Zhang Ning's misfortune was caused by himself, which has a close relationship with his family environment when he was a child, the doting of his parents and the favor of his grandmother made him the "little emperor" of the family.

Sun Chaohua clearly remembered that the two once watched a movie and talked about it, Zhang Ning said proudly, "My brother and I are one year apart, and my brother is ten years old. ”

"Why?"

"Because I have a very sweet mouth, when I go home and make me disheveled, the wicked will sue first, and use their own little tricks to observe words and sexes, which will make my grandmother sympathize with me and my parents be partial," Zhang Ning was immersed in the happiness and superiority of his childhood every time he talked about this.

"Won't your brother tell your father the truth? He also has a talking mouth. ”

Facing Sun Chaohua's doubts, Zhang Ning smiled, "As soon as I saw that my brother was about to speak, I cried, made trouble and hanged myself, so that my brother had no chance to speak. ”

"I suppose there are other reasons why your family favors you, right?" Sun Chaohua felt that things were not so simple, just relying on Zhang Ning's little tricks to please his parents and grandmother, he could win their favoritism, as if the reason was not enough.

"You guessed it, the key is that I look good, and follow the merits of my parents." When Zhang Ning said this, he was always triumphant.

"Then I understand the reason why your brother chose to study in other places and will come to work in other places, he is jealous of his parents' preference for you."

"Maybe, my brother jokes with me in private, always saying that he doesn't seem to be born to my father, but an adopted outcast." After Zhang Ning answered Sun Chaohua, he added, "But now our brother and I have a good relationship." ”

After going to college, my father came to see Zhang Ning almost once a month, not only to send money and food stamps, but also to tell him about the major events in the family and interesting stories about the unit.

After graduation, the unit was also an instant hit, the career was stabilized, and the prestige was established, which can be said to be smooth.

Why is it that at a good start in life, an unexpected first love frustration languishes, and then complains, developing into his own crankiness and insanity, resulting in mental disorders and inability to control himself?

Thinking of this, Sun Chaohua, sad for Zhang Ning, when he was in school, what a smart person, how could he destroy his future because he couldn't fall in love?

The feeling of crush is happy and leisurely, the feeling of first love makes people linger, the feeling of love is sweet and sour, the taste of love is not bitter or sweet, and the waiting of true love is eternal and unchanged.

Perhaps first love is unforgettable for everyone, and even though it is so pure and gives people wonderful memories of excitement and happiness, it will still fade with the passage of time.

Zhang Ning, Zhang Ning, how smart are you, confused for a while, even great men have tasted the bitter fruits of first love, the betrayal of love, for you, an insignificant ordinary person, what is this setback? Aren't you free to joke with your own life and fall into a situation where you can't extricate yourself?

First love is of course very important to a person's life, but compared to the whole of life, it is only the "first step of a long march", there is no need to bury your beautiful future here.

In addition to feeling sorry for Zhang Ning, when complaining that he shouldn't be sluggish, Sun Chaohua's heart trembled, laughed at himself, and persuaded others how to have a clear mind, but when it came to his own trouble, how could he not be disheartened, feel that life was boring, and his future was bleak?

Touching the scene, thinking of himself, thinking of his youthful first love, he couldn't help himself, let his thoughts be like a flood that released the floodgates, his mind was like a river overturning the sea, and the images flowed like a tide, bringing him back to the time four years ago......

In the second half of July of the fourth year, although the weather was hot, the sun shone on people's bodies, and it was hot and painful.

The screams of the tree are bursting, one after another, so that the already hot weather, make people upset, feel sad, and then hear the screams of the knowing, tearing the liver and lungs, and make people cry even more, I can't wait to catch it immediately, get down the oil pan, and fry it into a ball, so as to relieve the hatred.

In his opinion, the sky is so blue, and even the cries of knowing are so beautiful.

The bad phenomena in the eyes of ordinary people, in the eyes of Sun Chaohua, have become wonderful embellishments, and they are praises in a silent place.

Today is Sun Chaohua's classmates who graduated from high school in the county after two years, Sun Chaohua made preparations early, from his hometown 35 kilometers away from the countryside, rushed here, just for this small gathering, he came for two purposes, one is to make the city classmates who looked down on him embarrassed, and the other is to see the changes in the female classmates in the past.

The third class of high school is the key middle school in the county, which brings together three different sources of students, one is the children from two factories near the county, the second is the people who have reached the admission line of the high school entrance examination in the nearby rural areas, and enjoy the benefits of the key middle school in the region, and the third is the outstanding students from the county, who have passed the admission score line of the key high school and come here with beautiful dreams.

The three sources of students and the three small circles of study and life are self-contained, and it is difficult for outsiders to enter, not because of their mutual discrimination, but because of the completely different living habits and daily communication contents, and the contrast is too great.

However, there is a situation that has broken this invisible "shackle", and the contact between students with good academic performance, no matter where they come from, has increased with each other's strengths and weaknesses.

Sun Chaohua is from a small town on the western border of the county, his usual dress looks particularly old-fashioned in the class, the brown home weaving cloth upper and lower body is usually dressed, and the cloth shoes and cotton shoes made by his mother stay up late are his habits that alternate throughout the year.

With his poor family background, it is naturally difficult to be shortlisted for the "circle" of children from nearby factories, and the only thing that makes him confident is that his academic performance has always been at the forefront, which makes him feel at ease.

Once, he met a classmate's father in the county governor's house, because it was convenient to find a thatched house, he was so anxious that he wandered around in other people's houses, and when the classmate saw this, he was ashamed to answer the truth, and the classmate laughed and hurriedly led him to the bathroom.

After he was convenient, he saw that the feces were still leaking outside, so he was so anxious that he didn't know what to do for a while, so he went out to ask his classmates how to deal with the feces, and kindly asked people what to transport it to, or it was very close to the kitchen, and the smell was very bad.

When the classmate heard this, he smiled and pulled him to the bathroom, and pulled down a rope like the switch box used to turn on and off the lights in the countryside, and the water that flowed out washed down the feces.

Sun Chaohua's embarrassing move made another factory kid see it and laugh at him as a hillbilly.

Sun Chaohua suddenly felt embarrassed, the child's classmate recognized his academic performance very much, and covered it up for him, but he didn't know how to do it, so he escaped from the embarrassment.

Thinking of this, Sun Chaohua smiled bitterly, I don't know if those people will come today.

When he arrived at the school conference room, which was the place specially arranged by the school for their party, Sun Chaohua greeted his familiar classmates one by one, and he saw a female classmate, who was particularly beautiful today, which aroused his curiosity.

This female classmate's wheat-colored skin gives people a sense of health and vitality, wearing a full set of pure blue with white sportswear, slightly curly brown hair, tied into a relaxed and lively braid, looking very cute.

Up close, she has a melon seed face, long eyebrows and big eyes, and a pair of double eyelids that appear and disappear from time to time, as if they were specially grown for her, making her more gorgeous and outstanding, with fair skin, slender figure, and very beautiful appearance.

Sun Chaohua couldn't remember her name, so she hurriedly asked a familiar female classmate, and when the female classmate heard it, she said to Sun Chaohua, "You forgot it after only two years, it was a flower in our class, a child of the watch factory, classmate Fan Xiaodong?" ”

After Sun Chaohua heard this, he was afraid of being ridiculed by his classmates again, so he hurriedly said, "Ao, I remembered......"