Chapter 6 Commitment and Determination

When Zhang Feng woke up in the morning, it was only about six o'clock, when the sky was just bright, on the side of the Nanshan Mountain in the county seat, a touch of white could be faintly seen, and a trace of frost caused by the temperature difference between indoor and outdoor could be seen by the window. Zhang Feng didn't sleep very well this night, he didn't know if he was doing this right, was he really only for his son? , or that he was in too much of a hurry. She can clearly perceive that the relationship between this Senior Sister Dong and her son is not ordinary, but now in this special period, since this wicked person has done it, she will do it to the end.

Zhang Feng, who got up and dressed warmly, didn't go directly to talk to his son, his son is not a child, and he will definitely be able to see the message sent last night. Even if he wakes up his son angrily, the results must be unsatisfactory, rather than saying bitterly, it is better to let his son feel it himself. Turned around and went to the kitchen and sat for a nutritious breakfast for my son. Until the third pole of the sun, Zhang Feng saw that his son's house was still not moving, and he was a little anxious, thinking about what he said to Senior Sister Dong last night, it was indeed a bit direct, if you think about it empathically, this is really lethal for yourself. Zhang Feng tentatively knocked on the door and said:

"For a long time, it's time to eat, don't sleep! It's eight or nine o'clock, and if you don't eat breakfast, you only have lunch! ”

Zhang Bajiu woke up suddenly, he dreamed that his mother didn't agree with him and Dong Lingling, no matter how he swore and begged, it had no effect, and he was finally kicked out of the house by his mother! I didn't expect this to be a dream, but this dream was too real, and I suddenly remembered that my mother did use her mobile phone to send a message to my senior sister. Hearing my mother's urging, I didn't dare to face my mother for a while, and said in a panic:

"Mom, wait a minute, I'm getting dressed, fold the quilt and I'll go to dinner!"

Dressed in a little anxious, he glanced at his mobile phone and found that the senior sister replied to him with a message, "It's okay, I understand Auntie's mood, in fact, I saw the message sent by Auntie last night, I don't know how to reply to Auntie, what I want to say is, I will grasp the measure, all of them, will be your priority, don't worry about me, you are very important to me, how can I be scared away by Auntie's words!" ”

Zhang Bajiu was a little unbelievable, this girl was so strong in her heart, and it was hard for such a little girl! But when he came to himself, he didn't know how to face his mother, and if his mother asked him for a while, he couldn't even find a reason to explain. Looking at the senior sister's reply, he replied, "Well, I understand, don't worry, I won't let you be wronged." I'm going to have breakfast first. ”

Just after replying to Dong Lingling, he was about to get up and open the door when he heard his mother's admonition:

"Son, you want to eat, mom has to go to work today, so I won't wait for you, if you feel that the food is cold, heat it up in the microwave by yourself!" Then a crisp closing of the door was heard.

Zhang Bajiu opened the bedroom door noncommittally, looking at the sunny weather by the window, he only hoped that tonight would be the same weather. When I saw the food on the table, I washed up and sat down to taste it slowly.

Is Dong Lingling really as brave and resolute as she said? She herself retreated, but the stubbornness in her heart had to let her face it bravely, she didn't want her first love to end without a problem. Zhang Bajiu is the epitome of her heart, and she hopes to live as independent, brave, positive and optimistic as Zhang Bajiu. She saw the shadow on Zhang Bajiu's body, just as she had been looking forward to. But Zhang Bajiu's mother's words were pierced in her heart like a small thorn, she didn't want to be a stumbling block in Zhang Feng's mouth, she just wanted to be the white moonlight in Zhang Bajiu's heart, a stepping stone on the road. The words I said to Zhang Bajiu in the morning can be regarded as a promise to Zhang Bajiu and a determination to keep going.

When the first rays of sunlight penetrated the bed curtain, Dong Lingling was staring at the patterns on the bed curtain with wide eyes, and the faint dark circles under her eyes indicated that this night was extraordinary. Even though she yawned a lot in bed, she still couldn't sleep. Whenever she thinks of what Zhang Bajiu's mother said, she can't sit still. Even so, she is now determined, as long as she can persevere, there will be results. The bed curtain was not tightened, and a small head poked out of the gap, this is Xu Yiruo, a good sister that Dong Lingling made after going to college. Xu Yiruo is a well-known school flower in this college, with a height of 172 cm and a weight of 105 pounds, everything is perfect, the most enviable thing is the tight figure that is convex and backward, the place where the slender jade hand brushes seems to have the fragrance of flowers, and the shawl hair is scattered softly on the shoulders. On weekdays, she is dressed up in a fresh and refined manner, and is regarded as her first love girlfriend by many boys in the college, and every time she goes to an open class, she always receives a lot of love letters, including seniors and classmates. Seeing Dong Lingling's dark eyes, he asked:

"Lingling, what's wrong? You haven't slept all night! When the sky was just dawning, I heard that your head kept turning over, did you encounter something difficult? ”

When Dong Lingling heard Xu Yiruo say this, she immediately came to her senses, she didn't want to make a big deal with her junior brother, so she lied:

"It's okay, I watched too many bitter dramas yesterday, and I didn't fall asleep when I was excited"

Until now, she has been waiting for the boy to call her, at this time, how can a girl withstand such a big pressure. Looking at the news sent by Zhang Bajiu in the morning, just a few words could not soothe her, and now I only hope that Zhang Bajiu can give me more motivation to persevere. No girl likes long-distance relationships, and the reason why she still persists is just because that boy is you. She has fantasized countless times that if she is really in a school, she will be happier and whether she can also become the princess in Zhang Bajiu's heart. But no matter what, in such a critical period, all the loneliness is the only one she can bear silently.

On weekend mornings, on the grass of the community, the park is obviously much more lively than usual, the children are chattering and chasing me, and a group of grandparents are playing Tai Chi in the park, throwing whips, and hanging their throats. But Zhang Bajiu looked out the window but was not happy at all, at this time he wanted to walk alone, quietly, but when he thought that school was going to start on Sunday, he couldn't lift up a little spirit, since he sent a message to Dong Lingling in the morning, he has not received a reply until now, he has no energy, and he has a little more irritability, but no matter what, escaping will never solve the problem, so he quickly got dressed, took his mobile phone and keys and ran downstairs, and called Dong Lingling when he went downstairs.

"Is Senpai up? If you don't get up, I'll go to you along the cable, and you need to get dressed! ”

When Dong Lingling heard the familiar voice again, her hanging heart finally let go, because she was afraid that this time it would still be Zhang Bajiu's mother's reply, Dong Lingling didn't dare to speak until the voice on the other end of the phone was familiar and cordial:

"You're finally back, I always thought it was what my aunt said to me! I don't care if I scared me to death last night, you have to make it up to me, I want to hug. Dong Lingling's voice had a coquettish tone, and even a little reproach.

Zhang Bajiu also understands that it is his own problem, his mother's tone is not comfortable on anyone, not to mention that Dong Lingling is still a girl who has not yet entered the society, and he said that he knew that he was at a loss:

"Good sister, don't be angry, it's all my fault, kiss and hug you! Don't worry, no matter who opposes it, I stick to my heart, I use my strength to prove to them, I will always be by your side, do you believe me? ”

"Of course I believe in you, I already believed in you when you and I were intertwined, and it gave me more than a little bit of security."

Dong Lingling was affirmed, and she was naturally full of joy. She knew that as long as Zhang Bajiu wanted to be with her, there would definitely be opportunities, not only the opportunities she gave him, but also the opportunities he fought for.

Zhang Bajiu heard that the tone on the other end of the phone temporarily improved, and he was finally relieved, he didn't want to ruin the relationship that had not yet come to fruition because of such a thing. Thinking in his heart, he finally solved the side, and waited for how to deal with his mother at night, he had to keep this relationship no matter what.

Zhang Bajiu walked around the rubber dam again and again, and at noon Zhang Feng sent a message to his son, saying, "Today's work is a bit too much, I won't go back to eat at noon, and I will go back in the evening to make food." This happened to follow Zhang Bajiu's wishes, now he just wants to have a good talk with Dong Lingling, I really hope that this day can always exist. Dong Lingling is the same, when she first came to the university, Dong Lingling was still a little unaccustomed to life here, and the group life of girls was inevitably intrigued, which made him feel unusually lonely, and Zhang Bajiu's sudden appearance made her life a little more fulfilling. The two of them chatted like this. One wore a thick cotton coat and walked around the rubber dam, and the other wore a coat and kept pacing in the corridor.

On the western slope of the hill there were golden rays of light, and the blood-red sun had climbed into the col at some point. At this time, the street lights were also lit up one by one along with the winding road, extending to the end of the road. Apparently the two have been on the phone for a long time. Zhang Bajiu glanced at his phone, it was already more than 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and he should go back early now to pack up his things for the start of school tomorrow. said to Dong Lingling:

"Senior sister, you see it's not early, I'm going back to pack up my things and go back to school, or I won't sleep well at night, and I will be scolded by the old dog at school the next day."

Dong Lingling was also very sympathetic, but when she thought of Zhang Bajiu calling her homeroom teacher an old dog, she said a little ridiculously:

"How can you say that about the head teacher? Anyway, I taught you for three years! Go back quickly, I know that the senior high school is very strict. ”

Zhang Bajiu hung up the phone and walked in the direction of home satisfied, along the way he was also relieved a lot, this may be the so-called sense of security, only by constantly communicating and understanding what the other party thinks, so that you can let go of the mustard in your heart little by little.

The sky gradually darkened, replaced by a dark and blue sky. Zhang Bajiu pushed open the door, and the room was pitch black, but what could still be seen clearly was the live warning lights on the TV, air conditioner, and power strip. It can be seen that Zhang Feng's work is so heavy, and he hasn't been able to get home from work at 7 or 8 o'clock in the evening in winter. Zhang Bajiu came to the kitchen, scooped up some rice, steamed the rice, and then went to the balcony, folded the clothes he had washed yesterday and put them in his schoolbag. Prepare for this mother's return.

I heard the knock on the door again, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, Zhang Feng came home with a box of milk, some walnuts, and a lot of fruits, Zhang Bajiu hurriedly took these things from his mother's hands and complained:

"Mom, you don't have to buy so many things, milk, walnuts and other things are sold in the school, and it's not that you can't buy them."

But Zhang Feng was a little impatient, he worked hard to bring things back, and when he heard that his son didn't want to bring it, he was suddenly unhappy and said:

"Why don't you bring it, then we can buy the things in the school ourselves, and it's good to choose? I bought pecans from an old farmer, the nutritional value is high, and when we finish eating, we will smash the walnuts, put them in jars for you, and take them to school to replenish your brain, what should I do if I use my brain too much after high-intensity study day by day" Zhang Feng said, changed his clothes, put on his apron and walked straight into the kitchen. The cooking is also very simple, the rice is already cooked, and it is good to take out the stewed meat frozen in the refrigerator and heat it, plus some cooked food, which is enough for the mother and son to eat.

After eating, Zhang Feng said to his son, go move a small bench, and then go to the kitchen to get a jar, let's smash the walnuts, at first Zhang Bajiu still refused, he didn't want to bring so many things to school, for him, as long as it was something that could be bought, it was the same. But seeing that my mother had prepared so much for herself, she couldn't open her mouth to refuse. So I'm going to look patiently for what I just said.

"For a long time, you are not a child anymore, there are some things that you have to judge yourself, and you can break it if you are at your current age. Even if you and I are nong now, do you really have the strength to do it? ”

As soon as he heard his mother's words and cut off contact with his senior sister, Zhang Bajiu's heart collapsed instantly, didn't he work hard enough? Can't you even have someone you like? The so-called studying hard should be honestly a nerd/

"Why do I need to follow your advice, can't I think about it?" Zhang Bajiu didn't know how else to tell his mother about it. He put down what he was holding and turned back to his bedroom, and then slammed them shut.

"If you think about your dad, are you really willing to give up your future because of a girl you may not have ever met, your dad? Would you like to see you in your current state? ”

Zhang Feng was still chattering about those things there, and the events that happened to Daniel Zhang back then were vividly remembered, stirring in Zhang Feng's mind over and over again.