Back in the dormitory, Wang Yun lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night, and kept echoing in his mind, Sun Chaohua's sentence "Do I know in my heart?" The vague words, "He knows in his heart, does he already have a solution or is he thinking of a solution?" She didn't know.

"I'm bored to death," she felt very depressed and irritable, turned on the small lamp on the bed, and thought back and forth about Sun Chaohua's words that made her seem to understand or not, as if she understood and didn't understand, which made her feel very worried.

After meditating hard and not getting the answer she wanted, she seemed very helpless, complaining that Sun Chaohua spoke too deeply and was not happy at all.

Suddenly a thought occurred to me, "Why don't I look at his diary and see if I can get anything." ”

She carefully got out of bed and tiptoed back the small bag that hung on the hanger behind the door, for fear of waking up her companions in the room.

Gently opened the diary, looked at the first page, and saw the date written, "June 10, 1994, the following transcript jumped to the front of me, today is the third day of my employment, Tao suddenly asked me to take over the leg welding process, hesitated for a long time, and finally agreed, this is a great opportunity to prove my ability." ”

Turning to the second page, it is recorded, "On June 17, 1994, just after taking over, Huang Cao came to give me eye medicine. I shouldn't ignore it, and I don't want to be disturbed by it, and the production and quality of the process are the top priorities. ”

The third page reads, "July 10, 1994, today is my happiest day, the welding process is done, the girls are very happy, and they are in awe of me, this feeling is just right; But the trouble came, Huang Cao was going to be fired from the factory because of the fight, at this time come to beg me, let me intercede with the fellow of the security supervisor, this is impossible, he has already done everything, what can I do? ”

Looking at these are the records of Sun Chaohua's experience of major events, she felt his carefulness. Isn't his rigorous attitude and meticulous observation come from these small details?

But at this moment, this was not what she desperately wanted to know, what she urgently needed to know was a record of the emotional aspects of his inner world.

Four, five, and six pages ......, Wang Yun quickly browsed, hoping to see what she wanted to see very much, but the diary seemed to know her mind and deliberately played hide and seek with her, and the more she wanted to know, the more it was hidden very tightly and was not discovered.

She was very disappointed, and secretly complained to herself in her heart, "Wang Yun, Wang Yun, you are really stupid, how can these things from other people appear in the diary?" Maybe it wasn't in the first place, but it was just a record of his work. ”

The disappointment made her pay much less attention to the diary, and she didn't even want to continue reading it......

She felt bored, and slowly flipped back mechanically, and suddenly, the contents of a diary caught her eyeballs, her pupils dilated, and she was excited, excited.

In order to prove that what she had worked so hard to get, and what she didn't get, she didn't look at it wrongly, she quickly scanned it again, and confirmed that it was what she was looking for, her eyes widened, and she savored the lamp word by word.

"On March 8, 1996, I was thrilled by the joy of promotion, and I felt very fortunate that I was promoted to squad leader just six months after the first year of employment, and became the squad leader of the fourth circle in the second year."

"It's really a lucky one," Wang Yun silently praised in his heart as he watched.

Then, Wang Yun saw these words below, "Song Fengwu and Wang Daqing asked me to go to the dance hall to dance, and I was fortunate to meet a girl, this girl and I are fellow countrymen, although we met for the first time, we seem to have known each other for a long time." ”

Seeing this, the page of the diary version came to an end, Wang Yun was not finished, and involuntarily turned to the next page, "Maybe it's because of the same industry, we hit it off at first sight, looking at the girl in such an environment, I was a little worried, I asked her, you can't do this, she said this is just a transition, when leaving, I always find a reason, want to stay longer, but ashamed to say, fortunately the girl told that her name is Wang Yun." ”

The next page immediately recorded, "On March 17, 1996, today Section Chief Tao gave me a farewell party, Song Fengwu proposed to go to Wang Yun to order a song for everyone, I was in a very complicated mood, I hoped not to see her, she was not safe there, but I also hoped to meet her, when I arrived at the dance hall, when Feng Wu went to find Wang Yun, I was so nervous that I ......"

When Wang Yun saw the ellipsis at the back of the diary, she thought about it, imagining what Sun Chaohua didn't express, which made her unsettled.

"Alas, what are you thinking about? I'd better take a look at what he's going to do," she cheered up and continued, "Fortunately, she's not there, although I'm a little disappointed, I'm at ease, maybe there's a day to meet, why is this feeling so obvious, always haunting my mind, lingering?" ”

Wang Yun finished reading it in one breath, she felt very comfortable, she hoped to see things in the future, but then there was a record of major events in the work, "Today is August 1996, Zheng Guangming and I went to visit Director Yang, the old Director Yang actually said, I was very impressed, I was very pleased, I met Section Chief Pan, on the wine table, invited me to their second class, can the words on the wine table count?" ”

Wang Yun looked at it and thought, "I understand, Brother Sun is recording major events in life and work in chronological order, and I should look for some information before he introduces me to the factory." ”

She followed the timeline to find information about him and her, then marked it, and finally, she looked back at the previous marker and found it again.

"Brother Sun looks at the inner show on the surface, and he is not good at expressing emotions, it turns out that he is here, and he expresses it vividly and thoroughly, but why is he always dodging my enthusiasm?"

Wang Yun looked for a reason, but he was denied by himself, why? She racked her brains, hoping for an answer that would convince her.

Suddenly, his eyes lit up, could he not bear to express his true heart for fear of dragging me down? If so, I have to let him know that my heart is firm and let him know my heart.

"I don't care if he's married or not, the key is how he's doing, if the family is happy, then I'm self-amorous, but judging from his diary, at least he doesn't dislike me, and always holds the psychology of care? Isn't that a good sign?"