Chapter 311: The Overlap of Past Life Trajectories
Just when Xu Xing's brain exploded, thinking that Yan Chi Vinegar was going to do something stupid, or simply to escape from him.
As soon as he rushed out of the office, he saw Yan Chi Vinegar walking in with two cups of milk tea in his hand, so that he braked sharply and almost fell to the ground.
"What's wrong with you?" Yan Chi vinegar handed a cup of milk tea to Xu Xing, tilted his head and asked, "In such a hurry, has something happened?"
"Uh......" Xu Xing took the milk tea, and looked at Yan Chi vinegar in front of him in a daze, the feeling of riding a roller coaster made his heart beat violently.
He looked at the milk tea in his hand and the resignation letter, and didn't know what to say for a while.
"Who sent this?" Xu Xing held up his resignation application and asked.
"Me." Yan Chi Vinegar pursed his lips and smiled slightly, as if everything was normal, "I was just about to tell you about it when you come back, but the milk tea takeaway I ordered arrived first, so I went to get it."
Xu Xing, who was originally relieved and thought that the resignation application was another employee, was suspended again at this time: "Why did you suddenly think of resigning?"
Yan Chi Vinegar didn't answer, but turned his head to look left and right, and then pointed to the office, "Are you sure you want me to say it here?" Let's go in first."
The two of them returned to the office and sat down on the couch.
Yan Chi Vinegar rarely sat on the single sofa and did not sit with Xu Xing.
Holding the milk tea in both hands and taking a sip, her eyes fell on Xu Xing's letter, and she said, "Once I encounter something that catches me off guard, I am always not very good at speaking, so I wrote everything I want to say in it, you can take a look at it first."
Facing Yan Chi vinegar in front of her, Xu Xing felt as if she had suddenly "grown".
In the past, she would always show shame and reserve in front of herself, but today it has become different.
Xu Xing can't tell what it is, maybe it's temperament, maybe it's personality, or maybe it's style of doing things.
But after a little reminiscence, Xu Xing suddenly realized where his feelings came from.
Yan Chi vinegar at this moment, inexplicably, made him feel like he had when he met Yan Chi vinegar in his previous life.
Although there are not a lot of differences, there is a slight similarity in charm.
"Look, what?" Yan Chi vinegar lowered his head and took a sip of milk tea, blinked and asked, "Let's take a look at the letter in your hand first."
「…… Okay."
Xu Xing took a deep breath, he probably realized something in his heart, and when he opened the letter in his hand, he had already made mental preparations.
And the first sentence at the beginning was unexpected, but it was reasonable.
[That night, in fact, I didn't fall asleep, I heard everything you said]
Just this sentence had already made Xu Xing subconsciously clench the paper and purse his lips.
Although Yan Chi Vinegar didn't specifically refer to that night, as long as he wasn't really stupid, he knew what she was referring to.
In other words, as early as a month ago, Yan Chi Vinegar already knew the truth of the matter.
I kept it in my heart for a whole month.
The torment and struggle she endured during this period are known only to her. ….
[I've thought a lot about it this month, and my head was very messy at the beginning, and I couldn't accept that such a thing happened to me]
[But it just happened, and I can't escape or ignore it]
[At the beginning, I was just aggrieved and angry, there was a kind of pain of being betrayed, and the whole person was in a trance]
[The person I trust and love the most, it will still be like this, and I don't know what else can be believed in this world]
Xu Xing was silent, just like the sadness he felt when he told Xu Nian the truth during the New Year.
It's hard to have both sides in the world, and if you want them all, you often have to hurt them all.
Only by breaking people's hearts into one place and then picking them up again, piecing them together and reshaping their concepts, is it possible to move forward.
But what right does he have?
[But then my mood calmed down, and I relented again]
[If you think about it from another perspective, I may understand Sister Nian Nian]
[But in the face of feelings, I am obviously your girlfriend, why should I empathize with other women]
[This may sound cruel, but it's a normal thought]
[I can't share my beloved with others out of sympathy]
[But the key to the matter is, Xu Xing, you have already accepted Sister Nian Nian]
[Then what else can I do]
[Crying and begging you to drive Sister Nian Nian away? 】
[I know you won't do this, and after talking to Sister Nian Nian last night, I understand that it is difficult for her to really leave your side]
[I've thought about it for a long time, but I don't know what to do]
[I only know that I can't stay with you anymore, at least I have to find a place where I can't see you for the time being, so that I can calm myself down]
[So I decided to resign]
[Maybe after I calm down and re-examine my relationship with you, and with Sister Niannian, I will have a more rational decision]
[I hope you can respect me, just like you saved me from the Internet café in the first place]
There wasn't much content in it, but Xu Xing read it very carefully, and it took him a full ten minutes to read it back and forth three or four times.
After reading it, Xu Xing folded the letter, solemnly put it in his pocket, and then picked up the cup of milk tea and took a big sip.
"What are your plans after you resign?" Xu Xing asked, "The school is already out for the summer, do you want to stay in school or?"
"I don't know, maybe go out and walk around."
"And how do I contact you?"
"I hope you don't contact me." Yan Chi pursed his lips, then picked up his phone and shook it, "Of course, WeChat messaging is fine, isn't it, I'm not childish to play missing."
"Then we're ...... now."
"You should just break up." When Yan Chi Vinegar said this, his speed of speech sped up a little, and his hands were tightly clasped on his knees, as if he was afraid that he would regret it, "I am responsible for my own decision."
The atmosphere fell silent again.
Xu Xing closed his eyes and leaned back on the sofa, his mind caught off guard by Yan Chi's sudden action.
But at this point, he didn't seem to have any reason to stop her decision. ….
This is not a drama of a domineering president, something that can be conquered by pressing her against the wall and kissing her.
When he couldn't let go of both girls, it was destined that this kind of thing was likely to happen.
It's just that he had thought about what Vinegar would do when he learned the truth.
Maybe she's going to cry a lot, or she's going to find a place to escape.
But he never imagined that it would be the way it is today.
It seemed that overnight, the girl suddenly changed dramatically.
The intellectual and rational strong woman in the previous life actually appeared in front of her again in this way.
Although it cannot be said that the two are exactly alike, they are very similar.
In her previous life, Yan Chi Vinegar became like that, probably because she was made a big fuss by her mother in an Internet café, and finally after being helped by Yao Yuanyuan and Pei Qinglan, she slowly formed a character.
In this life, Xu Xing stepped in and avoided such a personality change as Yan Chi Vinegar, but now, a year later, he has completed a psychological transformation through this form.
Although this is not what Xu Xing wants to see...... But it was he who made it happen.
Xu Xing was silent, not knowing what to say, and finally just said, "Let's eat together in the evening."
「…… Still don't need to." Yan Chi Vinegar hesitated for a moment, but still shook his head and refused, and said with a light smile, "I'm afraid that after dinner with you, I won't be willing to leave."
After speaking, Yan Chi Vinegar stood up and hesitated
, still walked in front of Xu Xing and hugged him.
She sniffed the smell of Xu Xing's body, and hugged her harder and harder, as if she wanted to cash in all the future hugs at once.
Finally, she made up her mind, immediately let go of her hands, turned around and walked out of the office quickly, not daring to give herself more time to covet this warmth.
This time, Xu Xing didn't rush out of the office like he did just now, but leaned on the sofa weakly, looking up at the ceiling.
After being reborn, his life has always been smooth sailing, and he has never encountered any major setbacks.
He originally thought that this life should go smoothly, but in the end, he found that things were not always as he wanted.
Life is wonderful because of its unknown, and it is also fragile because of this unknown.
Xu Xing thought that his life was already known, but now it seems that he was very wrong.
……
Downstairs in the Ocean International Building, Yan Chi Vinegar sat in the back seat of the taxi.
Looking at the backward street scene and the distant buildings, Yan Chi Vinegar held the sachet Xu Xing gave her on her birthday, pursed her lips vigorously, but still shed tears uncontrollably.
Obviously, I was holding back in the office just now...... But I couldn't stop it.
In fact, she is the one who has no reason to give in, and she is the one who should stick to defend her feelings.
But if it is in the face of Sister Nian Nian, in the face of the facts that have already happened, she doesn't know how to face it.
It's just that now after saying what she said to Xu Xing, her mood is much more relaxed than before.
The taxi drove all the way and took her to the door of Yao Yuanyuan's house.
At this time, Yao Yuanyuan was still working in the company, and only Pei Qinglan was at home. ….
Pei Qinglan, who knew in advance that she wanted to stay here, opened the door for her, and when she saw the tears on her face, she hugged her hands and asked with a smile, "Although this is not very polite, it seems to be a lot of hurt."
"Aunt Pei......"
"Let's go first." Pei Qinglan took her in, went to the sanitary department to get a basin of hot water, and brought her a hot towel out, "Wipe your face before talking."
"Thank you." Yan Chi Vinegar took the towel embarrassedly and wiped his face.
After being wiped with a warm towel, her spirits improved a lot.
Pei Qinglan was rarely free today, and looked at her with interest, and after she finished wiping her face, she asked, "Yuanyuan didn't tell me over there, you quarreled with Xu Xing?"
Yan Chi opened his mouth, a little unsure of where to start, and finally could only nod: "Well, almost."
"And how long are you going to stay here?" Pei Qinglan got up again and poured her a glass of water, "It's okay to live here for as long as you want, but if it's just a quarrel, I guess your character is not going to come out to live like this."
was told that she hit the point, Yan Chi Vinegar was suddenly a little embarrassed, but he really didn't know what to say.
But Pei Qinglan didn't shy away from pursing her lips at all, and asked directly, "Is there someone outside him?"
Yan Chi Vinegar: "...... Aunt Pei, how are you, how are you ......?"
"It's almost written on my face." Pei Qinglan sighed, and then said, "Besides, people like Xu Xing, it is difficult to control themselves when they are rich, I have seen a lot, and appreciating his business talent is one thing, but I have never expected him to be a man."
"Actually...... It's not as bad as Aunt Pei said." Yan Chi vinegar even excused him, "Although he ...... But it's still different from everyone else."
"I don't really care about that, either." Pei Qinglan shrugged her shoulders, "As long as he doesn't get affected, and then affect the business between us."
"But what about yourself?"
"What are you going to do now?"
"I've resigned." Yan Chi Vinegar whispered, "I will borrow it here for a few days, and then I plan to go out on a trip, relax my mood, and come back to school when school opens."
"Oh?" Pei Qinglan was a little surprised, "What about Xu Xing?"
"I haven't figured it out yet...... Yan Chi pursed his lips, "I don't know what to do."
"Then think slowly, life still has a long way to go, and there will only be more similar things." Pei Qinglan laughed twice, "It's good to go out and see the world, it's good to walk around, maybe you've seen a lot, and you'll find ...... when you look back."
"Found what?"
"It's the same thing to find a man, and you may be able to live well by yourself."
"Really......
"At least men won't be the whole of your life, will they?" Pei Qinglan leaned back on the sofa and talked to her relaxedly, "In life, there should be a lot of things worth pursuing and enjoying."
"Then does Aunt Pei have any pursuits or enjoyment?"
"Of course." Pei Qinglan said with a smile, "Investing is a hobby of mine, and because of this hobby, I often need to travel around the world to see the scenery of different places, which can be regarded as paid travel."
"Actually, it's just work......
"That's better than clinging to a man." Pei Qinglan sighed, "Women can seek love, but it's best not to pin all your hopes on men, when you can really rely on yourself to live independently in this world, falling in love with a man will be your choice rather than the result of no other choice."
If Xu Xing was here, he would probably understand why Yan Chi vinegar in the previous life would become such a strong woman character.
At this time, although Yan Chi Vinegar was not particularly able to understand and accept Pei Qinglan's views, he felt some comfort inexplicably.
"I'm going abroad again in two days to talk about a business." Pei Qinglan looked at Yan Chi Vinegar and smiled and invited, "Since you are Mr. Xu's secretary, do you want to come to work on my side?" Why don't you take a paid trip abroad?"
"Hmm...... Sounds pretty good."
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