Chapter 401: Pain, Sadness, Despair
The two girls looked at each other speechlessly, and just when Wen Su closed her eyes and wanted to open her mouth to speak in the mood of dying on the battlefield, she came in from the side for an unknown amount of time.
His expression was tense and tight, slightly pale, as if there was a kind of tragedy that was coming, he clenched his fists, looked at the white jade platform in front of him with a focused gaze, and asked in a hoarse voice: "That's ...... Qing Jean? ”
As soon as this question fell, Wen Su suddenly trembled, and the hand that was originally holding Qu Qingran tightly immediately fell down as if she had lost her strength, and her depressed breath was filled with silence, she closed her eyes, as if she couldn't face the problem of loneliness.
Only Xun Yi, who had been following Wen Su on the side, lowered his head, his messy bangs covered most of his face, making it impossible to see his expression, and he nodded almost invisibly, which was equivalent to answering Lonely Han's question.
Qu Qingran raised his head tremblingly, and his blank eyes began to focus on the familiar figure on the stone platform, the lifeless figure lay flat on it, quiet as if he was sleeping, his chest did not rise and fall at a glance, and people could tell at a glance that the other party had been dead for a long time.
Qu Qingran's breathing was about to stop, and the feeling of lack of oxygen made her lungs scorching with pain, but no matter how painful it was, after she saw the familiar face more clearly, it was suddenly like a thunderbolt fell on the top of her head on a sunny day, and a large blank space appeared in her soul.
Wen Su opened her eyes and saw Qu Qingran looking unrelenting, she wanted to talk to her, wanted to comfort her, but the voice couldn't come out, she could only look at Qu Qingran trembling and standing up from the ground, crossing her side, slowly, slowly, step by step approaching the stone platform.
Until the last few steps, she almost ran to Xu Qingrang who was lying on the stone platform, and then carefully held the other party's already cold hands, revealing a poignant smile.
"Qingrang, it's me... I'm coming, I'm here to save you. You, do you open your eyes and see if I'm okay? Good no good? ”
Qu Qingran gently held Xu Qingrang's hands, he lost too much blood, and even his body was slightly shriveled, and his slender ten fingers seemed to have only a layer of skin and bones left, which was shocking.
"Qing Rang, Qing Rang~ I'm here, you get up and look at me, please, please......"
The girl's soft pleading voice echoed in the quiet hall, and she begged the other party to open her eyes and call her name again in that doting voice, but until her voice was hoarse, the young man on the stone platform could no longer open his eyes.
Qu Qingran buried his head in Xu Qingrang's chest, which did not rise and fall at all, did not feel the slightest beat, nor could he hear any heartbeat, and even the flow of blood completely stopped.
Qu Qingran, who couldn't deceive herself, finally broke down and cried, she tightened the clothes on Xu Qingrang's chest, and the long shirt that had already dried up was wrung out of blood again, smearing Qu Qingran's palm, and also red her eyes.
As if it hurt to the extreme, Qu Qingran shook her head in a panic, she couldn't believe it, and she couldn't believe the facts she saw in front of her, but Xu Qingrang's cold and stiff body was in her arms, and she forced her to face it, her voice was already choked and speechless, Qu Qingran looked like she was being choked by her throat and couldn't breathe, obviously she was overly sad.
Wen Su, who was originally kneeling on the ground, couldn't sit still anymore, she was scared, so scared that she didn't dare to face her at all, but she couldn't watch Qu Qingran feel too sad and hurt her roots.
So she hurriedly got up from the ground, stumbled to her and wanted to help her and comfort her a few words, maybe Xu Qingrang's last words would be the only medicine to cheer her up.
She approached Qu Qingran, looking at the other party's crying appearance, the guilt in her heart was overwhelming, she reached out and grabbed the other party's shoulder, wanting to help Qu Qingran up to listen to her. However, Qu Qingran just waved her hand away and picked Xu Qingrang up in her arms, she cried out his name in pain, calling and crying blood.
Qingrang!
Qingrang!
Xu Qingrang!!
Wen Su's hand that was waved away stiffened in place, neither did she receive it, nor did she accept it, Qu Qingran's cry of grief was like a sharp knife poking at her heart, until the next second, it was more like Ling Chi slashing at her fragile heart.
Qu Qingran hugged Xu Qingrang, crying bitterly while shouting his name, she hugged the young man in her arms tightly, and asked her in a hoarse voice, "Why didn't you save him?" Why?! ”
Why not save him?
Wen Su slowly opened a pair of eyes, as if someone had stabbed her chest, the pain made her heart suddenly contract, the breathless suffocation spread to her whole body, and there seemed to be thousands of needles in her limbs and hundreds of bones piercing hard, fine and dense, like a woven net, gathering her soul, and then tightening until it was stirred into pieces.
She was stiff, even her breathing seemed to stop, she couldn't hear the next voice in her ears, she could only hear Qu Qingran crying over and over again and questioning her-
Why don't you save him?!
Why don't you save him?!
Why didn't you save him?!!
Blinking her eyes, Wen Su only felt that her eyes were sour and astringent, obviously there were thousands of emotions lingering in her heart, but she didn't know where to start. She pursed her lips slightly, but found that even her teeth were chattering, and her whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, so cold that she couldn't speak.
The suffocation in her chest was getting heavier and heavier, the familiar sharp pain came, and even the depths of her bones seemed to be screaming, faintly, she seemed to feel a hot smell rushing up from her lungs, as if it was about to rush out of her throat and squirt out.
Qu Qingran, who was in extreme grief, didn't notice Wen Su's abnormality at all, her eyes were red from crying, and she broke down and shouted. Completely out of control, she turned around and grabbed Wen Su's shoulders who were standing behind her, she grabbed her shoulders hard, so strong that even her fingertips were white, the wound on the girl's shoulder broke open again, and warm blood flowed down her hands, but neither of them noticed.
Qu Qingran grabbed Wen Su's shoulder, one by one, over and over again, crying to the end, she shook the other party's body vigorously, as if she didn't see Wen Su's abnormally white face, she didn't know what kind of answer she wanted, she just relied on instinct to cry and question, as if this was the way to vent the sadness in her heart like a flood bursting embankment.
Why did you die?!
Why did you die?!
I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out......
Obviously just left for a while, why did the earth change?
She didn't even have time to see Xu Qingrang's last face.
That glance in the small broken house turned out to be her farewell to him!
Xu Qing let a gentle and elegant smile flash in Qu Qingran's mind, and she shook Wen Su's body even more frantically, as if she had poured all the sins into the girl in front of her.
In the face of Qu Qingran's collapse and despair, Wen Su stood motionless, letting the other party tear her wound and not exhaling in pain, that voice questioned, like a cuckoo crying blood, piercing her heart full of holes, how can this pain in her body be compared to the wound in her heart?
Sad?
Maybe that's how I feel now?
Wen Su's eyes were bloodshot, and every inch of cells in her body seemed to be shouting and shouting, should she say that this is really the case? Although she had expected this ending for a long time, and she had been mentally prepared accordingly, in fact, when the ending really came, she realized that the preparations she had made were completely useless.
Her injuries, her pain, her regrets, and her regrets all turned into mountains at this moment, pressing Wen Su almost to suffocate.
"I ......"
She opened her mouth, and as soon as she spit out a word, the bloody breath in her throat could no longer be suppressed, and a wisp of red blood slowly overflowed along the corner of her lips, dripping to the ground along her chin.
The bright color of the blood seemed to stimulate a certain nerve in Qu Qingran, and her movements as she shook the other party's body froze slightly, and even the hand holding Wen Su's shoulder relaxed a lot.
At the same time, Xun Yi, who was standing on the side, finally couldn't stand it anymore, he pushed away the lonely cold that had been stopping him from the beginning, and rushed directly to Wen Su's side in three steps and two steps, and held the person in his arms with one hand, and at the same time pushed Qu Qingran away with the other hand, and separated the two of them.
The sudden distance made both girls move forward, and it was the subconscious closeness that resisted such an unfamiliar distance.
"Enough! Did you say enough was enough?! ”
Xun Yi firmly hugged Wensu's waist, gritted his teeth and asked back.
He didn't care how much pain Qu Qingran felt in his heart now, he only saw that Wen Su had been so heartbroken that his internal injuries had recurred, and he couldn't even stand on his feet.
This woman doesn't want to get better, does she?!