Seeing Li Juan mention his father, his son immediately replied, "Of course I think about it, my father has been home for a short time this year, and I don't think much of it, so he left again?" ”

"At that time, my father was busy with work, so that his son could study hard, eat well, grow fat, be healthy, and grow up promising."

"Like my father, do you also go to a distant place to work and earn money?" A simple child speaks out his own childish thoughts.

Looking at her son's innocent words, Li Juan felt very uncomfortable, she didn't want her son from her heart, and lived a life like them, comforting her son, "When you grow up, you will be with your family, and you won't live together like your father and us." ”

"That's the best thing it is, it's so nice to be together every day as a family." The youngest son understands that being together as a family is better than anything else.

"I see that my mother hasn't eaten much these days, and she doesn't seem to have the strength to talk to her son, so she misses her father too." The son stared at Li Juan with wide eyes, hoping that her thoughts would be the same as his own.

"Of course, I miss my father like you, but we all have to take care of ourselves, mom cooks and washes clothes for her son, and my son has to study hard and get good grades and wait for dad to come back, okay?"

"Okay, then let's pull the hook, talk and count," he said, and ran to his mother Li Juan in the way of a child's promise, stretched out his right hand, took her hand and shouted, "Pull the hook, hang yourself, don't change for a hundred years, talk counts,"

After shouting, seeing that Li Juan passively shook her hand and didn't shout with him, she said angrily, "I think my mother is afraid that she won't be able to do it, so she deliberately didn't shout." ”

"Do I want to do your children's games too?" Li Juan looked at her son's angry and unhappy face, and asked heartbrokenly, "Did your mother do it, are you happy?" ”

"Of course, this is our way of making sure we don't lie," the son said confidently.

"Okay, mom can do it, so let's do it all over again." Li Juan agreed to the child's request, and her son was very happy to hear it, and his face was full of unhappiness, and the clouds and fog dispersed all of a sudden.

The mother and son repeated the cliché game of the child and the house, and after it was over, Li Juan told her son to hurry up and eat breakfast and go to school when he was done.

"There is one more critical formality that has not been completed. ”

"What else?" Li Juan asked puzzled.

"The seal only takes effect," After speaking, he took Li Juan's hand, moved her right thumb away with his left hand, and squeezed each other with his right thumb, and said, "It's over now, understand Mom?" ”

In order to satisfy her son's wishes, Li Juan said, "Okay, good, good, mom knows, now we have to count what we say, and we still have to work hard to do it, right?" ”

"Yes," the innocent son nodded his little head happily and smiled with satisfaction.

After sending her son Congcong to school, Li Juan returned home, unable to do anything, and only thought about Sun Chaohua's subtle changes in the past few years.

In the summer of 95, Sun Chaohua just went to the south, because someone framed Sun Chaohua, he couldn't see him go out to work in the south and live a better life, trying to make Director Liu misunderstand Sun Chaohua and cancel his suspension without pay.

She was anxious, and after writing a letter to tell Sun Chaohua, Sun Chaohua came back to the old factory director in winter to eliminate the misunderstanding, maybe she was upset that night, and she was indifferent to her show of love, which made her sad and sad, after all, for herself, the two have been separated for half a year, but then I think about it, Sun Chaohua is right, the big things have not been handled well, how can he be in the mood to do such a thing?

The next night, after Sun Chaohua solved her worries, she was elated and in a very happy mood, and after her son fell asleep, she had a lingering fish and water fun with him, which made her feel the happiness of being a woman.

Since then, she has come back once a year, about twenty days off, and every time she comes back, she can get the unprecedented feeling of happiness and indescribable pleasure of a woman.

But when she came back this year, she felt bored, and in less than a week, she hurried back to the factory.

Before leaving, he repeatedly explained to her that this time he and a boss were going to work in a newly formed department, which was related to his future, and said that it was a good opportunity.

He said it very sincerely, and she knew in her heart that he had done all this for her and her son, and looking at her very haggard husband, she softened her heart, and there was no reason to ask him to stay anymore, although she was very reluctant in her heart.

"Working for others, holding other people's jobs, you have to do things according to other people's rules, this is no way to do it." She comforted herself, persuaded herself, and it was only then that she calmed her restless heart.

Could it be because he has been married for nearly ten years, the freshness of the seven-year itch has passed, and the husband and wife have been together for many years, Sun Chaohua is tired of this kind of life, and he is busy with work, deliberately leaving, and does not want to stay at home.

As soon as this thought flashed through her mind, she was ruthlessly vetoed by herself, and she scolded herself fiercely, "Li Juan, Li Juan, how can you have such a thought, don't your own men understand?" Could it be that after listening to the rumors of the long-tongued woman, he made a snake and thought about it indiscriminately? ”

She didn't dare to imagine her blind guess, if Sun Chaohua knew about it, how would she think of herself, would it hurt their relationship as husband and wife and make him even more alienated from her......

But the facts can't help but make him think more, he has been away for a long time, alone, and in the golden moment of life, what if someone thinks about him?

She didn't dare to think about it, and she understood his distress, but if he really proposed to break up one day, I might be very sad, but for the sake of the child, I will definitely not follow the old path of Dr. Li, I have to raise the child to adulthood.

But children need fathers, they need to be cared for in the future, and school costs a lot of money, once we break up, how can these be guaranteed?

Although she didn't want to think about it, she just couldn't help herself, her brain just didn't listen to her, and she always had some ominous omens, what was going on?

Maybe it's my mental condition these days, something is wrong, and malnutrition has caused hallucinations.

If this is the case, for the sake of the child, you should pay attention, not because of your physical condition, affect the child's life and health, then the role of concentrating on accompanying the child is meaningless.

Thinking of this, she still returned to reality, what should come is always coming, what's the use of fantasy?

Is she in a dilemma? Don’t know whether to wind a watch or bark at the moon? Just as she was upset, there was a knock on the door......