443 I am a waste
Slowly, the surrounding scene gradually turned white, and there were several more blurred figures, as well as the whispers of some people.
"This is the third prince who only knows how to spend all day drinking, it's not very good, it is estimated that it will be like that for a lifetime."
"Tsk, it's useless."
"That's right, his eldest brother is so good, he is really not as good as the eldest prince."
Young Mu Bai didn't quite understand the meaning of these words, at first he just wanted the care and care of others.
All he remembered was that for a long time no one spoke to him because they said they were of no use.
Xiao Mubai squatted in the corner and clenched his fists unwillingly, "Why hasn't everyone looked at themselves squarely, so does my father, so does my brother, I don't want to be ignored, I don't want to!" ”
Tang Xi looked at Dai Mubai with an unwilling look and was a little sad, "Do you feel like you're not taken seriously......?"
Later, Tang Xi saw that Xiao Mubai began to cultivate diligently and study hard, and the eyes of the people around him finally looked at him.
But what that group of people always sees is not Xiao Mubai's advantages, but his shortcomings......
"Hahahaha, the swordsmanship of the third prince is not very good, and he dares to take it out and throw it off, I really don't know where the confidence comes from."
"It's too far from when Your Majesty was a child."
"He's so stupid, he's really useless."
These voices hit Xiao Mubai's self-confidence again and again, and his childhood was basically spent in depression.
Few people came to talk to him, and even every night he had to watch out for assassination after assassination.
Until one day, Xiao Mubai finally couldn't stand this kind of day, he ran away, escaped from the Star Luo Empire, and came to the Heaven Dou Empire with a large amount of money, and his suppressed nature was also released at this moment.
Cigarettes and alcohol, women, respect, little brother, these are all things that he can easily get outside.
Over time
As a teenager, Dai Mubai began to enjoy the pleasure of spending time outside.
Wine can make people forget their troubles for a short time, but it can also lose their fighting spirit.
Tang Xi heard Dai Mubai's heart here.
"In the outside world, everyone is respectful of themselves; Among the soul masters, he is a gifted genius; Among the commoners, he is a noble prince. ”
Infinite darkness spread in Dai Mubai's heart, "Yes, why do you work so hard, you are a prince, and all these things you have are at your fingertips." ”
The scene in front of him changed again, and the blurred world boundaries gradually cleared up, this time during the period when the Martial Spirit Empire attacked the Star Luo Empire.
The curses of the people were incessant
"What are the Star Luo royal families doing, the Martial Spirit Empire hasn't attacked yet, and they are afraid to hide."
"I haven't seen any food until now, I've been hungry for three days! Instead of this, I might as well surrender to the Wuhun Empire, at least they will give them food! ”
"The people of the Xingluo royal family are a group of turtles with shrunken heads, how can they govern a country like this!!"
Deep self-blame drowned Dai Mubai, he hated, hated his powerlessness.
If he had great strength, he would destroy all the factors that were unfavorable to the Star Luo Empire, so that the people would be able to have a stable life and no longer suffer from war.
The scene is constantly changing, Tang Xi saw the displacement of the people during the war, the crying of children, the flames of war, and the corpses everywhere, Dai Mubai knelt on the battlefield and slapped himself twice, blaming himself for his incompetence, and the voice of grief and indignation was endless.
"Rubbish! I'm trash! I can't protect the country, I can't protect the people, I can't do anything! ”