Is it ruthless to hurt yourself?

Tsunade hadn't thought about it, there were so few things that could move her now, and she was completely indifferent when she watched Tsunade struggle as she pressed her on the bed.

After doing what he had to do, Hokage Tsunade also stopped, and the whole person lay motionless on the bed, unable to see her face clearly.

The moonlit peep window, the bed was white, and the long golden hair was scattered, accompanied by the sound of heavy breathing.

Tsunade lifted her pajama pants back on, and walked out of the bedroom without saying a word.

"Master?"

Suddenly, a voice broke the silence in the night, and Mute stood at the door of the bedroom, without turning on the light.

The living room was dimly lit and everything was hard to see, and Tsunade came out of Hokage Tsunade's room, still recognized her.

“…… Not sleeping yet. ”

There was silence for a moment before responding, "I'm going to sleep." ”

The two of them stood in front of two doors, separated by a distance, and Tsunade couldn't see her face clearly.

"Go to bed early."

Seeing that Tsunade had returned to her room, Shizune came to the door of the Hokage Tsunade's bedroom, and after some hesitation, she didn't reach out and knock on the door, she stood there for a long time, and she didn't make a sound.

If you knock on the door, what should you say and what should you ask?

I may not know what happened at all, but if so, will my self-righteous concern hurt Tsunade-sama......

Care doesn't cost anything, but dignity does.

Day 2.

When Tsunade woke up, he found that the living room was very quiet, it was already eight o'clock in the morning, and under normal circumstances, Mute would have gotten up early and had breakfast ready to call them up.

She walked to the door of the silent room and knocked, "Mute, are you still asleep?" ”

After a moment, a voice came from inside: "Tsunade-sama? ”

Tsunade said "It's me" to inform Shizune that he was her master, not the Hokage Tsunade.

She pushed open the door and saw Shizune sitting on the bed with her hair disheveled, looking as if she had just woken up.

"Tsunade-sama......"

Tsunade tilted his head: "I'm your master." ”

"Ah......h

Mute seemed to be a little dazed, and she got up and walked to the window, pulled open the curtain and looked out.

"Tsunade-sama, where are we?"

“……”

Shizune patted his forehead and said with a distressed expression: "Have you drunk too much, why don't you have any memory at all." ”

Tsunade looked at Shizune with a look of surprise on his face, and said in a deep voice, "You come out." ”

"Huh?"

Shizune strangely followed Tsunade out of the bedroom, and Tsunade went straight to the door of the Hokage Tsunade and knocked on it.

"I'm in."

In the bedroom of the Hokage Tsunade, Shizune's eyes widened when he saw another Tsunade lying on the bed.

"Outline...... You ......"

Hokage Tsunade also looked over and looked at Tsunade with a blank expression.

Mute asked out loud, "Is it a shadow clone?" ”

Her gaze wandered back and forth between the two Tsunades, her face full of confusion.

Tsunade asked, "Isn't it mute here?" ”

Shizune hurriedly said, "Eh, I'...... I'm just mute, Tsunade-sama, what do you mean by that? ”

Hokage Tsunade was stunned, then quickly got out of bed, and quickly walked to Shige's approach, pressing Shizu's shoulders with both hands.

"Silence, you ......" She was a little emotional, but she didn't know what to say when the words came to her lips.

"Tsunade-sama, you...... It seems to have become younger. Shizune said as he looked at Tsunade the Hokage, then at Tsunade behind him.

"You ...... Are they all Tsunade-sama? ”

Hokage Tsunade quickly calmed down again, looked at Shizune and asked after thinking, "What is my identity now?" ”

"You...... What do you mean? ”

"I'm asking you, am I the Hokage?"

Shizune tilted his head and said, "Didn't you just step down, and now Kakashi is the sixth generation." ”

Hokage Tsunade's expression immediately became pleasantly surprised, and he directly hugged Shizune tightly into his arms.

"Tsunade-sama?"

"Mute, it's really you, Mute!"

Hokage Tsunade's arms were tight, like relatives reunited after a long absence.

Tsunade, on the other hand, stood aside and watched the scene in silence.

After the Hokage Tsunade released the mute, he said to her again, "I know you have a lot of doubts, it's okay, I'll explain it to you slowly." ”

Shizune looked at her excited appearance and nodded.

Originally, when Tsunade first came in, Hokage Tsunade still looked cold, but at the moment, she was emotional, and she didn't blame her for being like this, she had endured so many things here, and most of them were not a good thing, and suddenly she met her relatives, how could she not be surprised.

Hokage Tsunade sat down on the bed with Mute in his hand, and began to tell her all about the two worlds, and that he had come here from the other world.

She talked for a long time, holding her silent palm tightly the whole time, and she couldn't help but laugh out loud when she talked about interesting things.

"Original...... That's right. ”

After listening to the Hokage Tsunade's narration, Shizune finally said as if he didn't understand.

Hokage Tsunade asked again, "Shizune, is there anyone in particular you'd like to see before you came here?" ”

Shizune was stunned: "Huh? ”

Hokage Tsunade explained why Hinata really told her why she came here.,The person who can't be seen in the original world but really wants to see is the opportunity for the soul to cross.,Only with this obsession in my heart can I go back.。

Shizune hesitated there, and only after a while did he say, "Ah...... It's Lynn! ”

Hokage Tsunade thoughtfully: "Rin. ”

Lin is indeed dead in her world, Shizune and Lin were also classmates and friends when they were children, Shizune and Lin are very good friends in this world, I didn't expect that in her original world, so long has passed, and Shizune's feelings for Lin are still so deep.

Hokage Tsunade sighed in his heart, but soon realized something: "Rin's words, wouldn't it be easy for you to see it." ”

“…… What's wrong? ”

Hokage Tsunade's eyes were complicated: "In that case...... You'll be back soon. ”

Shizune smiled: "If you go back, you will go back, don't you want to go back?" ”

"......" Hokage Tsunade was speechless, she also wanted to go back now, but under Hinata's real operation, she couldn't go back at all.

She didn't want Mute to know about it.

Shizune continued to ask, "Who is Tsunade-sama's obsession?" ”

Hokage Tsunade was silent for a moment and said, "Forget. ”

Who is her obsession...... Her original intention of coming to this world doesn't matter anymore.

Mute said: "I think it's just a coincidence that we can come to this world, there are too many obsessed people in the world, and I have never seen so many people coming." ”

"If you really have an obsession, it's not because of someone, maybe we're yearning for such a world, Tsunade-sama, I can feel that you're very happy when you told me about this just now."

Tsunade Hokage wanted to deny that he wasn't happy here at all.

Think about it carefully, the source of her unhappiness comes from Hinata, if it weren't for him, then she would really want to live in such a world.

Shizun added: "The important thing is that everything we experience here is real, if we come here just to see a person, and then go back hastily, then the meaning of our coming here, the meaning of the existence of such a world, is it really enough?" ”

“……”

Hokage Tsunade froze in place, looked at Shizune blankly, and then looked at Tsunade again.

"Mute."

"I'm here, Tsunade-sama."

"I ......"

Tsunade Hime, who served as the fifth generation Hokage, led the ninja coalition to win the Fourth Ninja World War, the Ninja Medical Holy Hand, and one of the three ninjas...... There are so many halos on her head that anyone who mentions a female ninja can't avoid her.

In the eyes of many people, she is strong, heroic, resolute, and bold.

All along, she has never been afraid of anything except loss, and in the face of Madara Uchiha, who is so much stronger than herself, she can still fight against him without fear of death.

After coming to this world, she did not experience loss again, but may have regained some of the things she had lost, and did not go through any life and death tribulations, but suffered some things that made her feel humiliated and helpless.

Even "myself" has come to hurt myself.

And all she could do was be pressed into bed and struggled weakly like she did last night.

Many people in this world have a face that she is familiar with, but these people can't provide her with any help, but they may hurt her because of Hinata's order.

The taste pained her, the world seemed strange and cold to her, and she longed to go back.

Hokage Tsunade said, "Shizune, can you stay with me?" ”

"Tsunade-sama......"

Hokage Tsunade looked away, ", stay here, this world is compared to our original world...... It's funny, Lynn didn't die in this world, and Asma didn't die either. ”

She wants someone to be with her, and this person is undoubtedly better to be muted, the mute of her world, her disciples, her children, the people she has always relied on the most.

It's also good to make yourself less lonely and helpless.

And at a cost...... Occupies the body of the silent world here.

Maybe it shouldn't be like this...... I really can't do it.,I went and begged that Hinata to provide a new body for Shizun again.。

Faced with the Hokage Tsunade's request, seemed a little difficult to refuse.

"Mute, you go out first." Tsunade suddenly said at this time.

Shizune glanced at Tsunade, who had been standing aside without saying a word, and walked out of the room silently.

The bedroom was quiet, and Tsunade was standing there as Hokage Tsunade sat on the bed with his head bowed.

Tsunade said, "Are you still curious about why I became like this? ”

“……”

Tsunade Hokage lowered his eyes and was silent.

What happened last night gave her a big blow and made her think a lot.

But perhaps these are nothing compared to what the Tsunade of this world has experienced.

Tsunade said again, "I don't care if you took my body before, but you can't be muted. ”

"Although they are both mute, they are two separate individuals, Mute in this world is only twenty years old, a few years ago, she is exactly the same as the mute you know, can you bear it?"

These words made the Hokage Tsunade sitting there stiff, could she bear it?

I can't bear it, of course I can't bear it, the silence here still treats her as her Tsunade after knowing the truth, and now she wants to deprive her of her freedom...... Are you already dizzy?

Tsunade continued, "And, if Hinata really knows about the mute, do you know what the result will be? ”

Hearing this, Hokage Tsunade's pupils shrank suddenly, and he froze in place.

"Everything we have endured is our own business, if we can't bear it, we can die, you have a curse on you and can't hurt yourself, or you can go to someone else to do it for you."

"But if you plan to hurt Shizune, I won't let you go."

“……”

Silence.

After a long time, a chuckle came out of the Hokage Tsunade's mouth, "Do I need you to teach me, do you think I'm going to hurt Shizune?" ”

Tsunade said calmly, "If you were me, of course you wouldn't, but who knows if the events of these days have made you lose yourself." ”

Hokage Tsunade's face calmed down, and she got up from her bed and walked out of the room slowly.

"Tsunade-sama?" Mute in the living room couldn't help but speak out as he watched the Hokage Tsunade come out.

Hokage Tsunade looked at her for a moment, and a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You just asked me who I wanted to meet, is this here?"

Mute nodded.

"Nobody, it's just that life has become boring after stepping down from the Hokage's position, and we want to find something interesting to do."

"Maybe God knew about this idea and threw me here."

Mute muttered, "Tsunade-sama, you're ......"

Hokage Tsunade chuckled, "This world is quite interesting, I also plan to live here for a long time, mute, don't feel too lonely when you go back." ”

“……”

She waved her hand and said, "Okay, the world is already peaceful here, and there is nothing to worry about, maybe you will come back when you miss me so much in the future." ”

Shizune stood there pursing her lips and was silent.

"Find a boyfriend when you go back, really, why don't you say it if you have this idea in your heart, Kakashi's guy is pretty good, you have to chase it if you look good."

Shizune's face was slightly red: "Tsunade-sama, don't worry about me." ”

Hokage Tsunade said happily, "I don't worry about anyone...... Forget it, go back, Lynn ...... Let her take you there. ”

She looked indifferent, and pointed to Tsunade on the side, looking at her current appearance, as if she was the same Tsunade Ji again.

“……”

Shizune hesitated for a long time before he said, "Tsunade-sama, then you take care of yourself here." ”

Hokage Tsunade just smiled and waved his hand.

Tsunade leaves the house with Shizune, intending to go to Rin and ask Shizune to meet her old friend, who has been dead in the other world for many years.

After walking a long way down the street, Tsunade, who had been quiet, suddenly spoke, "Why did you do this?" ”

Shizun's body trembled, and he pursed his lips and said, "Have you found out a long time ago...... Master. ”

There was no response, and Mute said again: "Then Tsunade-sama, is she also ......?"

Tsunade said: "Your acting skills, if she was before, she would have been able to detect it." ”

Shizune whispered, "I just want Tsunade-sama to have a better life, maybe she'll be happy to see her Mute there......"

"Hmm." Tsunade said, the steps do not stop, continue to move forward.

They didn't go to Lynn's house, and they didn't know where they were going.

"You're doing a great job, mute."

(End of chapter)