Ling Jinxi didn't know anything about Ji Weiliang's calculations, he was still in a dream.

Under the sun, Ji Weiliang sat on the ground on the balcony and had lunch.

"Ah, how happy!" Ji Weiliang squinted and smiled.

Yes, no matter how much pain she goes through, that little bit of sweetness is enough for her to feel happy.

After eating, Ji Weiliang began to clean up the kitchen again, and when everything was cleaned, Ji Weiliang squatted next to the bucket in the toilet to take a bath, and cleaned the bathroom by the way.

Smelling the water vapor and looking at the renovated hut, Ji Weiliang changed into a black cotton skirt, leaning on the railing and watching the evening breeze blow at sunset.

"Actually, I just want a simple and quiet life, which is what I should give myself." Ji Weiliang made a promise to himself, raising his hand to trace the coming and going of the wind.

Does your body still hurt?

It hurts, but she can bear it, so she will still try to be kind to herself.

If you can't bear it, then take a good rest.

The more unattended you are, the more you have to take care of yourself.

The more no one cares, the more you have to cherish yourself.

The more helpless you are, the more self-reliant you must be.

No.

Those chicken soups didn't mean anything to Ji Weiliang.

She is an outlier, she was born, she only cares about what she wants, and she can't care about right and wrong in the eyes of others.

She is a person who has no tomorrow, she doesn't know when she will not be able to endure the pain, so she is selfish, selfish and greedy every moment to absorb whatever beauty she can absorb.

No matter what happens in the future, at least she knows how sincerely she loves the world.

Enjoying the full sunset, glad that he had survived another day, and it was a very good day, picked up his mobile phone and prepared to watch the tutorial, Ji Weiliang returned to the room.

Seeing the messages on the phone, Ji Weiliang replied one by one.

"Because the sun misses you." This was Ling Jinxi's reply, but Ji Weiliang just glanced at it and skipped it.

Looking at the dialog box that did not reply, Ling Jinxi exhaled a long breath, he would not look forward to Ji Weiliang anymore.

The black notebook is at hand, and there are Ji Weiliang's clumsy landscape paintings in it, and there are bits and pieces of her travels.

Then if you like someone, it will become an abyss, deep admiration, deep inferiority, deep and shallow.

Ling Jinxi put down his mobile phone and stretched, this is what he must do every day, flexibility is such a thing, if he doesn't practice for three days, it's very different.

Pretty muscles spill sweat in the light.

Ling Jinxi knows better than anyone that if he succeeds, all he will get is fake friends and real enemies, but he still has to succeed and see the world after success.

Just then, the phone rang.

Ling Jinxi's gaze was still indifferent, only after he finished one thing, he would go to the next thing.

The phone rang to himself, Ling Jinxi was practicing by himself, he stretched his body, closed his eyes and felt his heartbeat and breathing.

It's a lonely road.

People will only see the short-lived glory of the first place, and they will not see the scars behind the glory.

And Ling Jinxi never cared whether others saw it or not, he was just him, trampling on fate and despising gains and losses.

It wasn't until the end of the training that Ling Jinxi dialed the phone back.

"Hehe, you're miserable." On the other end of the phone, my sister answered the phone with a sneer.

"What?"

"Your mother listened to other people's words and wanted to cut off your living expenses and force you to return to China." My sister thinks it's ridiculous, taking money can threaten people, isn't it ridiculous?

"Oh." Ling Jinxi was not surprised, his mother was indeed this kind of character, whatever she wanted, everyone had to obey him.

"So what do you do? I don't have the money to support you." Jiang Mingming didn't know why Ling Jinxi was reluctant to return to China, or rather, the mother and son were both weirdos.

"I can make money." Ling Jinxi doesn't care much about money, he can take over commercial performances, although the prize money from the previous competition was given to his mother, but he won't have no money at all.

"By the way, your coach's side, you may not be able to go either."

"How?" Ling Jinxi finally realized the extent of the matter.

"You know, one of those coaches didn't like you very much."

"Okay, I see." Ling Jinxi didn't get entangled, he quickly hung up Jiang Mingming's phone.

As for contacting his mother, it was not necessary in Ling Jinxi's opinion, his mother's intentions were clear, and his answer was also very certain.

Since there is no possibility of compromise on either side, there is no need to waste time and energy.

"I made a decision." Ling Jinxi sent such a message to Ji Weiliang without a beginning or an end.

"Hmm."

"You won't persuade me?" Ling Jinxi saw her reply and instantly felt relieved.

"Do you want me to persuade you?"

"If it's you and you make a decision, can someone change you?" Ling Jinxi was curious.

"Let's see what's going on," Ji Weiliang hummed as he typed, "There's no need to worry about small things."

"What if it's about your life and future?"

"After all, that's my own life, and I'm the only one who bears all the consequences, if I think about it and I'm willing to bear all the consequences, then I'll do it."

"Me too." Ling Jinxi relaxed his brows, he knew that Ji Weiliang would definitely understand him.

"Don't tell anyone what you're going to do." Ji Weiliang reminded casually.

"Well, I won't tell anyone." Ling Jinxi could always understand Ji Weiliang's deep meaning.

If there is opposition, then if you speak out too early, you may be hindered.

"But, I want to tell you, is that okay?" Ling Jinxi asked carefully.

"It doesn't matter, I won't tell anyone about you, but I won't care too much."

"Well, I just wanted to talk."

"Then you can say it." Ji Weiliang was a little disgusted, she actually didn't want to listen to it, she was actually very tired of carrying too many people's stories.

"My mom wants me to go back to my country to train, but I don't want to."

「…… Your mother is not stupid, she is not a professional herself, and she is not afraid to train you to waste." Ji Weiliang rolled his eyes, "The feudal dynasty knows that they have to send people out to study, but your mother doesn't understand?"

"Because I haven't been with the team, my mom wants me to return to the team."

"Oh."

"I don't want to go back, partly because I'm training, and partly because I'm really not used to it." Ling Jinxi explained patiently.

"Anyway, in competitive competitions, if you win, you have good results, so it's naturally easy to say." Ji Weiliang remembered a female athlete he particularly liked, whose grades were top-notch, but she had always had a discord with the team leader, and was even banned later, "It's also a good thing to get along less and have fewer contradictions."

"Hmm." Ling Jinxi's heart was soft, he knew that she must understand, just as he understood her, "Don't worry, there are also coaches here, and I will contact the coach and venue myself when the time comes."

"Well, then you can arrange it yourself." Ji Weiliang didn't ask any more.

"What about you, how are you doing this time?" Ling Jinxi hopes that she is good, very good, very good.

"The sky is beautiful." Ji Weiliang smiled and typed these words, she really likes the sky.

Ling Jinxi immediately sent Ji Weiliang several more photos of the sky, "Can I send you photos of the sky every day?"

"No trouble." Ji Weiliang decisively refused, "Also, I don't like others to promise me anything."

"I'm not going to break the contract."

"I won't believe it." Ji Weiliang has long been numb to other people's promises, "All words are true only when they are spoken, and if they are spoken, they are false, those who believe are crazy, and those who insist are fools."

But aren't fools and madmen also very compatible?

Ling Jinxi didn't say this sentence, because he knew the consequences of this sentence very well.

"By the way, you said, a boy kissed you before, and then?" Ling Jinxi's

Clips of him kissing a man flashed through his mind.

"It's a child, okay? My friend's brother, I can't do it." Ji Wei smiled coolly, "That kid is very stupid, stupid and cute."

"So, you don't like him?"

"There's nothing I like or dislike, maybe I'll try if I'm in a good mood."

"Actually, I'm curious about what kind of people you like." Ling Jinxi was worried.

"Everyone likes it, and people who are good-looking don't hate it anyway."

「……」

"Hahaha, I'm super fast, I may like someone for a moment, and then confess immediately."

"Is that so?" Ling Jinxi's heart was sour.

"But I'm a person with a bad temper, it's easy to get tired of catching up too easily, and I'll skip it if I can't catch it."

"What if you're tired? Are you going to break up?"

"I'll always wait for the other person to say break up."

"Why?"

"Because I like to pretend to be affectionate, and at the end of the day it's because I'm not that affectionate." Ji Weiliang was very calm, she didn't think there was any need to deceive.

"Tell me it's okay?"

"It's okay, because I think I like you a little bit, and you're a little ambiguous about me, so it's better to just explain it."

"So you're going to confess to me?" Ling Jinxi was a little flustered, and he didn't know if he was expecting or disappointed.

"Of course not, I just wanted to tell you that it's better to be friends with me." Ji Weiliang clearly refused, even if it was ambiguous between friends, she would not let it go.

Ling Jinxi exhaled, whether he was happy or lonely, he couldn't tell the difference, "I'm so unhappy, you still tell me this?"

"One thing is another, I can be a friend to you in adversity, but I will feel disgusting when I let you confuse your feelings in the face of adversity." I already knew that this person was ambiguous about him, and now I want to comfort him, but I still can't make it clear?

"Aren't you afraid that I'll be so embarrassed that I won't want to pay attention to you anymore?" Ling Jinxi was a little angry.

"Then what's the point of letting you continue to be ambiguous? A friend is a friend, and as a friend, can't you be accompanied and comforted?" Ji Weiliang ran out of patience, "I'm not that kind of person, if you are that kind of person, I don't think we are suitable to be friends."

"I didn't mean that." Ling Jinxi immediately explained, "I just think you don't need to say it now."

"And when should I say it?"

「……」

"Wait for you to be addicted, wait for you to mess up, wait for me to go crazy, and then I can't even be friends? All the dedication and companionship have become obscure because of the so-called relationship?" Ji Weiliang typed down the text indifferently, "I can give my friends companionship, protection and tolerance, but I won't give ambiguous objects these things, so that others can misunderstand, I can give you a thing, I will tell you why I gave it to you, and I will also tell you my boundaries."

"So, the person you don't like doesn't even have the qualifications to like you?" Ling Jinxi understood what she meant, being friends and remaining ambiguous could not be done at the same time in Ji Weiliang.

"The freedom of liking who is someone else has nothing to do with me."

Ling Jinxi shuddered slightly, and closed her eyes dejectedly.

was rejected by her again, and she was still merciless.

Gentle and cruel, you can gently comfort and accompany, but you can cruelly refuse the love you hide.

It is so frank that it makes people feel unapproachable, like a hard surface of ice, but it is clear and beautiful.

Ling Jinxi was actually confused, he told others that he had a girlfriend, and he acquiesced that Ji Weiliang was his girlfriend, sharing his life with her, and listening carefully to all her words.

But can he really be with her?

Does he really want to be with her?

Afraid of what?

I'm afraid of Ji Weiliang's eccentricity, I'm afraid of her indifference, and I'm afraid of myself.

I want to be a friend, maintain an ambiguous position, observe her silently, and get close to her quietly.

It's a pity that Ji Weiliang is too smart.

Ling Jinxi thought of one

In the words, "A woman is only stupid in front of a man she is interested in."

When Ling Jinxi showed his further dependence, Ji Weiliang decisively made his position clear.

And what does Ji Weiliang think?

She doesn't like ambiguity, friends are friends, lovers are lovers, ambiguous in the name of friends, rightly ask for companionship and comfort, what if she takes it seriously?

I put in the time and effort, and in the end it became a joke, and I couldn't even be a friend.

What a loss.

Completely worthless.

"I'm sorry." Ling Jinxi retreated, "I didn't really think about it that much, I think we've always been friends."

"That's right, I'll treat you as a friend." Ji Weiliang hooked the corners of her mouth, sure enough, fortunately she dealt with it in time.

"I'm going to sleep, go down first." Putting down the phone, Ling Jinxi got up to take a shower.

He is not afraid of academic problems, as long as he works hard enough, he can get high grades.

He is not afraid of career problems, he has his own plans, and he has his own achievements.

But about feelings, he is uneasy, and now there is a result, which seems to be a good thing, and he should give up after being rejected so many times.

The shower was scattered and broken, and the hair on her forehead was lifted, and Ling Jinxi felt that it was time to cut her hair.

Yes, every year at the end of the season, he shaves his hair short, and he doesn't get a haircut until the new season begins.

Turning off the water, Ling Jinxi stretched his waist, stretched his joints, and stretched his muscles and bones that had been exercising all year round.

Like a rattle-tailed whip.

In the dream, Ji Weiliang and Ling Jinxi's spirits penetrated each other, and they were competing for the strength of their souls.

The rivalry between them spreads from reality to dreams.

Ji Weiliang wanted to find the weakness of Ling Jinxi's soul, but why didn't Ling Jinxi be?

It's a pity that Ling Jinxi in the dream was blurred by her worship of Ji Weiliang.

In the dream, he thought he was in love with her.

It's like two people with their hands behind their backs, one with a sharp blade in his hand and the other with flowers in his hand.