Chapter 20 Where Is My Mother?

Today is a new day, and Su Shi is in a good mood because he finds that after that thrilling full moon night, he can clearly feel the recovery and growth of his body after Doudou has transfused blood for himself.

Without the shadow of the previous sense of weakness, without the restriction of being unable to move freely, and without the watchfulness of being alone when you are lonely, it is really much better now than in the past, although there will still be moments of weakness.

However, Su Shi is still very grateful for the current state, and he is deeply grateful to his father, Su Lingyun, who is a high mountain silently shielding himself from strong winds and torrential rains, frustration and pain. This kind of gratitude is not often spoken and conveyed to his father, perhaps because of the generation gap.

However, he swore fiercely in his heart that he would keep his respect for his father in his heart forever, forever.

He is also grateful for Doudou's arrival, and since Doudou came into his sight, he has a feeling that Doudou has become a part of his life. In these days, he ate with it, slept together, and whispered together as if it could never be finished.

Although he was talking alone most of the time, Doudou was very well-behaved and cooperated in front of a good audience.

He felt different from his father, who was his beloved elder, and Doudou was like one of his peers, to be precise, like his dear brother.

Speaking to his younger brother, Su Shi seemed much more relaxed and unrestrained, and he completely opened the door of his soul to Doudou, and he couldn't wait to finish the words that had been accumulated in his heart for several years.

"Doudou, although I am your boss, I still have to say, I really appreciate you, because", but his words were interrupted by Doudou's childish voice.

"Boss, this is the 87th time you've thanked me during this time, you are my boss, and I am your little brother. Doudou used a cheerful and humorous tone, "Besides, whose relationship between the two of us is with whom, I, Doudou, have a great mission now and in the future, which is to bravely protect the boss." ”

Doudou can count because the Soviets taught him to count the stars at night.

Listening to Doudou's words, Su Shi didn't say more words of thanks, maybe that's it, for the help of good friends, if you say too much, you will be outspoken. He wants to store his gratitude to Doudou in his heart and turn it into full of care, and he has made up his mind in his heart to use his own strength to protect Doudou.

"Doudou, do you remember your parents now?" Su Shi changed the subject.

"I don't have any clear impression now, but I have a feeling that they love me and are loving me now. Doudou scratched his little head with his little hands and said, "Although I can't remember what they look like now, they feel like the boss in my heart." ”

After listening to it in his heart, Su Shi actually sympathized with and loved Doudou, Doudou was much more lonely than himself, at least he was accompanied by his father, and he could see his dear father every time.

"Boss, I've seen your father, but where is your mother? I haven't seen you in a long time. Doudou's voice echoed in Su's heart.

Su Shi was silent, he couldn't remember his mother's appearance since he was a child, and he didn't know where his mother was now, for this question, he once asked his father, whenever he asked, his father always frowned, and was silent for a long time, leaving only one sentence: "Shi'er, you have to remember that your mother loves you deeply." ”

Full, Su Shi is also accustomed to his father's silence and answers, when he was young, he was ignorant, and as he grew older, he could gradually feel part of his father's mood, and his father had something unspeakable.

Because he didn't have the impression of his mother in his heart and mind, after listening to his father's words, he also believed that his mother loved him, although she was not by his side, although the feeling of this love was so strange and so distant.

In the subsequent days, until now, Su Shi has not easily mentioned the topic of his mother to Su Lingyun, so today's inquiry from Doudou suddenly brought him into his thoughts about his mother.

"Boss, boss, what's wrong with you?" Doudou was very anxious when he saw that Su Shi was suddenly silent for a long time.

Su Shi came to his senses and told Doudou that he was okay and asked Doudou to rest assured, "You asked about my mother, in fact, I don't have an impression of her, and I don't know where she is now, just like you said, I also believe that she is in love with me." Su Shi took a long breath and tried to make a reluctant smile to show Doudou.

"Boss......" Doudou said, "You have to be strong, at least you have me, I will be by your side, by the way, you and your father, he is a good man." ”

Doudou continued, "Boss, you have to grow up as an adult quickly, we will all grow up quickly, when the time comes, I, Doudou, am willing to accompany the boss to find your mother, even if it is the end of the world!" "The end of the world" is that Doudou heard Su Lingyun say it once, and he learned it.

"Well, please rest assured, little brother Doudou, your boss is very strong, I promise to work hard to grow up in the future, and when the time comes, after finding my mother, I will also accompany you to find your parents and relatives, even if it is the end of the world!" Su Shi became much better because of Doudou's words.

At this time, Su Shi made up his mind to pay attention, and he decided to wait for his father to come back from hunting and find an opportunity to ask about his mother. It is a lie that he does not miss his mother, in fact, he often thinks about his mother in his heart, imagining how his mother will be like, and he has also had a lot of dreams about finding his mother.

In the dream, the mother herself wore a white dress, with soft hair and a soft face, very holy and kind, but far away from herself, there seems to be a Milky Way in the middle, the mother is on the other side, he is on this shore. He always had to call out to his mother as hard as he could, until the Milky Way rose and cut off his vision. When he sees that the white mother can no longer see, he will wake up sweating profusely.

And he never told his father about this, he was afraid that his father would be worried, that his father would be sad, that his father would be troubled.

He is nine years old this year, although he is still very young, but he feels that he is no longer young and ignorant than before, and he cares about his mother, this time he wants to tell his father. He must know who his mother is, what she looks like, and where she is now. He decided.

Su Lingyun went out hunting early today, and there was still some time before he came back. Su Shi asked Doudou about the magical space again.

"Doudou, you said that there are no living creatures in the cave you have visited, only statues?" asked Su Shi.

"Yes, boss, I have checked a total of fifteen stone statues, all of which look like people and beasts, and one of them is a snake, and its eyes are so terrible, I was very scared. Doudou replied with a hint of fear.

"It turns out that Doudou is afraid of snakes, aha, in fact, I am also afraid of snakes, afraid of its scarlet tongue. Su Shi continued, "And you said that you heard an unfamiliar voice before leaving, right?"

"Yes, it seems to be saying something, by the way, it's 'The Red Trial, Lack of Blood, Declared Defeat'. ”

"This should be blamed on me, if you hadn't pumped your blood to me at that time, you wouldn't have failed because of the lack of blood, but I believe you will succeed next time, I have confidence in you, of course, you have to eat more and replenish your blood. "Su Shi is looking forward to the success of Doudou's next trial.

He then asked, "And the ten steps you said, the colors are different, and the red one is the first layer at the beginning, you said that there is a very strong heat, and I don't know what will happen to the subsequent steps?"

"Boss, I don't know if you ask me, but I feel like I went there once in the early days, and I don't remember the exact situation. Doudou explained.

"Forget it, don't say much, we can't know so much now, there is still a long way to go, our first task now is to grow up, grow up, or grow up. After Su Shi's voice was transmitted, he heard Doudou repeat his words as well, "Grow up, grow up, grow up!" There was confidence and hope in the immature voice.

Although the footsteps of time cannot be seen, they can be felt, and it has been running wildly. Soon, there was the familiar sound of pushing the door in his ears, and Su Shi knew that this was his father's return from hunting. With both hands propped up on the bed, Su Shi sat up and saw his father holding the prey in one hand, a tiger and a steel fork in the other.

"Shi'er, wake up. Are you hungry or not, how does your body feel?" Su Lingyun was very concerned about his son's physical condition.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. ”

Hearing this, Su Lingyun was obviously much happier. With a kind smile on his face, he quickly lowered the steel fork, took out the bowl, filled it with blood medicine, and prepared to hand it to Su Shi.

"Do you need to add Xuanqing Grass this time?"

Su Lingyun shook his head when he saw Su Shi, he found that since he had Doudou, no matter how bad the blood medicine was, Su Shi would not say a word, and bravely no longer resorted to Xuanqing Grass and drank it all. He was proud of his son's bravery.

According to the usual practice, Doudou jumped out of bed, came to the tiger corpse, and performed its magical stunt, which seemed to have become its daily compulsory course, whenever Su Lingyun came back with the prey to take the blood medicine, it turned the prey corpse into flesh and blood essence.

Su Lingyun possessed and stroked Doudou's little brain, and Doudou licked his hand affectionately. Picking up the flesh essence ball, he put the ball into a pocket in the corner of the room, there were no less than dozens of essence balls in it, and it was all Doudou's credit.

Because the essence ball contained too much energy, the three of them usually didn't eat much, so over time, they had accumulated a lot.

Su Shi had already drunk blood medicine, he quietly looked at his father's figure walking around the house, it seems that his father should be in a good mood today, should I ask him? Su Shi was a little hesitant, although he had made up his mind to ask.

A lot of things are like this sometimes, we are often confident and ambitious before we do something, but when things come, some of us tend to retreat and want to escape. It's like Su Shi's state of mind at this time.

To ask or not to ask? Seeing that his father was about to push the door out, Su Shi gritted his teeth, some things must be done, and some things must be asked clearly, Su Shi bravely said the sentence that had been held in his heart.

"Daddy, where is my mother?"

Su Lingyun's footsteps stopped, and Doudou also pricked up his ears and waited quietly.

Choices of the Encyclopedia:

Choice, is a noun and a verb. On the road of life, we will encounter a variety of choices, and it is very likely that one of our choices will be the turning point and key point of our life. I Xiaosu is not a master, I just want to say to my friends, in the face of different choices, please calm down and listen to your heart, figure out what you really want, and make a choice that you are willing to take action and sweat. Once you've chosen your direction and goals, let's do our best.

Xiaosu asks you to recommend a poem: Frost's poem "The Road Not Taken"

There were two paths in the yellow woods, but unfortunately I could not tread both, and I stood at the junction for a long time, and I looked at one path until it disappeared into the depths of the jungle. But I chose another path, which was bleak and lonely, and seemed more inviting and beautiful, although on this path there were few travelers' footprints. The leaves were all over the ground that morning, and neither road was unpolluted by footprints. But I know that the path is endless, and I am afraid that I will not be able to return. Somewhere, many years from now, I will look back with a soft sigh: two paths split in a woodβ€”and I chose the less traveled one, and the path of my life was determined.

Xiaosu greets you, I wish you a good mood, exercise your body and mind, protect the environment, invite you to walk with you, and bless the love dragon