Xu Bai said that sending him to a psychiatric hospital was just a means of urgency.

In just two days, Xu Bai will come to pick him up.

But Chen Zhi didn't want to leave.

Because it's noisy here.

The eyes can't see, but the sense of hearing becomes very sensitive.

During the three days that Chen Zhi woke up in the hospital, he stayed alone in a closed room.

Except for the doctors and nurses and Xu Bai, there were almost no human voices for the rest of the twenty hours.

If you can't hear it, you can't transfer your emotions, and you can only let your brain and mind diverge infinitely in the dark.

I aimlessly remembered my childhood, thought of my youth, and then the last time I was working as a doctor abroad, I was crowded in a neutral hospital with a group of people, and watched a group of people step out of the hospital with one foot because they were overcrowded, and then they were shot dead on the spot by terrorists.

One of them was a teenager who once said that he was scared and wanted to be discharged from the hospital early and go home with the army.

Chen Zhi said that he still had two days to get injections, and he could not be discharged from the hospital.

I couldn't appease him, and said that I would protect him.

Then, the boy was shot in the head by terrorists right under his nose, bleeding all over the ground and killing Huang Quan.

The bloodstained hand was facing Chen Zhi.

The dead eyes seemed to speak.

You don't deserve to be a doctor.

Chen Zhi choked his mind that was constantly diverging towards the edge of the cliff before he lost control.

Restrained for three whole days and tired, so it's good to come here.

There was screaming, spitting, crying, pleading, and laughing.

There are many stories that can pass the day just by listening to the sound.

The female teacher next door cried and said that her husband was looking for a mistress outside, and when she came back, she beat her violently, and then said that she drove his car and killed him, so happy.

She was next door to Chen Zhi.

Chen Zhi listened to her maniacal laughter and thought expressionlessly.

It looks like I'm really happy, congratulations.

The old woman opposite started crying.

Say where did her son go? Why don't you come to see her yet? Where did her grandson go?

Chen Zhi listened to the nurse comfort her and said that when she went to heaven, she knew that it was gone.

Oh.

Chen Zhi thought expressionlessly, really pitiful.

Chen Zhi felt that this kind of life of watching other people's lives without saying a word was okay, and he could live it.

No, Xu Bai always came to see him.

Come and say it once, it's been a month.

Again, say two months.

Later, he came again and said, brother, Chen Anyue is in nursery.

Chen Anyue......

Chen Zhi: "Who is Chen Anyue?" ”

Xu Bai's voice came suddenly.

Chen Zhi knows who Chen Anyue is......

But...... Can't listen because as her name appears, another name follows it.

It's very uncomfortable.

The heart seems to have been peeled off a layer of skin alive.

Chen Zhi taught himself the super memory method.

A memory palace has been built in the brain in a scientific way.

It's been so long.

Little by little, he stuffed in the images he didn't want to remember.

The trivial, the messy, are all stuffed in it completely, so that it can live.

So at first glance, two lines of tears flowed from the hollow and unfocused eyes that were opened at first glance, and the corners of his forehead were repeatedly bruised, and Chen Zhi pinched his neck: "Who is Chen Anyue?" ”

Xu Bai said: "Stranger." ”

Chen Zhi let go, gasped for breath, and came back to life.

Right.

Chen Anyue is just a stranger, she is no one.

Spring goes and autumn comes.

Chen Zhi was fed by Xu Bai and ate a dumpling before he spoke, only to notice that his throat was dry, and he couldn't speak.

Xu Bai fed water, and he took a sip: "Winter solstice?" ”

"Well, it's the winter solstice of the next year."

It's the winter solstice.

He's been here for a year.

Chen Zhi nodded and muttered, "Okay." ”

Xu Bai didn't leave.

Chen Zhi knew, but he didn't pay attention, groped his way back to the bed from the bench at the door, covered it and rested.

But I accidentally fell asleep.

When thousands of fireworks exploded in my ears.

Chen Zhi had a dream.

In the middle of the ice and snow, there is a small isolated village.

It's in the middle of a mountain hollow.

It is said that the village was not here at first, and it was 10 kilometers north for more than ten years, and it was newly moved.

The reason why I didn't move back was because a crooked bomb was dropped there two years ago.

The people of the village fled in a panic and lost a little baby.

The little baby has been recovered, so naturally he has to move.

This home was personally chosen by the little baby who grew up.

Then it took half a year to build.

Chen Zhi and her walked hand in hand and side by side through every corner of this cold village.

Listening to her proudly say that mathematics, physics and chemistry are really interesting, many things here are made by her self-taught mathematics, physics and chemistry, and then listen to her seriously say: "Chen Zhi, can you afford me this time?" ”

These are just ancient things, which have long been obsolete in the current high-tech era.

But what Chen Zhi said seemed to be, with a slight disdain and revenge calculations.

But the vague shadow smiled very sweetly, he, and said shyly and excitedly: "Chen Zhi, you are finally willing to look at me once." ”

After waking up from the dream, it was just a dream, not leaving a shadow on the torso of the brain, it was a little empty, but the heart seemed to be filled, Chen Zhi curled his lips blankly.