181. Memories of those years

Black.

It's a dark space with no light.

Here the eyes cannot see, the ears cannot hear, the nose cannot smell, the tongue cannot taste, and the hands cannot touch.

The only thing you can feel is the boundless darkness.

It seems to be a dark place where even light cannot shine.

And people in this place will have a very strange feeling.

Lu Li is experiencing this feeling at this moment.

He couldn't see anything, but he could feel the boundless darkness around him. But what makes him feel even more strange is that the darkness he is in now is not cold and lonely, but there is an indescribable warmth, and immersed in this warmth, he can feel a kind of comfort and satisfaction, which makes him physically and mentally exhausted can be very relaxed, as long as he closes his eyes, he can enjoy this warmth forever.

It seems that it is a kind of light, a long-awaited pursuit.

It's just that Lu Li always instinctively senses that there seems to be something wrong here.

But what was wrong, he couldn't remember.

"In the end...... What's wrong?" Lu Li muttered to himself.

No matter how much he racked his brains to think, he could never get an answer. It is precisely because of this unique entanglement that he is unwilling to close his eyes and feel the warmth, but tries his best to find out why he is so entangled.

He was hungry for answers.

And I vaguely feel that the answer I am looking for is very important!

At this moment, Lu Li suddenly felt a moist feeling on his face.

He reached out and touched it, and a slightly warm sensation spread from his face to his fingertips, and the word "liquid" suddenly appeared in his mind, which made him slightly stunned. He couldn't figure out what a liquid was, but this didn't prevent Lu Li from continuing to think, he stretched out his tongue and licked his fingers, and this time two new sets of words appeared in his mind.

Salty, tears.

Why are there tears?

Whose tears?

Lu Li's brows furrowed slightly.

But soon, he remembered a beautiful face.

"Yuzao ......" Lu Li was stunned again, and subconsciously read a name out of his mouth.

In the next second, Lu Li's mind immediately recalled everything about Tamamo, starting from picking Tamamo on that nameless mountain, until she turned into a human, and then followed herself into a series of turmoil, all of which shone in Lu Li's mind one by one. With the appearance of these memories, more and more faces and names also appeared in Lu Li's mind like a marquee, and almost every name and appearance appeared, Lu Li would immediately remember everything about him.

And as a result, there are countless scenes replaying in Lu Li's mind at the same time.

These scenes and pictures made Lu Li have an extremely deep sense of familiarity, but looking at many of them, he found that his tears couldn't help but flow. He reached out and wiped his cheeks in a bit of panic, but the faster and louder he moved, the more and more tears flowed out, as if everything was completely out of control, and in this way, the scenes that came to his mind turned faster and faster.

Lu Li felt a little pain in his head.

But no matter how painful it is, it still can't stop these images from stopping.

His eyes were slightly red, and he stared at a scene in front of him.

Autumn is strong, and the leaves are already falling from the trees before they are completely yellow.

I can't tell if it's the leaf's insistence on leaving or the tree's refusal to stay.

However, in this autumn woods, there is a man sitting in a clearing in the forest, and in front of him there is a low table, on which there is only a jade gourd, and seeing this handsome man from time to time pick up the gourd and drink it, and then show a look of intoxication, you can guess what is in this gourd.

But what really caught the eye was not the handsome man drinking alone.

It's the momentum that emanates from him.

It was an uninhibited and unbridled imposingness.

He was just sitting in the middle of the woods, but he felt as if he was the only one in the world. The place where he sat was this day and this earth, and everything else around him could only bow his proud head and bow down to him in front of the man's momentum.

This can be clearly seen from the comparison of the surrounding environment.

The raging wind could not get close to him within a radius of five feet!

Lu Li looked at the scene in front of him, his eyes immediately widened, because he remembered where this was at this moment.

This is the place where he and Situ Haoyue met for the first time!

At that time, his cultivation was not high, he was just a cultivator who had just stepped into the immortal realm, because of an accident, he was chased and killed by several scattered cultivators, and in desperation, he broke into a valley, and then met Situ Haoyue in this forest. He couldn't remember why Situ Haoyue didn't kill him at that time, but for him, the moment he first saw Situ Haoyue, his mind was completely impressed by the arrogance he exuded.

This kind of arrogance is a completely different temperament from Ziyan's wanton arrogance.

If Ziyan's madness is only aimed at people, then Situ Haoyue's madness is aimed at everything in this heaven and earth, not just at people. The kind of confidence and pride he shows all the time has penetrated deeply into his bones, no matter whether there are people around him or not, this pride in him will never weaken in the slightest.

And before this, Lu Li never knew that when a person was arrogant to a certain extent, he could really ignore the world and the world.

That kind of self-respecting temperament is vividly expressed in Situ Haoyue's body.

Looking at the picture that was finally fixed on Situ Haoyue holding a low table with his left hand, taking a sip with a jade gourd in his right hand, and facing himself with an arrogant smile on his face, Lu Li muttered out the name of this handsome man: "Situ ...... Haoyue ......"

That day was the first meeting between him and Situ Haoyue.

It was also on that day that Situ Haoyue killed several casual cultivators who were chasing him all the way while talking and laughing, making Lu Li clearly realize how huge the gap between cultivators was, and also clearly realized the difference between casual cultivators and those cultivators from sects, families, and families.

At that time, he could only look up at the man standing beside him in a pool of blood, and the breath of life had gradually weakened, and he successfully survived with the help of this man. He knew why Situ Haoyue wanted to save him, behind his arrogance was loneliness and loneliness that anyone could see at a glance, but even so, Lu Li was very grateful to Situ Haoyue, because if it weren't for him, he would have died a long time ago, how could he still know Ziyan, Taohua, Chen Yuntian and others?

"I don't need an apprentice, I just need a loved one. You...... Do you want to be my relative?"

On the same day, Lu Li and Situ Haoyue married as brothers with different surnames, which was also the first turning point in his life in the true sense.

The scene in the picture, the man with a haughty smile on his face, finally faded.

But soon, another picture broke into Lu Li's mind.

The protagonist in the picture is still the man who is so arrogant that it seems to be enough to change the color of the world.

Situ Haoyue.

But at this time, he is not as clean as the first picture.

He ** the upper half of his body, several horrific scars on his chest, back and back are staggered, although the scars have scabbed, but this does not mean that he is healed, blood is still flowing out of these scars, and then staining the rest of his body red, almost becoming a bloody man. And his face is even more pale, and his lips do not have the slightest blood, all of which is a manifestation of excessive blood loss, but his spirit is still so abundant, his sharp eyes are always staring at the enemy in front of him, and the arrogant momentum on his body has not decreased but increased, and the strong momentum has even caused the heavens and the earth to change color, and thunderclouds surge.

It feels like he is still stepping on this world under his feet.

"Xiao Yezi, are you afraid of death?" Situ Haoyue chuckled.

"You're not afraid, am I still afraid?" said another young man chuckling back.

His appearance is not handsome, his skin is slightly dark, but his figure is still very tall and mighty, perhaps due to the influence of Situ Haoyue, this young man is also cloaked, but in the wind and thunder, it gives people the feeling of a kind of wanton arrogance, like a sharp sword, bright and a little piercing.

This person is Lu Li's predecessor, Ye Xuan.

"Alright, I'll give you a sigil. Situ Haoyue smiled and handed a talisman seal to Lu Li, "Tear it open, it can allow you to have my current strength for a short time." But the price is that when the effect wears off, you will die immediately, and there is no magic bullet in the world that can save you. ”

Ye Xuan took the talisman seal without hesitation and laughed: "You finally have a time when you need my help." Haha!"

"yes, I can't handle them alone. Situ Haoyue smiled helplessly, "There are too many people, so I can only ask you to do me a favor." ...... But the result is, you're going to die, and I'm probably still alive. ...... Do you dare?"

"Why don't you dare!" Ye Xuan laughed loudly and crushed the talisman seal without hesitation, "My life was saved by you at the beginning, and I should return it to you when I die today!

In the picture, the strong light was shining, and Ye Xuan looked at Situ Haoyue with a stunned expression.

"I'm sorry, bro. Situ Haoyue smiled lightly, and the arrogant momentum on his body was slightly reduced, "This is the Heavenly Destiny Talisman, after crushing him, before the talisman disappears, nothing in this world can hurt you, but you can't leave this protective cover." ...... This battle is too dangerous for you, so you should stay here, and even if I die, I won't let these people hurt you alive. ...... However, when the time comes, I will have to trouble you to collect the body for me. ”

Accompanied by Situ Haoyue's voice, in the picture, just behind Situ Haoyue, a three-meter-tall giant with three heads and six arms, each of which held a different weapon, emerged.

This giant is Situ Haoyue's law phase, a war madness.

This is the end of the picture.

But Lu Li will never forget the result of this battle.

After the effect of the Heavenly Mandate Talisman ended, Lu Li found the unconscious Situ Haoyue, although he did not die, but his Dharma Battle Mania was destroyed, and his own meridians were completely broken, and his internal organs and acupuncture points around him were also very seriously traumatized, and he completely lost the opportunity to cultivate in this life.

Lu Li couldn't help but think about it, what did he do after that?

"That's right...... I took him away to heal him. Lu Li thought about it, "Later, in order to find a spiritual pill that can be treated, I worshipped the Lou Medicine God as a teacher and learned the art of the Dan Master." ”

The scenes in my memory are flipped again and again.

Lu Li remembered the scene of the first time he worshiped Lou as a teacher.

Back then, he didn't know where the Medicine King Valley was, but he had only heard Situ Haoyue inadvertently mention it once. He tried to go to Ziyan, Taohua and others for help, but these two people also didn't know where the Medicine King Valley was, although they wanted to help Lu Li, but they also had no way to start. In the end, Ziyan went to find his master Xie Simin, and then got a clue from Xie Simin's mouth.

The Northern Cold Mountains of the Chifeng Mountains.

After that, Lu Li climbed the mountain with his bare hands. And with his ability at that time, wanting to climb this mountain is undoubtedly tantamount to a fool's dream, not to mention the influence of Gangfeng and other heavenly powers, just the cold invasion of the Northern Cold Mountain was enough to freeze Lu Li at that time, not to mention the aura storm that did not escape, let alone being involved, even if it was slightly rubbed, he would definitely lack an arm and a broken leg.

Lu Li couldn't remember how he finally climbed this mountain.

He only knew that when he woke up, he was already on this mountain, and then he saw one of the legendary three gods of medicine, Lou.

But when he asked Lou to treat Situ Haoyue, Lou refused, because her rules were very simple, if she wanted to ask for a doctor, she had to come here in person. Lou doesn't care whether Situ Haoyue climbed this mountain with the help of others, or climbed up by his own strength, as long as he can successfully climb this mountain, then she will consider taking action, and she also reminded Lu Li, according to Lu Li, even if she makes a move, the success rate is only thirty percent.

Although this success rate is indeed a little low, but it is better to have hope than no hope, as for bringing Situ Haoyue to this mountain, although it was difficult for Lu Li at that time, but it was not without a trick, as long as you are willing to work hard, there will be hope in the end. But when he rushed back to find Situ Haoyue with this hope, he found that Situ Haoyue had already chosen to leave in seclusion, and he didn't even say hello to Lu Li, just said goodbye.

Maybe it's a pity, or maybe it's because Situ Haoyue mentioned a sentence that made him a Danshi.

Lu Li couldn't recall what his mood was like at that time, and he had also forgotten why he returned to Beihan Mountain at that time. But when he came back, Lou didn't say anything, and Lu Li also began to help take care of the elixir here in Beihan Mountain, and by the way, he also learned some Danshi knowledge from Lou, and occasionally Lou would let him try to refine medicine.

In the Northern Cold Mountain, Lu Li spent fifty years of quiet.

Taking care of the elixir, alchemy, laying hands, and being in a daze, this has become the memory of those fifty years.

It wasn't until the scene of him looking at the Tiangang Seven Star Sword in a daze was seen by Lou that he ended the fifty years of life in Beihan Mountain.

"If that time ...... If I hadn't taken out my sword, would the rest of the day be different?"

Lu Li looked at the scene in front of him, it was the picture of Ye Xuan going out while the building was out, and then emptied most of her warehouse, he knew that the building would definitely be mad when he came back, so at that time he was already ready to not see the building for the rest of his life. But at the same time, Lu Li finally remembered that at that time, he had already made up his mind to take revenge, and from then on, he began to keep looking for trouble with Taiyimen, and even dragged Taohua and Ziyan into the water.

"Momoka ...... Zi Annihilation ......"

Lu Li whispered the names of these two people.

The first time I met Taohua, it was the first time Lu Li and Situ Haoyue were injured after joining forces.

He remembered that there were too many enemies at that time, and Situ Haoyue was not a problem, but Lu Li's strength was too low, so even with Situ Haoyue's protection, he was still injured, and even affected Situ Haoyue. In the end, the two met Qian Duoduo under some unexpected circumstances, and at that time, Qian Duoduo was not yet known as the owner of the money, his industry was not as large as it is now, and Qian Xiaolai had not yet been born, and Taohua was still called Qian Hua.

Lu Li still remembers that when Qian Duoduo gave Taohua this name, he alluded to "he has a lot of money, and his son has money to spend". In order to achieve this goal, Qian Duoduo is crazy to make money, although the family business is constantly increasing, but because of this, Taohua's mother was neglected, and finally she died of illness, and then the relationship between Taohua and Qian Duoduo has been in an extremely bad situation.

Later, when Lu Li recovered from his injuries and left, Taohua also followed them, and through the mouth of Situ Haoyue, Taohua also successfully entered the Sheji School Palace.

Nowadays, Qian Duoduo's doting on Qian Xiaolai may be due to another meaning of the name "Qian Hua" back then, at least Qian Xiaolai is really not afraid of having no money to spend now.

And the first time he met Ziyan was when Lu Li planned to apprentice to the Heavenly Sword Sect but was rejected by Ye Luo.

At that time, Lu Li's swordsmanship was not exquisite, after all, Situ Haoyue was not a sword cultivator, and it was difficult to teach him anything in this regard, so Lu Li planned to go to the Heavenly Sword Sect to apprentice. It's a pity that Ye Luo rejected him with an arrogant face, and declared that he was a waste, and the Heavenly Sword Sect never needed a waste - of course, under Ziyan's training afterwards, although the cultivation of sword skills did not grow fast, it at least proved that he was not a waste in Ye Luo's mouth.

It is precisely because of the relationship between Zi Yan that Lu Li is naturally a little closer to the Demon Sword Sect, and he is also a little more hostile to the Heavenly Sword Sect.

Lu Li never understood why Ziyan felt him cordial and communicated with him at that time. But when he looked back at these pictures hidden in the depths of his memory, Lu Li finally understood-at that time, Zi Yan would feel that he was kind, because he already had Situ Haoyue's arrogant momentum, which naturally looked more pleasing to the eye for a person like Zi Yan.

At that time, Ziyan was still as pure as a blank piece of paper, and he was not particularly clear about the things in the cultivation world.

Under Xie Simin's almost paranoid education, she only knows that what is pleasing to the eye can be communicated, and what is not pleasing to the eye can be killed.

And Lu Li is undoubtedly lucky, and he has become one of the few friends of Ziyan.

All the pictures flashed wildly again, this time the speed was faster than before, which not only made Lu Li more headache, but also showed the chaos in Lu Li's heart at the moment. He didn't know what he was thinking, he didn't know what he was looking for, but he knew the answers he was struggling with were in these images.

But he has a feeling that he is getting closer and closer to the answer he wants to find.

From slow to fast, and from fast to slow.

The change of consciousness is only a moment in the thought.

However, for Lu Li, it is as long as hundreds of years, even thousands of years, or tens of thousands of years.

Eventually, all the flipping images finally came to a complete halt.

In Lu Li's mind, only the last scene remained.

This seems to be the last fragment of memory in Lu Li's mind, but it is not like the scenes and pictures that Lu Li "watched" before, with deep soul-deep conversations, smells, feelings, or everything else.

This memory scene is said to be a memory fragment, but rather a painting.

Although there was no light in the dim scene, it was much brighter than the darkness in front of me, and at least I could distinguish the surroundings. And in this dim scene, a gray-haired old man was imprisoned, and the thick iron chains locked his whole body, not only making him unable to use the slightest strength, but even constantly draining his vitality.

The old man slowly raised his head, it was a skeleton-like face, the skin on his body was tightly attached to the bones, and it looked extremely hideous and terrifying.

But when Lu Li saw this old man who looked like a skeleton, his heart was filled with an unprecedented sense of intimacy.

He finally remembered why he refused to close his eyes and sleep peacefully, but continued to struggle to get up.

All this is to rescue this old man.

Southern Emperor!

Xia Longyin!

......

Lu Li's eyes suddenly opened.

In the sea of knowledge, the gluttonous black light scales and the true dragon soul all let out a burst of cheers, expressing their joy to Lu Li. Although more than half a month ago, the violent pure yang power in Lu Li's body had been completely suppressed and integrated into all parts of his body, and the remaining parts that could not be absorbed and digested were also forced out of his body by Lou with a golden needle, which could be regarded as a complete solution to this trouble. But as long as Lu Li doesn't wake up for a day, the True Dragon Soul and the Gluttonous Black Light Scale still can't feel at ease, maybe they can control this body, but after all, it's not theirs, so many times they can't detect some of the problems and problems in this body at all.

Now that Lu Li has finally woken up, all these problems can finally be solved.

Facing the sound of joy from the gluttonous black light scales and the soul of the true dragon, Lu Li also gave an enthusiastic response.

But just as he wanted to move, there was a feeling of soreness all over his body, although so, but Lu Li still felt happy, because this is a real feeling! Then Lu Li felt as if something heavy was pressing on his chest, he looked up and saw Yuzao sleeping on his chest, and her face was still stained with tears, which made Lu Li understand in an instant where the tears he felt before came from.

He stretched out a hand, gently stroked Yuzao's head, and said softly, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"Do you still know the hard work of others?" But at this moment, a cold voice suddenly sounded, "Since you wake up, get me up!"

The moment he heard this voice, Lu Li's whole person froze, his hand was raised in mid-air, but he didn't know whether to continue to fall and stroke Yuzao's hair, or should just hover like this, he only felt a creep, and cold sweat had begun to burst out of his body crazily. In the sea of knowledge, the gluttonous black light scales and the soul of the true dragon had completely quieted down, as if the two foodies had not appeared from the beginning, and let Lu Li roar wildly in the sea of knowledge, and the two of them did not come forward to respond.

"Division...... Division...... Master......"

"Yo, it's really rare, you still know that I am your master?" Lou's cold voice was a little mocking this time, "So when you emptied my warehouse, did you remember me as a master?"

At this moment, Lu Li felt extremely regretful about his awakening!

If he could be given another choice, he would never dwell on what he had and didn't, but would completely plunge into the warm darkness!