Chapter 45: Longing for a glimmer

Li Shuoxi knew what she was thinking as soon as she looked at her eyes, Li Shuoxi only felt that human nature was despicable, obviously she killed Lou Yinglian with her own hands, but at this time, she was still thinking about blaming herself. She didn't want to talk more about her, so she took out a lighter from her pocket, lit it on fire, glanced at Su Baoqin, and threw it at her.

Li Shuoxi looked at the road in front of him, and the fire was raging behind him. Su Baoqin is finally dead, Lou Tianyu is only a matter of time, she believes that Wang Yijie will definitely solve Lou Tianyu, and there is less depression in her heart, followed by a thick sense of guilt. There is not a day in this life that she is not living in guilt, she is ruthless that she doesn't know people clearly, mistakenly believes in those tiger and wolf people, and brings harm to the people around her, and those injuries are things that she can't get back in her life.

The most damned thing about the origin of these things is actually herself, Li Shuoxi looked at the fire in front of her indifferently, and she approached it step by step to feel the fire rushing towards her face.

Walking out of the house, the sun outside happened Li Shuoxi felt that the sun stabbed her eyes, she stretched out her hand and put it in front of her eyes, and vaguely saw a person standing next to her car, she walked over there, and slowly the person in front of her became clear.

Si Hengjin was called by Wang Yijie, Wang Yijie was really scared, although he didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit that in Li Shuoxi's heart, Si Hengjin was much more important, but whether Si Hengjin could regain the deep feelings in Li Shuoxi's heart was not clear.

Seeing Li Shuoxi squinting and walking towards him, Si Hengjin was excited, he stood at the door and waited for Li Shuoxi, he clearly knew that if Li Shuoxi died, even if he saved her this time, there would be a next time, so he was trying to believe in Li Shuoxi, believing that Li Shuoxi promised his own things, as long as she was concerned, she could stick to it, and some things could only be decided by Li Shuoxi himself. He ran and walked in the direction of Li Shuoxi. hugged Li Shuoxi Si Hengjin said in a trembling voice: "It's over, go home!" The voice is very good, only Si Hengjin is a person who did not appear in the previous life, and only Si Hengjin can make Li Shuoxi not immersed in the illusion of the previous life.

Li Shuoxi hugged him hard and buried his head in his chest, feeling that he was really alive and living in a world with Si Hengjin.

Li Shuoxi got into Si Hengjin's car, Si Hengjin didn't speak, Li Shuoxi didn't want to speak, and the car drove quietly. Li Shuoxi found that this was not in the direction of her and Si Hengjin's home, but in the direction of the Lou family's old house. She turned her head to look at Si Hengjin, and felt her gaze Si Hengjin explained: "Take you to the place where you started." ”

The car soon arrived at the Lou family's old house, and Si Hengjin took Li Shuoxi to the Lou family's big apricot tree. The early summer breeze is cool and the green leaves are lush. The wind blew through Li Shuoxi, and the rustle of leaves could be heard, accompanied by the sound of leaves, Si Hengjin's gentle voice, he pointed to a small platform protruding from the almond tree and said, "Do you still remember this place?"

Li Shuoxi looked at the tree seriously and recalled: "I remember that when I lived in Lou's house before, I fell from a tree. But it's been so long, I don't remember it very well. ”

"You're mistaken, you're stuck on a small platform, you've never fallen from a tree, you can't remember at all. I have to think of a way, I remember there is a book that says that revisiting the old place can make people remember the things they have forgotten, and come up to you. Li Shuoxi was frightened by his sudden movements and stepped back again and again, saying: "Are you stupid, don't start talking about something." Hey, you put me down, and we'll talk about it. "Si Hengjin is no longer the same figure as Li Shuoxi when he was in Lanting No. 1 Middle School, Li Shuoxi only found out at this time that the current Si Hengjin can completely suppress Li Shuoxi in terms of height and strength, so Li Shuoxi is not allowed to resist has been put up by Si Hengjin on that platform.

Si Hengjin said: "You don't have to be afraid, this is just that I looked tall when I was a child, and now it's not a problem at all, and besides, there is me! ”

Si Hengjin's urging made Li Shuoxi cry and laugh, she had just tried her best to make a life-and-death decision, she originally thought that she would be very warm with Si Hengjin, but she never expected it to be like this, she looked at Si Hengjin as if she didn't give up at all, the platform was very small, and Li Shuoxi looked hard at Si Hengjin's place.

Li Shuoxi had scolded Si Hengjin countless times in her mind now, and she looked at Si Hengjin below, but she couldn't remember what happened at that time. "I can't remember if you put me down. If only you just told me no. ”

Si Hengjin was still unwilling, he said, "Think about it again." Li Shuoxi was a little angry, she didn't understand what Si Hengjin wanted to do, she was in a good mood today, she wanted to be alone now. Thinking of this, her patience ran out and she thought about it, but the platform was too small, and she accidentally stepped on the air and fell towards Si Hengjin. At this moment, Li Shuoxi remembered the fall when he was a child, and closed his eyes tightly and waited for the pain to strike. But what greeted her was Si Hengjin's warm embrace, which was actually not high. Just when Li Shuoxi threw himself into Si Hengjin's arms, he remembered that he seemed to have fallen on a soft thing at that time.

Li Shuoxi's memory went back to the past, he fell from the tree, and then he began to cry, and as soon as he said it, he heard a milky voice sound: "What are you just crying on me." Li Shuoxi stopped crying and found that she didn't seem to be in pain, so she immediately got up to look at the person under her. Li Shuoxi looked at Si Hengjin, who still had a milky face, and felt that this child was really the best-looking person he had ever seen, people always like to move closer to good things, and little Li Shuoxi was no exception, she immediately went to help Si Hengjin and gave Si Hengjin a smile when only her mother made boiled fish.

As soon as Si Hengjin looked up, he saw Li Shuoxi's brilliant smile, and he was directly stunned, it was a warmth and simplicity that he had never seen before, without a trace of impurities, Si Hengjin, who came back to his senses, shook off Li Shuoxi's hand, and Si Hengjin said coldly: "You are the medicine." Li Shuoxi looked at him suspiciously and asked, "What medicine, I don't call it medicine, my name is Li Shuoxi." Si Hengjin looked at Li Shuoxi's puzzled appearance, and only felt that she was stupid and pitiful. But there was no superfluous expression on his face, Li Shuoxi sat on his arm, and now his arm was faintly painful, and he wanted to find a place to take a look.

Li Shuoxi saw that he didn't mean to solve his doubts, and he had to leave. She stretched out her hand and wanted to grab Si Hengjin's clothes, and asked in a milky voice, "What are you doing?" Si Hengjin suppressed the anger in his heart and said, "I still have something." If it were replaced by the current Li Shuoxi, she would definitely be able to hear that the dissatisfaction in Si Hengjin's voice would be far away from Si Hengjin from now on. But Li Shuoxi was only five years old at that time, so Li Shuoxi didn't want to let him go: "No, you have to deal with it first if you are injured." ”

Si Hengjin looked at the girl in front of him and felt that she had encountered a ** annoyance, at this time Si Hengjin's arm suddenly began to hurt, Li Shuoxi saw that Si Hengjin's face suddenly turned pale, let go of Si Hengjin's clothes and asked, "Did you just hit the wound." Because Li Shuoxi didn't know where he was injured, he didn't dare to touch him easily, and he looked at him very nervously and stiffly. Si Hengjin looked at her like this, and his heart was a little unbearable, he looked at Li Shuoxi and said, "Don't be so nervous, I just touched my arm and it shouldn't be a big deal, I want to go back and find a doctor first." ”

Li Shuoxi nodded solemnly and asked solemnly, "What about me?" Si Hengjin looked at her and said with a smile: "You go back first, if I get better, I will return to this place, and I will see you later." ”

After saying that, he left, as the saying goes, it takes a hundred days to break the muscles and bones, although Si Hengjin is not so serious, but it has been repaired for a whole week, and he went to the apricot tree, he didn't know what he was hoping for, while he felt in his heart that he had seen through the indifference and selfishness of people's hearts, he always remembered that Li Shuoxi's firm and serious eyes might have exceptions.

Si Hengjin walked to the place of the apricot tree but saw that there was no one under the tree at all, and a coolness rose in his heart to occupy his heart, what did he still hope for. At this moment, he heard the sound of a wooden board falling to the ground behind him, he turned around and saw Li Shuoxi looking at him with a dull face, he suddenly felt that the sun was so good today, and the wind was also very comfortable, so he was comfortably stunned, Li Shuoxi was stunned when he saw him, but after a while, he rushed forward and hugged him and then began to cry. Si Hengjin gently hugged her, he felt that his heart was full, although he didn't know what it was like. But he can be sure that he is very happy now, but this happiness only lasts until he inadvertently sees Li Shuoxi hugging the words on the board: stinky face but very long The tomb of the child.

Si Hengjin remembered that he had just seen a small mound under the apricot tree. He called out coldly: "Li Shuoxi." Li Shuoxi stretched out his head from his arms and looked at him, after Si Hengjin looked at Li Shuoxi's red eyes and the sadness in his eyes that could not be erased, he clearly remembered that a cat was snatched away by other cats when the dried fish was also this look, he sighed and said: "The beautiful drift is wrong, add three points of water." Li Shuoxi looked at him suspiciously and asked, "Really, how do I remember if I don't." Si Hengjin said helplessly: "You remember wrong." ”

Li Shuoxi thought for a while and said, "Okay then." Then she threw herself into his arms and cried.

Si Hengjin shook Li Shuoxi in his arms, Li Shuoxi slowly came back to his senses and looked at Si Hengjin and said, "Stinky face but very beautiful little friend, do you mind recalling the past." ”