Xia Zhi, who was waiting outside the door, saw off the two police officers. Yang Ke looked at Mi Yang pleadingly: "What should I do?" ”

Miyang didn't speak, because she couldn't give advice. I walked to the cabinet, began to pack my duffel bag, and after a long time, I said something meaningful: "Maybe... Whose ignorance has less time... It's hard to avoid this... Unbearable thing! ”

Yang Ke didn't hear the meaning of the words, lowered his head and hugged his knees, still immersed in sadness.

After packing up his things, Miyang went to the nurse's station and asked about the process of going through the discharge procedures. Xia Zhi happened to come over and comforted: "Fortunately... Yang Ke was just a little frightened, go back to the hotel in a while, you both sleep well, call me if there is anything, and I will go over to look for you after work. ”

Mi Yang nodded, Xia Zhi's comfort made her feel a lot more at ease.

Back at the hotel, Yang Ke locked himself in the bathroom, washed up from the inside out, ate a full meal of breakfast bought by Miyang, poured it into the quilt and fell asleep. Leaving Miyang alone, he sat in front of the window in a daze alone.

When people are alone in a daze, they will always think of many dark things that they don't want to think about and face.

At the age of fourteen, it was the beginning of the girl's growth, and Miyang at that time was like a tender lotus bud waiting to be released! In the scorching summer of that year, Xia Zhi packed his bags in advance and went to his mother's place first; At the end of the summer vacation, I embarked on the road to study in the north alone.

On this day, her mother told Mi Yang that her aunt, who was married in a small town three hundred miles away, called and asked Mi Yang, who was idle at home, to go to the town to help take care of her four-year-old cousin.

Before that, Mi Yang had never been to his aunt's house, and he had only seen his uncle twice during the Chinese New Year. The little uncle didn't give her the impression of being friendly, so she didn't want to go. But fourteen-year-old Miyang can twist his strong mother. Early the next morning, I was forced to pick up a change of clothes and get on the bumpy passenger bus.

When he arrived at the passenger station in the small town, Miyang, who was so dizzy that he couldn't find the north, was dragged off the train by his aunt.

A small courtyard of about two or three hundred square meters, in which there are several bungalows. My aunt's house is on the right side of the innermost part of the courtyard, in a bungalow of about thirty or forty square meters. The room is separated from it, and there is an octagonal table in the front room, which is the living room, and the inner room is the bedroom.

There is a big Simmon in the bedroom, which belongs to the aunt's family of three; There is a single iron-framed bed next to the big bed, which is the bed of the second uncle's cousin Fang. Cousin Fang, who dropped out of school early, works in a small town and lives at her aunt's house temporarily.

The aunt pointed to the iron frame bed and said to Mi Yang: "Your cousin Fang works half a month in the morning and half a month in the evening, and you don't have to squeeze when you sleep alone during the night shift." ”

The hot weather made the bungalow like a big steamer, and beads of sweat the size of beans continued to drip down Miyang's cheeks. As soon as she arrived, she had a strong desire to leave.

The little uncle was not at home, and after lunch, the little aunt took her cousin to take a lunch break in the room.

The ceiling fan on the roof of the bedroom made a loud and dull noise. Miyang listened intently to the frantic chirping of cicadas from the only tree in the courtyard, and wondered how to get out of here.

"Miyang ......"

Yang Ke sat down on the chair next to him and rested his head on Mi Yang's shoulder.

"What are you thinking, thinking so distractedly?"

Mi Yang hesitated for a moment, and said to himself: "If it weren't for the heat that can almost roast people... The main thing is that I don't know the road, if I had gone home, it wouldn't have happened later, at most... I was scolded by my mom ......."

Yang Ke looked at Mi Yang: "What's the 'way home', what's wrong with you?" ”

Mi Yang's face became more and more heavy, and he decided to present that unbearable old incident in front of Yang Ke.

There is no bathroom, and the bathhouse in the alley is a place to take a bath every day. In the evening, seeing the frank scenes in the bathhouse, Mi Yang hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to go in. It wasn't until Cousin Fang came out after washing that she urged again and again, and she couldn't stand the sweat-soaked and dry, dry and wet clothes, so she finally gritted her teeth, went in tremblingly, and washed it hastily.

At night, Cousin Fang slept on the side of the wall, leaving the position of the big bed to Miyang. The little uncle hasn't come back yet, and although it's the aunt who sleeps next to the iron frame bed, Mi Yang still can't sleep in such an environment.

But what can I do if I don't sleep, after a long time, and I can't stand the urging of Cousin Fang and my aunt, Mi Yang reluctantly climbed onto the iron frame bed. The aunt lying next to her persuaded her to help take care of her cousin when she was going out of the stall sooner or later.

My aunt not only looks alike to her mother, but her strong personality is also the same, maybe it's because of her grandmother. Miyang has been afraid of her grandmother since she was a child, but her grandfather is much more easy-going.

The night was deep, and the teenagers were good at sleeping, and Mi Yang, who couldn't stand the sleepiness, fell asleep quickly. When I woke up in the morning, my little uncle, who didn't know when he came home, was snoring.

Five people crammed into a small room, even a slight turn can affect everyone. Thinking about it later, the embarrassment that hides danger is really scary.

The little uncle looked up at Miyang and asked, "When did Miyang come?" Then he fell asleep again, and the snoring went from low to high, and then it sounded again.

So two days without incident. But Miyang found that her instincts were right, the little uncle was short-tempered, never cared about the family and her cousin, and often came home late at night, or even never returned home at night. Mi Yang had also heard from relatives that his uncle was originally a street gangster, and that his aunt had married him entirely to stay away from the countryside.

In the evening of the next day, the aunt who came home from the stall was cooking porridge in the yard on a small stove, when the uncle suddenly came back and said, "Hasn't the rice been cooked yet?"

The aunt scolded: "You didn't say you came back to eat, and you didn't cook your portion." ”

The little uncle looked at Mi Yang, who was sitting at the table and was teaching his cousin to read and write, sat down next to his cousin, and said, "Then what do I eat?" ”

The little uncle's eyes were full of evil, Mi Yang didn't dare to look at him directly, and he was even worried when he was there.

In private, Mi Yang mentioned to Cousin Fang that she wanted to go home, but Cousin Fang turned around and told her aunt. The aunt only treated her as hypocritical, and said, "Why did you just come and leave?" You're okay at home during the summer vacation, isn't it good to stay in the city? ”

The timid Mi Yang had no choice but to stay again, but this stay, in her young and immature heart, left a wound that was difficult to heal.

On the evening of the third day, Cousin Fang, who came out of the bathhouse, went directly to the evening shift. Miyang returned to the small courtyard with his toiletries. The aunt was cooking porridge again, Mi Yang walked straight to the inner bedroom, pushed open the half-covered door with a "squeak", and was about to step in with one foot, and the next second, she hurriedly retreated......

Yang Ke interjected: "Is it... Is your little uncle in there? ”

Mi Yang hugged his knees with his hands, "buried" his face in his arms, and was silent for a long time. Yang Ke hugged her and patted her back gently: "These things... Did you bury it in your heart and never tell anyone? It's good to say it, some things are too heavy for a person to bear and digest! ”

The courtyard was still scorching in the evening, and the sweat on Miyang's head and body kept pouring out, and the clean clothes he had just changed into were soaked with sweat again. But she didn't care so much anymore, and her mind was full of scenes lingering in the bedroom: the little uncle was lying on the bed watching TV, with only a pair of underwear on his body, and one hand in the underwear......

Suddenly feeling a tumbling sensation in his chest, a mouthful of blood gushing out of his throat and spitting onto the hot ground, Miyang ran to the dining table and tore off the towel hanging on the wall.

The aunt who didn't know why she scolded Mi Yang, why was she startled, and she was sweating after taking a shower. Mi Yang wiped his mouth to make sure that no more blood was spitting out, walked over to his aunt, and mustered up the courage to mention the matter of going home to his aunt.

The aunt stopped the spatula in her hand, looked at Mi Yang with sharp eyes, and the cowardly Mi Yang couldn't say anything when she came to her mouth.

Ten minutes later, the little uncle got dressed, walked outside, glanced at Mi Yang meaningfully, and hurried out, he didn't return that night.

The next day, until about ten o'clock in the evening, the little uncle still did not come back. Mi Yang looked at the ceiling fan on the roof, and didn't dare to close his eyes. But after a few days of lack of sleep, I couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep quickly.

I don't know how long it took, Mi Yang was suddenly awakened by a burst of restlessness: a hand reached into the thin blanket covering her body, fumbled to unzip her pants, and was about to reach up into her blouse, when she suddenly woke up, and the hand quickly retracted!

Miyang sat up from the bed in fright. Through the faint light outside the window, I saw my little uncle lying next to her, and when I saw that she was awake, I quickly turned around and hugged the little aunt next to me......

"I got up from my bed and sat at the dining table outside for a long time, until it was early in the morning and when the alley outside the courtyard was full of shouts, I packed my clothes, didn't tell anyone, walked all the way and asked, and almost noon found the bus station... The sweat on my body has not stopped, and my hair and clothes are wet! ”

"It's not a thing!" Yang Ke said fiercely.

"When I got home, my mother saw me in embarrassment," Miyang continued, "and if you don't distinguish between what is right and what is wrong, it's a reprimand." At that age, if you feel wronged, you should go home to find your mother. I didn't plan to tell her, but I was so angry with her that I told her the truth......"

Mi Yang raised his head and looked at Yang Ke: "My mother doesn't take it seriously at all, I don't know why, she just said, 'He's just a shapeless person, and you didn't suffer, forget it, I'll let my aunt scold him'...... Yang Ke, you're right, for so many years, I can't digest this matter at all, I thought that I would slowly forget it after a long time, but the more I want to forget, the more unbearable old things will always be clear... Come out of the woodwork. I really... It's really hateful! ”

Yang Ke hugged Mi Yang tightly: "Throw out those unbearable garbage, just pour them out!" ”

The two helpless girls hugged each other and comforted each other while wiping their tears.