Evening.

Taeyeon went home anyway.

The door opened, and the dark room looked like a giant mouth that could devour people at any moment.

Just standing at the door, there is a chilling coldness.

This coldness, even if you turn on the lights and put on the bedding, there is no way to expel it.

Taeyeon subconsciously wrapped her arms around her chest and held her slender arms.

While scanning the furnishings in the room, he walked in the direction of the bedroom.

I haven't been home for nearly a month.

When I returned home at this moment, I felt a strange feeling.

"I don't know what I'm doing when I'm forced to go home."

Taeyeon couldn't help but shake her head and smile bitterly.

Back in this home, where even Zero is gone, she really can't appreciate the taste of the so-called harbor.

"Do you want to stay at a hotel?"

Suddenly, this idea came to Taeyeon's mind.

But then, she was expelled from her mind.

Never mind.

I'm back, and I always have to get used to it.

Taeyeon looked around, thought about it, and turned on all the lights in one room after another.

After the soft light banished all the darkness in the house, Taeyeon suddenly felt that the inexplicable coolness had finally disappeared, and she could barely feel the taste of 'home'.

Immediately, the mood was completely relaxed.

Pack up your clothes, wash them, and take a shower.....

However after a series of activities were completed.

Taeyeon, who is wearing pajamas and blushing, sits on the sofa when she suddenly realizes a serious problem.

Bored!

Obviously, the phone is not far away, but Taeyeon has no desire to touch it.

Thinking that she would have to spend the long night alone, and even this time even Zero was not at home because she was sent back to Jeonju, Taeyeon couldn't help but smile bitterly and muttered, "Just say you shouldn't go home." ”

Taeyeon collapsed on the couch and stretched her body.

Long.

Want to play a computer game soon?

Suddenly, such a thought came to Taeyeon's mind, and then ..... It can't fade away.

After a while, she came to the study, and looked at the door, a look of hesitation written on her face.

Yes.

The last time I walked through this door was almost blurry to remember.

At the same time, Taeyeon can't see what she thinks in her heart.

This may be the last place in this home to leave Chen Wen's footprints.

She was a little resistant to seeing something related, but she was inexplicably looking forward to something.

Such thoughts are tangled and struggling.

However, for a long time......

"Just play on the computer, just to pass the boring time, to ensure that you don't think about anything!"

With this in mind, Taeyeon walked into the study.

On the black computer desk, there are white computers, white mice, white keyboards, and even the chassis is white.

It is plastered with cartoon stickers created with Taeyeon's image as a template, and stickers of the same style are plastered everywhere on the keyboard, computer, and chassis.

White and black are Chen Wen's favorite colors.

The stickers were brought back by Taeyeon from the company's own merchandise, and similar items include mouse pads printed with Taeyeon anime patterns, bright pink cartoon headphones, and girly pink and white gaming chairs.

There are also succulents on the table that protect against radiation.

This is what Taeyeon bought before she met Chen Wen, and she survived until the time before the two divorced.

However, because he did not return home for nearly a month, the green leaves have gradually withered, and the whole plant has lost its life.

Taeyeon seems to have forgotten the idea of only playing with the computer.

Her white fingers kept running over the computer desktop, even if it was stained with a thick layer of dust, as if she didn't notice it.

Immediately afterwards, his eyes came to the bookshelf on the side, and his eyes were faintly touched.

Taeyeon remembered.

At the beginning, there were photos and trophies of Chen Wen's life for many years.

But I don't know when it started.

No, actually Taeyeon knows.

Since the beginning of the marriage, there are only sweet photos of the two on it.

Yes.

After getting married, this family seems to be full of shadows of two people.

Although Taeyeon subconsciously ignored it.

However, at this moment, all kinds of chaotic images kept impacting Taeyeon's mind.

Wedding photos hanging on the wall of the living room.

Phone lock screen wallpaper image of two people scissorhands on top.

The couple toothbrushes and towels that haven't had time to clean up in the bathroom have ......

Everything, everything, all kinds of same things......

Taeyeon's body gradually slumped against the wall.

Her eyes swept over the furnishings in the study, and then, with a look of despair.

"I love him!"

"I know I love him!"

"It's the right thing to do to give back to the fans."

"He will find a woman whose mind will not be occupied by external objects"

"And I ......"

Taeyeon kept muttering to herself, but as she spoke, her despair gradually revealed a stubbornness, and... A touch of madness.

"I will accompany the fans to the end."

"I still have girlhood!"

"I won't regret it."

"I will never regret the divorce."

"Absolutely ......"

Taeyeon's petite body gradually curled up under the desk, her head buried in her knees, and her black hair falling down her calves.

"Should... Won't regret it, right? ”

In the end, it seems that even Taeyeon's own tone is a little uncertain.

In the study, after the last whisper, there was also a complete silence.

The next morning.

In the study.

The harsh sunlight slanted into the room.

As a red haze faded, Taeyeon's eyes finally returned to their clarity.

She lifted the black coat that covered her entire body, got up from the folded gaming chair, walked to the bathroom, washed off the dry eye stains around her eye sockets, looked at the fair pretty face in the mirror, and smiled.

"Another good day!"

Taeyeon smiled brightly, but there was a bit of reluctance, a bit of recklessness, and a bit of self-deception in her smile......

Nine.

Taeyeon arrived at the office on time and walked into the practice room.

However, as soon as he put down his backpack, An Zaiya's figure walked in closely behind.

"At Jaoni, I'm home."

Looking at Ahn Jae-ah, who hurriedly walked into the practice room, Taeyeon smiled and spoke, but seeing that Ahn Jae-ah had not changed at all, and even had a faintly ugly expression, an ominous premonition suddenly appeared in her heart,

"Is something wrong?"

Taeyeon couldn't help but ask.

Ahn Jae-ya nodded solemnly.

"Is it me or girlhood?" Taeyeon seemed to anticipate something and asked with some anticipation.

For her, it seemed that if there was just one of them that had a problem, it was something that was acceptable.

However, I saw An Zaiya's face ugly and said, "Maybe, this time it's both." ”

As soon as the words fell.

"Boom!"

Taeyeon only felt a roar in her head, her legs went limp, and she almost couldn't stand still.