040 Forced smile
No matter how strong a person is, he will be defeated one day, Yu Wantang is the strongest person You Xiaomi has ever seen, she often thinks, if she encounters something like Yu Wantang, can she still think of Yu Wantang like this and keep persevering?
Just thinking about it makes me feel extremely suffocating.
She forcibly suppressed the distress in her heart and didn't show anything, "Take a break today, let's see how your work has been lately, haven't you had a good rest recently?" ”
"It's okay, it's just a little tiring from work." After a busy night, Yu Wantang didn't even drink a sip of water, and just picked up the cup on the table, but her hand trembled so much that she almost dropped the cup.
You Xiaomi was startled, quickly stood up, walked to Yu Wantang's side and sat down, wanting to see her hand, but Yu Wantang was unwilling and hid her hand behind her.
"Are you hiding something from me?" You Xiaomi's eyes were red, and she pulled her hand out of her back with her hand.
Her fingers are white and slender, and she used to joke with her that she could make a hand model, but now her hand joints are red, and her fingers are a little deformed and trembling because of playing the piano for a long time.
The more You Xiaomi looked at it, the more distressed she became, tears instantly flowed out of her eyes, and Yu Wantang hurriedly stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears.
"How can your hands be like this? Does it hurt? You Xiaomi didn't dare to use force in his hands, so he held it carefully and blew gently.
Although it is a drop in the bucket, it can always give some psychological comfort.
"Don't worry about me, it's just that my wrist hurts a little bit when I keep playing the piano." Yu Wantang comforted softly, looking unconcerned.
The work of the clubhouse is from six o'clock to eleven o'clock in the evening, even if you play the piano all the time, it will never become like this: "You tell me the truth, what the hell is going on with your hands, if you lie to me, I will ignore you." ”
Yu Wantang was helpless: "Don't lie to you, I recently found another part-time job in addition to my part-time job in the club, it's okay, you don't have to worry about me." ”
"You don't let me worry, but you can't keep practicing your body, three jobs a day, Yu Wantang, are you dying?" You Xiaomi was angry in her heart, she must have been urged by a loan shark to repay the money, otherwise adding the company's salary to the club would not make her go to other jobs.
"I didn't die, I live a good life, very fulfilling, I am so busy that I fall asleep every day, I don't need to take medicine to help sleep, and I saved me a sum of money, although I am tired a little, but I feel a lot more practical." The pressure of three jobs is indeed very high, and for Yu Wantang, it is not all bad.
When she came home after the middle of the night every day, her tired body made her not have to think too much, she could fall asleep with her eyes closed, unlike before, when she closed her eyes, her mind was full of various expenses for her mother's illness, as well as the huge expenses owed, and she couldn't sleep.
The part-time job is very tiring, but getting the money in hand makes up for the unsteadiness in my heart.
You Xiaomi opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but she didn't know how to speak, she was not Yu Wantang, as her friend, she was even less qualified to accuse her.
She could only smile reluctantly: "Then if you can't hold on, you must call me, don't hold on, you are not alone, you still have me." ”
Yu Wantang's heart warmed, over the years, You Xiaomi has been by her side, encouraging herself, and being her own backing, if it weren't for Yu Wantang's encouragement to herself, I don't know how many times she would collapse over the years.
"Don't worry, if you really can't hold on, I'll tell you." Yu Wantang did not refuse, she knew You Xiaomi's kindness.
……
It's been a whole week, and every day there is no news on the mobile phone except for the news of work, and there is no message from Yu Wantang.
Since the last time she borrowed Yan Jiao's hand, the whole person seemed to have disappeared, and there was no news.
He thought he would be happy, but he couldn't contact her, Qin Yusheng didn't have the slightest happiness in his heart, but was bored. She accepted it when she saw it, but let herself be sad for her here.
Qin Yusheng couldn't bear to let himself think about this heartless woman, and he kept working to numb himself, and even shortened the time of sleep.
Because after falling asleep, she will appear in her dreams, and when she wakes up, she will be even more melancholy.
He doesn't like this uncontrollable feeling, and what he wants will definitely be firmly grasped in his hands. But because there is no news from Yu Wantang, there will be violent mood swings.
He also knew that as long as Xu Jinfeng was still in the sanatorium for a day, it would be impossible for Yu Wantang to really cut off relations with him, and sooner or later he would not be able to hold back and come to him for help.
But thinking like this does not make Qin Yusheng feel very happy in his heart, but even more depressed, every time he appears, he is covered in low air pressure, which makes the atmosphere of the entire company extremely sluggish, and he is trembling when he speaks and acts.
"Brother Sheng, Miss Guan is here." Shen Che knocked on the door and lowered his voice to speak.
Since Qin Yusheng saw Guan Yanjiao last time, she always tried every means to see Qin Yusheng again, but Qin Yusheng didn't see her, so she came to the company.
"Let her go." Qin Yusheng frowned, his indifferent eyes were mixed with coldness, Shen Che was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak more, and hurriedly went out and closed the door.
The office was quiet again, and Qin Yusheng frowned and closed his eyes.