Li Mansion, Li Luomo's small courtyard.

Xiao Xia hadn't changed his clothes yet, and was in front of Li Yanmo's bed at the moment, Xiao Xia wrung out the handkerchief, wiped Li Zhenmo's face clean, and muttered with a sad face:

"Hey, the eldest young master has been weak and sick since he was a child, and he ran into a ...... when he went out this time Hey, what's this called! ”

Li Ming finished sending the doctor and returned to the small courtyard.

Xiao Xia touched Li Zhenmo's hot forehead and said worriedly:

"Now the eldest young master is going to be uncomfortable for ten days and half a month......"

Li Ming looked at Li Yanmo's wiped face on the bed, his face regained some ruddyness, and after thinking about it, he asked-

"Didn't anyone come and take a look?"

After all, it is the eldest young master of the Li Mansion, Li Ming thought.

At the banquet, Li Yanmo looked high-spirited, but now he couldn't open his eyes, and he had to rely on Xiao Xia to feed him with medicine and soup.

"Look!"

Suddenly, Xiao Xia shouted in surprise-

"How the eldest young master gritted his teeth!"

……

In the dream, Li Zhenmo was still conscious, and he was even free of pain, and he could still jump.

But at the moment, he was definitely not in the mood to jump around-

Li Zhenmo was unhappy.

He's been having strange dreams all the time, which isn't strange in itself, and the sound in the dream has always been there, which is fine.

Why did you dream this time, but just-

Just on the conversation?

Li Yumo was very depressed - could it be that he was really schizophrenic?

"No, I'm just your memory."

"You're in the back of your mind."

The voice replied.

"In the back of your mind?"

Li Zhenmo smiled, he still has this ability.

“WTF?”

"Do you feel out of place in the world?"

The voice that was the same as Li Zhenmo's voice came.

"Do you think that many people don't understand what you say, such as airplanes?"

"Do you often dream about things that this world doesn't have?"

"Do you feel frustrated that you find this world so hard that you can't learn anything?"

After listening to a series of questions, Li Zhenmo listened quietly, and the more he listened, the more frightened he became, and he felt that he was attacked by the fear of seeing through -

"I'm not dead, am I?"

……

Unexpectedly, the voice replied in the negative:

"Yes and no!"

Li Yanmo looked at the sky in horror, what are you talking about!

The voice then replied:

"You're dead!"

When Li Yumo heard this, his heart was half cold, and he sighed that the world was impermanent, he had just seen hope, and he hadn't saved Han'er, he hadn't seen Xiao Xia marry a wife and have children, he hadn't seen the rivers and rivers, and he was even a ...... Virgin!

"Hey......"

Li Zhenmo sighed.

"But it's not counted—"

The familiar voice slipped and added.

“……”

Li Zhenmo stood up, his fingers pointing at the air trembled slightly-

Big brother, don't pant when you talk.

"But you're alive again."

"You're not from this era."

"You're from the 21st century."

"The reason why I feel that life is difficult and out of place and spiritual loneliness is because you are not Li Luomo of Jianghe Continent, you are the modern Li Luomo."

"The level of sophistication there, both in science and culture, is hundreds or even a thousand years ahead of it."

"There are the most splendid achievements of civilization passed down from generation to generation, it is a unique era in the wheel of history, where a hundred schools of culture contend, and the people can still read and write, and learn the concept of governing the country."

"In other words, you have a mind that is ahead of its time."

When Li Yangmo heard this, his eyes flashed brightly, and these statements completely subverted Li Yangmo's cognition.

"Wouldn't I be awesome?"

"But they all say I'm dull and a fool!"

Li Zhenmo replied.

The voice paused, "They're right. ”

"You are now."

"Because you have forgotten your civilization, with this era, it is swaying, you don't belong here, but you just want to adapt here, and you can't completely forget everything that was original, limited by your own living habits."

"You haven't found yourself yet."

Li Yumo was speechless, and scolded his mother in his heart.

"So you're here to scold me?"

Li Zhen Li Mo asked unhappily: "Is it over, I still have to go back to save people." ”

The voice then replied to Li Zhenmo:

"No, I'm here to join you, I said, you are my essence, I am your lost memory."

"If you get your memories back, you will have the first bit of life, and you will be more complete."

Li Zhenmo thought for a while and said:

"For the time being, if you are right, that is, I am from the 21st century, then if I recover my memory, won't I crush the existence of this era?"

That's how Li Yangmo understands it.

The voice drew closer and said:

"No, civilization is an era, and the cognition in your memory is only one millionth."

Li Zhenmo was speechless and rolled his eyes, then what do I want you to do!

"I'll give you back!"

Li Yumo didn't want to say much, and looked around: "Big brother, I'm in a hurry, next time." ”

The voice paused, and said, "Your chickens and rabbits in the same cage at the banquet are a primary school question in the 21st century." ”

"You can only recover one fragment from a fragment of memory."

"But when the memories are fully integrated, and you know who you are, you can take it and use it, and your brain is a database."

"Oh, you still don't know what a database is, you're a stupid boy from the River Continent now."

"In short, if you get the memory, you don't have to doubt yourself, haven't you been doubting yourself, this doubt has a lot in your heart."

"To accept me is to accept yourself, and I am you."

An ethereal voice, speaking ethereal words.

Li Zhenmo hesitated for a moment and complained:

"Why don't you come early or late, you have to come now!"

The voice approached again, and just wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Li Yumo-

"Well, you turn down your voice a little, I'm a little deaf, a little smaller......"

“……”

The voice was stunned when he heard this, and according to Li Zhenmo's thoughts, he lowered his voice and said:

"You've been avoiding me!"

Li Zhenmo didn't know what to do.

The voice went on to explain:

"I've been trying to establish communication with you, and your strength is so poor that only your body, its pain, or your near-death can communicate with your soul."

Li Zhenmo listened to the explanation and looked into the air in surprise-

"But that time was too short, and before I could finish my sentence, you ran away."

The voice continues:

"The reason I've been able to talk to you for so long this time is because your heart knot has been opened."

"Li Yumo, because of your extremely poor health, you always ignore life and death every time, and say that you will be pure when you die, but it is actually false."

"Quack quack—"

A burst of laughter came from the sky.

Li Zhenmo was expressionless and said, "Seriously, you don't think you're humorous, right?" ”

The laughter stopped abruptly, pretending that nothing had happened, and continued:

"Because you don't have a goal!"

"Fall!"

"Stand by and watch!"

"When people say you're stupid, you think you're a fool!"

"Like the walking dead."

"Fear of pain."

"It's a little bit worse every time."

"Only when you look directly into your heart can you find your true self."

"You know what happened to you, and for the first time you face your own heart - you want to live now, you are not afraid of physical pain, you have a spiritual goal, and you are still acting for it, then I appeared."

"Li Yumo, I am you, you want to find me, I'm here."

Li Zhenmo was silent.

"You just said that I can only see you if I am dying?"

"Am I not going to die?"

The voice smiled and said, "Didn't you expect that?" ”

"You thought about it before you went out, you don't have the strength to eat for so long!"

"Your body, you're very familiar with."

"But you went anyway."

Li Yumo nodded, and replied seriously for the first time-

"You're right, I'm afraid of death, and I don't want to die again, although I didn't know I had died once before."

"I want to live."

"Just alive."

……

The voice said clearly:

"That's right, because you've experienced death yourself, you know what it's like to die, and although your memory is lost, your body still remembers it, so you're afraid of death."

"But no matter what, you succeeded Li Yumo, and we met."

"After that, you will not be a lonely ghost floating on the river continent, a walking corpse."

"You've found yourself."

"You are Li Luomo of the Jianghe Continent, you are about to have a wiser way of thinking, a more perfect memory, and two lifetimes of experience."

"Do what you want to do."

"Congratulations, Li Yumo."

Li Zhenmo listened to every word in his heart, and when the voice finished speaking, he said, "I will." ”

"But now is not the time to sensationalize, I'm going back."

"There's another question, can you tell me what I did in my last life?"

Before Li Luomo could finish speaking, a trace of cool, inexplicable things that entered from Li Luomo's Tianling Gai suddenly poured down at a speed of a hundred times and I don't know how many times the volume.

It's like a sea with no end in sight when you open your braincase and pour it in—

Li Yumo was caught off guard, and a wail came out-

"It's so cool!"