Chen Rang stood up and prepared to leave.

Xu Xiuzhi subconsciously called Chen Rang: "Let me go." ”

Chen Rang tilted his head: "Anything else?" The thin chin was slightly raised in the light, and the slightly raised eyes were a little cold.

"It's nothing, mom just wants to tell you, don't worry about this matter, Chen Shuang, she owes you, and transferring to another school is good for her-"

"Didn't you make it clear to Chen Shuang on the phone, what do I have to worry about?" Chen Rang smiled lightly: "Besides, the transfer is indeed for her good." ”

Xu Xiuzhi glanced at him: "It's relieved that you think about your mother like this." ”

**

When Xu Xiuzhi was thirty years old, she was pregnant with a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses. In one fell swoop, he became a celebrity in Xiaoxiang Town.

Xu Xiuzhi has been patriarchal for half her life, and wants to give birth to a boy for half her life, but God is going to play this joke on her, after giving birth, the doctor told her that the baby girl in the womb absorbs too much nutrition, resulting in insufficient nutrition of the male fetus and affecting liver function, temporarily hindering the growth and development of tissues, and may also affect the structure and function of tissues in the future. For example, babies with high blood pressure as adults have a much higher chance of diabetes than babies with normal birth weight.

After all, the baby boy was only 3.4 pounds. The doctor said that malnutrition may be the stunted growth and development of the fetus in the womb, which is mainly manifested in the development of the brain, bones and other organs. The only thing worth rejoicing in is that the fetus has not yet been found to be malformed. It's good to have a smooth delivery.

A blessing in misfortune. But if you don't take care of it, you may die.

Because Xu Xiuzhi was in a bad mood, in the week after they were born, except for a few glances at the old people in the family, they didn't let anyone come to see it.

Even the confinement was sitting in the hospital.

When Xu Xiuzhi's mood slowly improved, the seven aunts and eight aunts who came to visit Xu Xiuzhi in the hospital also began to increase.

The first thing I said when I saw Chen Shuang in Chen Dingqi's arms was: "What a playful little girl." "In my father's arms, with wet eyes closed, my skin is not like an ordinary baby, it is so tender.

Look at the kid lying next to Xu Xiuzhi again, his eyes are wrinkled, like a foreskin monkey.

They all know each other's belly, and they boast that they are blessed with faces, and they see that they are going to do something in the future, and they are going to do great things.

Even Xu Xiuzhi, who was in a bad mood, finally showed such a rare smile: "I accept your good words." ”

"Did you give this a good name to the little baby?"

Chen Dingqi glanced at his wife on the bed tenderly: "I think about it, sister Chen Shuang, younger brother Chen Rang." ”

**

Chen Shuang always knew that her mother didn't like her.

She knew it from a very young age, how small? Probably she started from the beginning.

She began to follow her grandmother when she was one year old, and only saw her once or twice during the Chinese New Year.

When she is not sensible, she will lie on her grandmother's back and put her arms around her neck and ask her grandmother what she has not seen her mother for, if her father made her out.

Grandma smiled and touched her head and said that she was very smart, but she guessed wrong, her mother was too stupid to take care of her even more stupid brother. So she has to follow the more intelligent grandmother.

Although she didn't think that what her grandmother said was right, because she always said when she put her to sleep, "What a beautiful girl, she looks so pretty!" But my mother is blind and doesn't like my family! Alas—"I thought she hadn't heard!" Hum!

But she did feel that her grandmother was very smart: after all, she would use the big tree full of young leaves in front of the door to fry her "little fish". She conjures up a piece of nougat in her wrinkled palm that she likes to eat. She would use a mess of wool to weave the same clothes as her favorite doll.

She still thinks she's still happy. Because the smartest grandma in the world loves her.

Even if that stupid mom doesn't like her, it's okay.

Until the age of seven, when he was in first grade, that stupid brother returned to his hometown for the New Year. Grandma also gave her candy and told her to give it to her stupid brother, saying that she was going to live with him soon. As soon as she saw Chen Rang, she immediately pouted, and reluctantly stepped forward: "Here, you can grow taller if you eat it." ”

Because Chen Rang has not eaten less supplements in recent years, and even Chen Shuang, who grew up in the countryside, looks like he has a hairstyle higher than Chen Rang.

"Mom, I want to play with my sister!" Chen Rang took the candy excitedly, and couldn't wait to play with the sister in front of him who looked better than him.

Xu Xiuzhi stopped what she was doing, and was rare and gentle: "Go ahead, be careful." Chen Shuang don't let his brother get hurt. ”

Chen Shuang held Chen Rang's hand, and he was also very excited, but he still nodded flatly: "I know." ”

"Sister, if you want to say, 'Mom, I know', isn't this the last time you taught me to call grandma like this?" Chen Rang's little face looked serious.

Chen's face flushed. turned around and pinched Chen Rang's face: "You talk a lot!" He turned around again and looked up at Xu Xiuzhi cautiously.

Xu Xiuzhi glanced at Chen Rang with a smile, and then looked at Chen Shuang.

Chen Shuangshui's eyes were filled with a hint of cowardice and expectation. Chen Rang can be said to have been very good in the past few years, and his development is not much different from that of a normal child. Dingqi is right, this child grows up in the belly, and it is not up to them to decide how much nutrients they absorb, so let Chen Rang have such a catastrophe in his life. It's all the flesh that fell from her.

Xu Xiuzhi laughed again: "Shuangshuang, don't you shout?" ”

Chen Shuangwu looked up and asked stupidly, "Is it okay?" ”

Xu Xiuzhi walked over and patted Chen Shuang's head: "Of course you can, I'm your mother!" ”

Chen Shuang didn't know why he suddenly lowered his head, and his eyes would be a little hot.

“…… Mom, Mom. ”

"Well, let's go play with my sister!"

Chen Shuang often thought later that if he hadn't taken Chen Rang out to play that day, Xu Xiuzhi would have hated her so much.

But there is no if.

Chen Rang said that he wanted to go to the secret base, but on the way back happily, he didn't know where to be hit by firecrackers, and he fell to the ground and rolled on the ground covering his ears.

When Xu Xiuzhi arrived, he saw that Chen Rang's hand covering his ears was stained with blood, and he was half frightened to death.

Chen Shuang rubbed the corners of his clothes beside him, tears fell from his eyes, and he shouted cautiously: "Mom." ”

Chen Dingqi picked up Chen Rang and hurriedly drove to the hospital.

Xu Xiuzhi's eyes were red, and he turned around and slapped Chen Shuang's face, and said word by word with red eyes: "I, no, you, this, a, woe, harm!" ”

Chen Shuang was beaten and couldn't stand firmly, his feet were tripped, and his face hit the stones on the ground. When he staggered and straightened up, he found that his head hurt a little, and he touched it, and his hand was bloody.

It was a terrible year.

Chen Rang's left ear was sewn from the top to the bottom, as if he had attached the ear to his head with a needle. The doctor said that it is not completely good to connect it, and it will be accompanied by tinnitus, auditory hallucinations and other phenomena. If the recovery is not good, the left ear will be deaf. There will also be this risk in the later stage.

……

Xu Xiuzhi touched Chen Rang's hair on the hospital bed, and exclaimed in pain: "My son, my son!" ”

"I'll go see Chen Shuang." Chen Dingqi patted Xu Xiuzhi's shoulder and planned to go next door.

"Dingqi, did you say that Chen Shuang was made by the broom star Fan Laikerang?" Xu Xiuzhi turned around and asked.

Chen Dingqi looked at Xu Xiuzhi in front of him, he didn't understand that he didn't like a man over women, why did she reject girls so much.

Chen Dingqi coughed and didn't make a sound.

Xu Xiuzhi almost roared: "Chen Shuang, is she the broom star who specializes in suppressing my son!" ”

"You be quiet, this matter is not entirely Chen Shuang's fault, it is this kid who is playful, and his voice is quieter! Do you want your child to hear it?! Chen Dingqi glanced nervously at the next door.

Heard Chen Dingqi's words.

The eyes outside the door shone slightly.

“…… The two of them are not suitable to live together, I am talking to my mother on a cloudy day, and I call her old man to help us take Chen Shuang. ”

The eyes outside the door were dark again.

Xu Xiuzhi's tears immediately fell again: "I've raised it for seven years, and I don't necessarily let Jean bump into it, usually let Jean listen to me, why is Chen Shuangyi approaching-" Before he finished speaking, he made a face, and Chen Dingqi helplessly bent down and surrounded Xu Xiuzhi.

Only Xu Xiuzhi knew how much blood she had spent to make Chen Rang grow up safely. Chen Rang carried how much hope she had.

"Okay, I'm sad to be like this, but at least my life isn't in danger now, right? Besides......" Chen Dingqi glanced at Xu Xiuzhi's face.

"Chen Shuang also got stitches, such a beautiful little girl, it is estimated that ...... To leave a scar. ”

"Dingqi." Xu Xiuzhi nestled in Chen Dingqi's arms and closed her eyes.

“……”

"I only regret why I didn't strangle her when I was born."

Chen Dingqi looked at Chen Rang on the bed, hugged Xu Xiuzhi and sighed slightly.

The little figure who had stood at the door for a long time stiffly returned to the next door.

I kept repeating Xu Xiuzhi's words like a quenched poison in my mind: I only regret why I didn't strangle her when I was born. “”

There is always an indescribable weirdness in the hospital corridor, and I don't know what lamp to use, so that Yin Yin is a night that should belong to a dark feast, and it is as bright as day at this time.

There is nowhere to hide.

Chen Dingqi "snapped" and turned on the light, and asked suspiciously: "Why did you turn off the light?" ”

Chen Shuang slowly raised his head from between his knees, and under the impersonal light, his black and white eyes stared at Chen Dingqi quietly.

Chen Dingqi was looked a little unnatural, turned his head sideways, and walked to Chen Shuang's side.

"Shuangshuang, don't be too sad, your mother is such a person, and she didn't mean to." Chen Dingqi touched Chen Shuang's head.

Chen Shuang raised his head, and the gauze on the corner of his forehead was amazing.

"Really? Does dad like girls? ”

Chen Dingqi probably didn't expect her to ask this question suddenly, he was stunned for a moment, and immediately smiled: "Of course I like it, my daughter is my father's little padded jacket." "I feel a little sad in my heart.

“…… Well. ”

Dad, if I'm your little padded jacket, then why don't you deny Mommy's broom star?

When Xu Xiuzhi and Chen Dingqi left, they also left 10,000 yuan of living expenses.

Chen Dingqi secretly stuffed 2,000 to Grandma Chen, saying that he was going to trouble her old man again. Chen Shuang saw that her grandmother glanced at her, full of pity.

"This little girl is very easy to bring, she doesn't need so much money, and it's not easy for you to make money at work......"

"Mom, take it, that's all I can do."

"Oh, what a sin."

Chen Shuang became more and more disliked to talk, and his grandmother gradually found out.

Finally one day at dinner, grandma looked at Chen Shuang's forehead and couldn't help but say, "Shuangshuang, is it okay for grandma to take you to cut your hair?" Chen Shuang didn't ask anything, and nodded directly.

On that day, Chen Shuang cut his short hair and thick bangs, as if he could hide some ugliness.

If grandma won't get old, if grandma won't die.

It seems that you can always deceive yourself and cover the scar on your forehead with bangs.

It's like covering a deep wound in your heart.

**

In the second year of junior high school, my grandmother left, and she said that she was going to accompany her grandfather. Grandpa is so lonely, no one loves him, and she wants to be his company.

In the second year of junior high school, Chen Shuang returned to Jincheng.

began her life of loneliness and no enthusiasm.