524 Silence
After that, Tang Xi locked himself in the room, in the dim room, leaning helplessly against the wall, his eyes were desolate and miserable, his face was full of tears, and his swollen eyes overflowed with tears from time to time.
Tang Xi cried, laughed and cried, his voice was low, containing endless grievances, "Everyone...... Don't even want me......"
His fingertips trembled slightly, and the dense pain in his chest made it difficult for Tang Xi to breathe, and his head seemed to be confused with a layer of slurry.
On the edge of the bed, Xiao Yu often sat there awkwardly making herself laugh; Next to the peony flowers, Xiao Yu will carefully water them; At the table, Xiao Yu often sleeps there; In front of the window, Xiao Yu will sit there quietly and read.
In this room, there are traces of Xiao Yu's life everywhere, as if Xiao Yu is still here, but he just came out for a long time.
But Xiao Yu can no longer appear in this world, he even has his soul disappeared cleanly, the little boy who will make himself happy will never come back, all the traces of his existence in this world will disappear with time, even if Tang Xi is a god, he has no ability to save him.
Every time I think of this, Tang Xi's tears keep falling like beads with broken threads, and the bitterness, grief, and loneliness completely drown Tang Xi, and the sound of sobbing can't tell Tang Xi's grievances.
I don't know how long it has been
Tang Xi couldn't feel the numbness of his body, but he sat so quietly, his thin body seemed to fall down as soon as he blew it, his lips were dry and white, his face was covered with tears, and his numb eyes didn't know where to look, as if broken glass had fallen to the ground, and Tang Xi's lonely figure was reflected on each piece of glass.
"Knock Knock"
Ah Ci knocked on the door and said worriedly, "Xiaoxi, don't lock yourself in the house for too long, we'll be worried." ”
Tang Xi buried his head in his knees and was silent and did not respond.
Seeing that there was no response, Ah Ci couldn't help but sigh, "You are now a first-level god, don't you want to resurrect the soul beast soul hidden in your martial soul?" ”
This sentence caused a ripple in Tang Xi's silent heart, tears appeared in Tang Xi's eyes, and his hands clenched his dress uneasily.
It was so long, so long that she forgot about them.
Nine Xuan Jade Green Scorpion, Deep Sea Demon Whale King......
With their own strength, they can already be restored, but now I am so tired.
Tang Xi put his hand between his forehead, exhaled tiredly, and his lonely back pulled on the ground for a long, long time.
Ah Ci pursed his lips, he still had to give him more time, thinking so, Ah Ci turned around and was about to leave.
There was a "creak" and the door opened.
Tang Xi lowered his head and opened the door, and said in a low voice, "Sister Aci, ......"
Ah Ci was stunned and immediately turned around to look over.
Tang Xi's body was even thinner, his face was haggard, there were tears on his face, and his eyes were red and swollen, as if he had been abandoned.
Ah Ci was very distressed, and hugged Tang Xi into his arms and comforted, "I haven't seen you for a few months, you have made yourself so haggard, all this is over, you still have us, you are not alone, next time don't lock yourself in the room for so long." ”
Tears swirled in his eyes, Tang Xi choked and buried his face in Ah Ci's arms and cried, "Sister Ah Ci, I'm so tired, I'm really tired, I don't want to become a god, it's really painful to be a god." ”
Ah Ci rubbed Tang Xi's hair, and was very sad to see Tang Xi's aggrieved appearance, this was the first time she saw Tang Xi crying, and the girl who was full of smiles before finally became like this.
"Rest when you're tired, you've done well enough by now." Ah Ci patted Tang Xi's back and said softly.
I don't know how long I cried, Tang Xi raised his head from Ah Ci's arms, his eyes were swollen from crying, he looked extremely aggrieved, and he reached out and rubbed his eyes uncomfortably, "Sister Ah Ci, give me some time, I will never cry again next time." ”
Tears soaked the clothes on Ah Ci's chest, Ah Ci shook his head, and said without caring at all, "Xiaoxi, you can cry if you want to, we are people first and then gods, and if you are wronged, you should cry out." ”
Tang Xi's eyes drooped, and he let out a faint "um", and his eyes were tumbling with heavy sadness and bitter gray colors.
I really want to sleep, so I will make up for what I owe yesterday
QAQ
(End of chapter)