"yes, I'm Sauron, I'm that bastard!"

After getting this answer, Yan Naer's tears couldn't be stopped at all, and they kept pouring out. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

She didn't cry, but her whole delicate body began to twitch, and her eyes, enchanted by tears, remained fixed on Sauron.

This silent cry made Sauron's heart ache to the point that it almost clenched.

He wasn't the real Sauron, and he didn't have that relationship with Yan Naier. But at this time, he completely substituted into Sauron, as if he was the bastard man who had abandoned her from the beginning, the man who had hurt her to the core.

He stretched out his hand slightly, trying to wipe the tears from her face, but halfway through, he couldn't reach out anymore.

Yan Naier was so sad that she was almost speechless, and after a few minutes, she looked at Soren hoarsely and said, "Why?"

Her sentence of why is completely Yan Naer's coquettish voice, Yan Shuang's coldness has disappeared without a trace.

Why didn't she have a beginning or end to her sentence, but Sauron immediately understood what she was trying to ask?

Why abandon her? Is she not beautiful enough, or is she not good enough?

Sauron closed his eyes, completely substituted his emotions into the loser Sauron, and said in a trembling voice: "You...... Like an angel who has no intention of descending to the earth, so beautiful, so pure. I am attracted by your beauty, so I don't know that the sky is high and the earth is thick to pursue you, not out of love, but because of the heart of flowers, because of the desire to conquer beauty. ”

Yan Naier said: "So what? I don't love at first, but I can really love in the future." ”

Sauron said: "The more you come into contact, the beauty of your soul is like a whirlpool, which makes me constantly sink, makes me afraid, and makes me ashamed of myself. I am such a vile and filthy person, how can I be worthy of such a beautiful heart as yours. I've thought about it countless times, so I will converge my heart and live with you for the rest of my life. But...... A playful child can't hold his heart. And. I can't really marry you because I had a marriage contract with Gui Qin Peony at the time. Whenever I look at your infatuated and innocent gaze, I think that I pursued you with the purpose of playing with feelings in the first place. Even I had already planned to break up after sleeping with you twenty times. But look at your coquettishness. Your beauty, I feel more and more guilt. I can't give you a future, so it's better to have a long pain than a short pain, a scumbag like me...... You don't deserve to have an angel like you at all, you should let a man like Liu Chen guard you for a lifetime. Take care of it as a treasure for a lifetime. ”

Speaking of this, Yan Naer's tears poured out again, and then she couldn't stop crying, so she covered her mouth with her hand and tried her best to suppress the crying, making her entire delicate body tremble violently.

"And, I'm scared of me...... I would really fall in love with you completely, and that would be a complete tragedy for me and for my family. Sauron gasped and said, "That's why I didn't just break up. In order to cut off his own back road, he immediately pursued the county lord of Ning. Then, like a playful child, he was attracted to another beautiful woman, so he became even more crazy into it. The reason why I pursued Ning so frantically was because I knew that she and I had no future, and we didn't need to have a future. ”

Everything Sauron says is true. Not his truth, but the truth of that loser Sauron.

Sauron, a scumbag, had every chance to cook Yan Naer's raw rice into rice later. Because Yan Naier has let go of her reserve and conservatism in order to save this relationship. Take the initiative to curry favor with Sauron.

But instead of touching him, Sauron quickly avoided him.

At that time, he was already guarding and cherishing the pearl of Yan Naer. I am already reluctant to defile and hurt.

Moreover, the long pain is better than the short pain, and he broke up decisively.

This breakup itself is also a kind of protection, because he Yan Naier has no future with a scumbag like himself, so he wants to set her free.

But he's still not mature enough. Letting go of this guardianship turns into even greater harm.

That scumbag Sauron must think so, this is like the big devil who does all kinds of evil in the movie, when he sees a cute and pure baby, he will also feel pity, not only can't bear to do harm, but will desperately protect it.

And Yan Naier, who had just escaped from her father's side at that time, was as innocent as a spotless pearl. That's why she attracted a chic and uninhibited genius man like Liu Chen. But Liu Chen loved her too much, so he was careful not to be a little frightened by her, but being so cautious could not impress her.

And Sauron, this scumbag is different, he is completely rampage, like a wild boar, whether it is an ordinary cabbage or a priceless jade cabbage, arch it first.

And the tragedy is that this jade cabbage is so pure that it was really arched so roughly.

Of course, Sauron, the wild boar, had the opportunity to eat this jade cabbage in one bite, but he finally found out that she was priceless, and he couldn't bear to hurt it, so he carefully put the cabbage back in the vegetable garden.

......

All abandoned girls, like all, want an answer, an answer to why they were abandoned.

Now, Yan Nell has got this answer. I don't know why, but she is even more sad in her heart.

She sobbed, "I, I've thought countless times about how we would meet again, but none of them were like this......

"Me too. Sauron Mune said.

"Yesterday morning when you rushed in with a bloody head, the sun covered your face, and I looked at your figure, and suddenly I saw that you looked like Sauron. But when the sun clears and I see your face again, I'm sure you're not Sauron, because it's not the same. The face can change, but the eyes can't, and your eyes are not the same at all. Yan Naier said: "In the past, your eyes were very bad, full of teasing all the time, that is, I could take off your clothes with my eyes, but I just didn't take off the kind of gaze." ”

At this time, Sauron had already fully sensed Yan Naer's cuteness. Even when she said things like stripping, she was serious.

Soning Bing said that Yan Naier is simple in heart, serious on the surface, and never beats around the bush when she speaks.

So every time I quarrel with Sauron, it starts with Yan Nell being said to be red-faced and stammering, and ends with her beating Sauron with her pink fist.

"You, you've really changed a lot. I don't even recognize you. Yan Naier said with a complicated gaze.

"You too. Sauron said: "You have changed even more, so that when I first met you, I didn't dare to recognize you at all, thinking that you also have a sister named Yan Shuang." ”

See Sauron's Mulne. is completely different from the previous flamboyant tongue, Yan Naier suddenly has an indescribable sadness in her heart.

After thinking for a while, she asked, "I'm too far away from you, and I'm a little deliberately avoiding your news, how are you doing during this time?"

Sauron shook his head and said, "It's not good. His father was gone, Suo Hanyi rebelled, and the territory of Tianshui City was occupied. ”

Yan Naer's beautiful eyes trembled, and said, "I'm not good either, my father is gone, and my Silver Wolf Legion is also ...... and it will be swallowed up. ”

So, the two fell silent again.

"Sister Ning Bing, is she okay?" asked Yan Naier.

Sauron's eyes softened, and he said, "Sister, it's okay, her request is relatively simple. As long as I'm safe, she'll be fine. ”

"Oh. Yan Naier was silent again.

The two of them are like chatting on QQ, and they can't find anything to say all of a sudden.

Finally, it was Yan Nell who broke the silence.

"Turingdo said, you came to me for my army, is she right?" Yan Nell's eyes kept on Sauron when she asked this.

This is a question she has always wanted to ask.

At this time. If Sauron says no, it's deception. If it is, it's harm.

You abandoned me before, and now you want to get my army. So how shameless is it to come back to me and conceal your identity with malicious intentions?

Sauron lowered his head and nodded, "Yes." ”

Yan Naer's eyes widened and she continued to ask, "You are not here to see me, but to conquer me. Break the mirror and reunite, and then take my Silver Wolf Legion, right?"

Yan Naier that day, she always spoke so directly, and she didn't know what to beat.

Soren almost hung his head down to his crotch and nodded, "Yes." ”

Yan Naier's beautiful eyes flashed an extremely sad gaze, and even her eyelashes trembled slightly, holding back the tears that were about to flow.

"I, I don't blame you......" Yan Naier said in a trembling voice: "You are doing this for the family, and you should use anyone." Just as I am not pure and immaculate, in order to keep the Silver Wolf Army, I have always chosen a man to marry. By doing so, I have betrayed our love. ”

Suddenly, Sauron was so sad that he wanted to cry.

He was already feeling the pain of the scum Sauron, the guilt-filled mood.

Please, Sauron has abandoned you, and you are still saying that you have betrayed your love by doing so.

Yan Naier continued to ask, "If, no one reveals your identity, and you continue to be by my side as Lanling, what will you do?"

Sauron was speechless for his answer was nothing, but it was very obscene to say.

Yan Naier said seriously: "After becoming my candidate husband, you will use your talent to help me and let me win this fight." Then, take advantage of the opportunity to take my chastity and become a real husband and wife. Gradually uncover your identity and turn the Silver Wolf Legion into your army, right?"

Yan Naier is very smart, she knows everything, but she is unwilling to hide.

Facing her eyes, Sauron now finally knew that the hardest thing to face was not a gaze full of threat, but a gaze full of innocence and immaculateness, which would pierce your heart and leave you with nowhere to hide.

"Yes. "Sauron literally hung his head down his crotch.

"You're not planning it right. Yan Nell said: "If everything really happens as you planned, then the moment you reveal your true face, I will either collapse or commit suicide." ”

Sauron's body shuddered suddenly.

Yan Naier said: "After you put me to sleep, and then reveal your true face, do you want me to treat you as Lanling, or Sauron? Either way, it is tantamount to me committing adultery with other men and being caught by my lover, even if you are the same person, but I don't know in my heart." ”

Sauron shuddered violently, from Yan Nell's point of view, it was indeed like this.

If everything really happens as planned, then ...... The moment the true face was revealed, it was really the time when Yan Naer's fragrance was lost.

Suddenly, Sauron felt a chill all over his body, and he began to be extremely glad that all this had not happened.

"Søren, both of us have changed, but you have become more. Yan Naier said: "In the past, you liked to deceive people the most, and you didn't have half a word of truth in your mouth. But now, you're not lying anymore. ”

It's not a lie, but the scheming is deeper and more shameless!

Yan Nell said: "I love the villain Sauron who likes to deceive people, not the current Sauron." ”

Sauron understood her words in seconds, she loved the Sauron in her memory, not the flirtatious man who still loved the flamboyant tongue she was now mature.

Now that she has matured, she will never fall in love with the sweet-talking flower boy again. However, the mark of once loved is already engraved in her heart, and even if she becomes mature, this mark will not change.

Some people always can't wait to say goodbye to the past and are ashamed of it. For example, past failures, past naivety, past failed love.

And some people will always cherish their past, even if they become more mature, even if the past is unbearable.

Yan Naier asked again, "Sauron, do you want me to stop fighting with Ji Gang and take the Silver Wolf Legion to Tianshui City to be loyal to you?"

Sauron hesitated for a moment, then nodded, this was indeed his inner thoughts.

"I'm sorry, I can't. Yan Naier said: "If the Silver Wolf Legion is not in crisis, I am willing to help you." But for now, I'd rather die here than escape. ”

Sauron nodded, "I know, so...... I'll stay too, I'll help you. ”

"No, I can't. Yan Naier shook her head and said, "The man next to me can be anyone, but it definitely can't be Sauron." ”

Soren suddenly hissed, "Why?"

Yan Naier said: "I said, I don't hate you, but I will never forgive you, and it is impossible to reunite after breaking the mirror." ”

Sauron said loudly, "I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I'll stay and help you." ”

"No, I don't want to owe anyone. Yan Naier said: "Although there is a good saying, it is better to miss each other than to see each other." But I'm still grateful for meeting us today, so that we all have the opportunity to say goodbye to the past once and for all, so that I can completely transform Yan Naier into Yan Shuang. ”

Sauron was so anxious that a thousand words seemed to be surging, but he couldn't say half of them.

Taking a deep breath, Yan Naier said as she walked outside: "Sauron, I will always cherish my love for you in my heart, but it is difficult to recover it, and we can't go back to the past." Starting today, we have severed ties completely. You go, you go to do your thing, I go to do my thing, everyone blesses each other in their hearts, but they also stay away from each other. ”

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Note: The third update is sent, I wrote 14,000 today, I'm really tired and paralyzed, and I'm old! )