Chapter 220: Despair
"Squeak-"
With the tooth-aching sound of the door opening, a light shone into the small room.
An old man lying on the bed tilted his head with difficulty, and from the dazzling light, he recognized the person who opened the door.
"It's Cameron......"
The old man said weakly, looking at the young man with very soft eyes.
"Father Newcastle!"
"The doctor said you can't move right now."
The young man named Cameron hurriedly changed the things in his hand and quickly stepped forward to straighten the old man's head.
"Haha......"
"I know my own body, I know ...... myself"
"You don't have to take care of me anymore, I'm afraid I'm going to Heaven to meet the Lord of Radiance soon......"
The old man said a few words, and his voice became weaker and weaker, and at last it was almost inaudible.
Cameron knelt beside the bed, holding Father Newcastle's withered hand tightly.
His eyes were red and the tip of his nose was sour.
"No, your body will be fine, it will be fine."
"Don't talk anymore, I will always take care of you, and the doctor will definitely save you!"
Cameron muttered to himself, kept talking, hoping that Father Newcastle would not give up.
"Alas......"
"Follow me, let your child suffer......"
Father Newcastle's eyes were bitter, and he looked at the fresco that he had painted with his own hands on the dome.
Above is the great Lord of Light and her heavenly kingdom.
The great Lord of Light stood in the middle, surrounded by her devout followers and endless good intentions.
However, due to the age of the drawing, there are some places where a piece is missing.
Father Newcastle seems to recall the time when he started painting.
At that time, he was still a vigorous young man with the ambition of helping the world.
Under the guidance of the Lord of Great Light, he came to the ghetto.
After seeing all the hardships in the slums, Father Newcastle decided to stay and want to change the place for the better.
But after all these years, he was about to meet the Lord of Radiance.
Unfortunately, nothing has changed in the slums.
The poor are still poor, and those who cannot afford to eat have long since starved to death, but new people have come in to replenish them.
Father Newcastle didn't know what the reason was.
He has helped countless people in his life, but he can't help this world.
The Holy See has only one church in this ghetto.
But the church is dilapidated and almost unusable.
There is no one to repair the old church, no one to build a new one.
No one even wants to take their place.
The child in front of him was an abandoned baby he had picked up, and finally grew up safely into what he is now.
He also suffered a lot with himself......
Father Newcastle sighed softly.
O great and merciful Lord of Light, may you bless this child in the High Heaven from illness and great tribulation in the future.
May he live without worries.
"Cameron, you leave the church after I'm gone, get out of here."
When the young man heard this, he suddenly felt like a thunderbolt from the sky.
"No, I won't, I'll hold up the church."
"I will try to get the church recognized by the Holy See."
"I won't let your perseverance be buried......"
As he spoke, the boy's tears fell involuntarily.
He couldn't figure out why, as members of the Holy See, people from other churches were reluctant to lend a hand.
Don't even want to look here.
But now that those indifferent Churches are gone, Cameron does not dare to tell Father Newcastle, who has been bedridden.
Because the Holy See is everything to him, and faith is the pillar of his heart.
He was afraid that when the priest heard this, he would follow the Holy See on the spot.
"No, no......"
"They won't ......"
Father Newcastle's lips twitched slightly, and the words that came out were almost a thread.
"Father, hold on, I'll go to the doctor!"
"If the doctor can save you, the doctor will definitely save you!"
"You hold on first, I'll go to the doctor......"
Cameron ran out in a hurry, he had never run so fast before, and at the moment it seemed that even the sound could not catch up with him.
But there comes a time when the sound is blocked by the wall.
And Cameron also hit a chest as thick as a wall.
"Poof!
”
The boy was slammed to the ground, revealing a handsome face like an angel.
The people around him froze for a moment, and then surrounded him in the middle.
But Cameron didn't care, he just wanted to find a doctor at the moment.
Find a doctor and treat Father Newcastle.
Nothing could be more important.
"Look who this is, so pretty."
"Hahaha, go to the red light street and dress up, I guess no one can see his man."
"What else do you want to dress, you can look like this now."
“……”
Foul language bombarded Cameron's ears.
Seeing that he couldn't break through, a strong despair gradually grew in his heart.
These are gangsters who have already planned for themselves, and even the church wants to take them.
Let's try it soon, everyone. 】
The personalities of these people have been distorted by the slums, so meat and vegetarian food are not taboo.
But because of Father Newcastle's intimidation, nothing happened all this time.
But today......
"Get out of the way!
”
Like a mad dog, Cameron pounced on a man and bit a man's arm.
Then he twisted his head and forcibly tore a piece of flesh from it.
"Ah——!
! ”
The man wailed violently, blood streaming from his arm.
He couldn't understand how a guy who looked like a white rabbit could become like a mad dog.
The people around looked at the young man with blood dripping from the corner of his mouth and fierce eyes, and he was shocked for a while.
This allowed the teenager to find an opportunity to break free from the cracks in the crowd.
Like a mad dog, Cameron pounced on a man and bit a man's arm.
Then he twisted his head and forcibly tore a piece of flesh from it.
"Ah——!
! ”
The man wailed violently, blood streaming from his arm.
He couldn't understand how a guy who looked like a white rabbit could become like a mad dog.
The people around looked at the young man with blood dripping from the corner of his mouth and fierce eyes, and he was shocked for a while.
This allowed the teenager to find an opportunity to break free from the cracks in the crowd.
Doctor, doctor is ahead, just find him......
A strong light bloomed in the boy's eyes.
But then, his gaze began to roll around, and the heavens and the earth kept spinning.
"Boom-"
There was a violent impact, and the boy's world suddenly went dark.
He couldn't tell the difference between the east and the west, and he only felt so painful.
It really hurts.
It was as if countless knives had been plunged into the body......
Find a doctor, he's going to a doctor......
Cameron crawled forward with the memory of the lake, but his palms seemed to be pinned by something.
"Damn, boss, you're not going to kick him to death, are you?"
"How can I be, I have measure."
"Look at this face, it must be a lot of money to sell to those big people."
"Hell knows how those big guys have such strange fetishes."
"If you like women......"
“……”
A myriad of voices filled Cameron's confused head.
Why, O great Lord of Light.
Why did Father Newcastle suffer such misfortune?
Why do you allow devout believers to suffer.
Doesn't the doctrine say that those who believe in you will be saved from suffering?
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