in an instant.

A little helpless, a little bit of her jealousy and a little bit of laughter, "Then why don't you hurry up and remarry me." ”

Xu Bai didn't wear glasses, Xiang Wan leaned on his arms with his back to him, his voice was muffled, and he whispered milky and sticky: "One more white moonlight, I'll ......" I didn't know what to do, and remarried......

Another white moonshine......

Xiang Wan's mind was a mess, and his thoughts were led astray.

As Tang Xue began to bounce on the spot and hit the wall inside, she returned, and the two compartments were staggered, almost chaotic.

Whispered reconfirmation: "Xu Bai...... Your first love really wasn't her, right? ”

"It's not." Xu Bai chuckled and put back on her earbuds, and muttered silently, stupid, my first love is you, and you are the only one who loves again.