Chapter 119: With a superior appearance
Finally waited for the university to report and enroll, he couldn't wait to write the first letter to Fan Xiaodong, in which he wrote, "Dear Fan Xiaodong, since that day of the class reunion, I was fortunate to see your dignity, I am very impressed, I hope that from now on, we will maintain long-term exchanges, learn from each other, and make progress together." ”
He felt that the first letter could not let the other party see his true intentions, and he should use ordinary language to speak eloquently, which was more appropriate, and he could consider the next plan according to the speed and content of the other party's reply.
After the letter was sent, Sun Chaohua calculated the time all day, thinking in his heart that the communication in the city was generally received in three days, and after the other party received the letter, he considered replying to the letter in one day, and he should receive the reply around the seventh day.
He sat on pins and needles, thinking about tea and food, anxiously waiting for the results......
After Fan Xiaodong received the letter, he was very surprised, for more than two years, Sun Chaohua, who was not very impressed when he was in school, suddenly wrote a letter.
I am glad that my former classmates have been admitted to the university, and they can communicate with him in the future, understand the content of business management courses, and provide reference for themselves to participate in self-study exams and choose majors in the future.
She replied to Sun Chaohua in a timely manner the next day, with a general meaning, expressing her gratitude to Sun Chaohua for remembering her as a classmate, and also hoping to maintain communication and get more information about the content of the professional course from Sun Chaohua.
Sun Chaohua saw that Fan Xiaodong replied in a timely manner, and was willing to continue to maintain communication, he was so happy, he thought that his first opportunity had an effect, so he boldly began to implement the second step plan.
In the second letter, he introduced the superiority of his major, the role of his future role in the enterprise, and the direction of his future career will be the director of the enterprise.
Fan Xiaodong read it, said that he was a college student, and he was the darling of the times that everyone in society envied, and hoped that his dream would come true, and specially encouraged him, "It is not easy for children who come out of the countryside and are admitted to university. ”
When Sun Chaohua saw Fan Xiaodong's reply, he mistakenly thought that she had a good impression of herself, so he asked her how her work was? Fan Xiaodong replied, "The simple and boring life of two o'clock and one line every day, mechanically repeating the same kind of manual work, sometimes feeling bored and hopeless, unlike those who sit in the office all day long, live a slow and leisurely life." ”
"It's a pity that a beautiful person like you is doing such a rough job, no wonder others have a discriminatory attitude, it is conceivable, there is no way to do it, but it is man-made."
Sun Chaohua originally wanted Fan Xiaodong to realize his current identity and the gap between him and him, to elevate himself and make her feel better about herself.
Who knows, Fan Xiaodong is very sensitive to the discrimination mentioned by Sun Chaohua in the letter, and she replied to Sun Chaohua, "I admit that my current situation is worse than yours, but I am born to be useful, although we work hard in the working class, we are not inferior, we have our pursuits and yearnings." ”
Looking at Fan Xiaodong's letter, Sun Chaohua felt that he was self-defeating, and hurriedly replied, "What I am talking about is the prejudice and incorrect views of some people at the moment, and it is not my idea to discuss with you, I still have deep feelings for the working class, and I am originally a part of the future." ”
"That's me misunderstanding you, thank you for your understanding of us," Fan Xiaodong saw Sun Chaohua's explanation in reply, and wrote back to apologize to him.
In this way, you come and go, Sun and Fan have maintained correspondence for half a year, and every time Sun Chaohua writes a letter, she replies in time.
Sun Chaohua thought that the foreshadowing work had been completed, and it was time to express his thoughts to Fan Xiaodong, he thought carefully and designed several expressions, but they were all ruthlessly "shot" by himself.
In the end, he chose a direct and committed confession, "Xiaodong, please allow me to call it so presumptuously, in fact, I have long thought so in my heart." After more than half a year of correspondence, I think you are not only beautiful, but also very cautious, at the bottom of the work, but you are not inferior, and you are also self-motivated. I think we had a great chat and I wish I could be the only boyfriend and go hand in hand with you. I promise you that after we are united, within ten years, we will have a very happy work and a happy life, and you will not be in the current situation. ”
After the letter was sent, Sun Chaohua wanted to know and was afraid of being tormented if he knew the result.
Seven days later, there was no reply.
Eight days have passed, and there is still no news.
Sun Chaohua couldn't sit still, didn't she receive the letter? Or is it not in the unit? Or did you receive a letter and are considering it?
He asked the squad leader to apply for the mailbox key, and every day after the first class at noon, he went to the mailbox to check, and every time he was happy and went home.
It's better to wait patiently, it's nothing more than the result of Yes or NO, and now I have no other way but to wait.
On the fourteenth day, he finally waited for the moment of sentencing like a "suspect" sitting in the dock.
Sun Chaohua opened the letter, his hands kept trembling, and his heart beat faster than usual, when he did the most intense exercise.
He opened the letter and hurriedly browsed to the side, his heart was suddenly cold, and he looked at it carefully, this time it was not only his heart cold, but it hurt terribly, "Chaohua, forgive me for coming too late to reply to the letter, but I had to do it again." Your kindness, I remember in my heart, your love, let me be excited, but after the excitement, back to reality, after a few days of consideration, I still apologize to you. I can't accept your emotions for many reasons, I was in a very messy mood for a while, and it was difficult to explain, but I knew very well that my decision was a rational consideration, so I still failed to live up to your infatuation. I don't doubt your commitment, but you are now in the school stage, and all kinds of unknown changes can happen, and I don't want to delay each other's youth because of a commitment. If you agree with my decision, we are still good classmates and good friends as always, and if you think I have hurt you, then we should not contact each other again, so as not to be embarrassed to see each other in the future. You have the right to choose to express your emotions to me, and I also have the right to express to you whether to accept it or not, if you think I hurt you, that's not my intention, we really don't have fate. ”
Sun Chaohua couldn't understand that Fan Xiaodong resolutely refused to have such good conditions, his self-esteem was hurt, his sense of superiority was gone, he didn't think about tea and dinner for several days, and felt that even a little female worker was against him, which showed that his life was too worthless.
A week later, he told Hua Rong about his depression, "With his superior appearance, he swallowed the bitter fruit with his affection." ”
Seeing that Sun Chaohua's eyes were wide and puzzled, Hua Rong said, "If I were Fan Xiaodong, I would also decide you like this, you don't have any conditions now, isn't it a dream of a castle in the air and a sea city tower when you talk about emotions?" ”
Sun Chaohua disagreed, "I really didn't take it as a child's play, I was very serious." ”
"Come on, I didn't say you were child's play, but your motive doesn't exist, you just see Fan Xiaodong's outstanding appearance, and fantasize that she can help you overcome the lack of family supply, right? Have you thought about it later? Where will you be assigned? ”
"Didn't you think about it? But you say her appearance has nothing to do with the lack of supplies at home? ”
Hua Rong said, "You think that you have the false title of a college student, Fan Xiaodong will love you, seeing the difficulties of your life, it is impossible not to help you, it is inevitable that you will come and go, let acquaintances see you, and think you are very capable, I think you are a beautiful woman in ancient opera to help you, and the poor and talented are fascinated, it is just a play." ”
Recalling his thoughts, Sun Chaohua felt that he was not much smarter than Zhang Ning, and the only difference was that he was able to face reality and take advantage of the situation under the guidance of others.