Chapter 123: He doesn't need mercy for love

In the conversation between Xiao Han and Xiao Zisang, the former dream resurfaced in his mind.

"Anyway, I don't have much time, so it doesn't matter."

Xiao Zisang's words kept tumbling in his mind, making Lu Fushi feel a bad premonition.

At this time, their conversation completely confirmed the dream, and it also made Lu Fushi completely unacceptable.

"Master, I don't think you need to do that, after all, there are some things that you can't do, and I'm really satisfied with this result." Xiao Zisang said to Xiao Han.

Without waiting for Xiao Han to speak, Xiao Zisang said again, "Master, you are a human being, not a god, how can you fight against the sky?" You've done so much for me, and I can't ask you to do anything for me anymore. ”

"My parents have done a lot of evil, I don't live long, maybe it's fate, I can meet a master like you, and we can grow up together with a sister like Shi'er, I'm really satisfied."

They are all ordinary people.

In life, after all, you can't escape birth, old age, sickness and death, it will happen anyway, and you don't need to care when it is.

Xiao Han's eyes flashed with pain, he was a miracle doctor who saved lives and helped countless wounded, but why couldn't he save his apprentice?

"And when are you going to let Whisk know?"

If Lu Fushi didn't know about this matter, she would definitely be very sad when she knew that day, and she would even be in pain, and she would complain that she didn't find out that something was wrong with him. But let her know, when should it be?

What is the right time?

Xiao Zisang was silent.

After a long time, he said, "After our free clinic is over, I'll find a time to explain to Shi'er." ”

Instead of going to the last irreversible moment and giving Lu Fushi a slap in the face, it is better to let her know as soon as possible, so that she can accept this fact as soon as possible.

"Zisang, the master is sorry for you." Xiao Han said.

Xiao Zisang smiled: "Master, you have no place to be sorry for me. I am really grateful to you for finding a cure for me in the name of travel over the years, and I really can't stand it if you do something more for me. I can't thank you enough for raising me, teaching me medicine, saving so many people, and washing some of the blood stains of my parents. ”

"Over the years, I've been here almost every day as if it was my last, I don't know when I'm going to die, I don't know when I'm going to disappear into this world, I seem to cherish the days when I'm by Shi'er's side."

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

Xiao Zisang would never say that he liked Lu Fushi, he didn't dare to say it, he could only tell Lu Fushi with his actions that he loved her very much, but he couldn't say it.

Lu Fushi also knows it in her heart.

"Your illness, even if my master goes out of the mountain, it may not be able to make you better."

Xiao Han was a little desperate, his apprentice might only be able to go here.

"So, why does the master think so much?"

……

Lu Fushi didn't know how she returned to Lu Mansion in the end, her whole person was confused, as if she had suffered a great setback, which made her unable to get better in a short time.

She didn't go to the hospital the next day, she didn't know how to face Xiao Zisang and she didn't know if she couldn't help but ask him, why did he hide it from her, his body was at such a point before he had to tell her?

"Miss, what's wrong with you?" Cui'er returned to the house from the private school, looked at Lu Fushi, who was a little lonely, and stepped forward to ask.

Lu Fushi shook her head, "I'm fine, you go review the homework you learned today." ”

Cui'er squatted on the ground, held Lu Fushi's hand, pinched her palm, and felt that her palm was a little sweaty.

"Miss, your palms are full of sweat, and you clearly have something in your heart." Her tone was very firm, which made Lu Fushi slightly stunned, "Miss, although I can't do anything for you, I can listen to you, you treat me as a sister, my sister has something, and my sister should help." ”

"Do you think your young lady will have something?" Lu Fushi asked her rhetorically.

Cui'er didn't know how to answer, and after a while, she said, "Sir said that everyone will have troubles, but there is only a difference between big and small, and Miss is a human being, so she will naturally have troubles." Miss has a noble status, and there will only be more troubles, but I think that the things that Miss encountered this time are bigger than before, so I let Miss be like this. ”

"How?"

"General things, miss, you don't take it to heart at all, what can make you so endlessly sad and decadent, things will not be small." Cui'er touched her head, "But I don't know how to describe it." ”

Lu Fushi looked at the thinking girl and couldn't help but smile.

"Sister asks you a question."

"Okay, miss, if you ask, I will definitely know everything."

"It doesn't have to be like that."

"What would you do if someone important to you was seriously ill and didn't tell you at the first time, when he was about to die?"

This question stumped Cui'er.

"Miss, I need to think about this."

"Okay, it's not too late for you to answer me."

Lu Fushi leaned back in the chair, looking at the scenery outside the window, the uneasy emotions in her heart continued to deepen, and she felt as if bad things were coming one after another.

"Miss, I think I'll be sad, but more often than not, I'll feel the other party's reluctance to me."

"Why?"

"Only reluctance, only reluctance, will not let you know, because he must know, you will be sad for a long time after you know, and even blame yourself."

Lu Fushi sighed in her heart, "Maybe." ”

——

Day 3.

Lu Fushi cleaned up her mood and went to the hospital to help.

Today is the last day of Xiao Han's free clinic, and there is an endless stream of people coming.

Lu Fushi followed them for a busy day, and finally took a break.

"Shi'er, come with me." Xiao Zisang stood in front of her and said to her.

Lu Fushi knew that he was going to tell her about it.

"Okay, you wait."

Lu Fushi picked up the jewelry that fell the day before yesterday and put it on, and followed Xiao Zisang to the backyard.

didn't wait for Xiao Zisang to speak.

Lu Fushi said first.

"Senior brother, I heard your conversation with the master that night."

Her words made Xiao Zisang appear shocked for a while.

"You ......" he sighed, looking at Lu Fushi's delicate face, "It's okay to know, let me tell you, I can't say it." ”

"Senior brother, you could have told me a long time ago."

Lu Fushi thinks that she is not the kind of person who accepts things so hard.

"I thought about it, and then I thought about it a lot, and I decided to talk to you later."

Xiao Zisang thought that he didn't want Lu Fushi to have pity on him because of his illness.

He didn't need Lu Fushi's sympathetic love.