Chapter 089: Devoted to Your Life
Yi Mo cried and broke her liver and intestines: "I don't want your sorry, no matter what you hide from me, I can forgive you, as long as you get better." You promised me to take care of me and Xiao Nian for the rest of my life, how can you talk and not count! ”
Hao stretched out his hand to stroke Yi Mo's face, he didn't have much strength: "I don't want to leave you so early, I want to keep looking at you like this!" But I can't help it. I'm sorry, Yimo, I can't take care of you for the rest of my life, but I took care of you with my whole life, and I did it. Xiao Nian ......"
"Dad, Xiao Nian'er is here." Mo Nian leaned his head over.
Hao touched Mo Nian's head: "Dad wants to play hide and seek with you, do you know what to do during the time you can't find me?" ”
"I know, I'll take care of my mom." Mo Nian replied with a serious face.
Hao tried to give Mo Nian a smile: "Remember what I said to you, you are the king of the forest, and this family will depend on you in the future!" ”
"Dad, I'll find out for you." Mo Nian swore and said.
Hao smiled and nodded, but Yimo couldn't cry anymore.
"Yimo, in the future...... You have to live well and not be afraid...... If you meet someone who sees my shadow in him in the future, it must be that I have changed my identity to protect you. Thank you for all the time you have with me. I hope that in the future, just like Xiao Nian's name, you won't miss me. I've always wished you could talk to me...... Even if it's a ......" Hao said intermittently, raising his hand, reaching out to Yimo, and gently caressing her face.
Yi Mo grabbed his hand and rubbed it constantly, and said with tears in her eyes: "Hao, don't go, in the future, I will tell you every day, okay or ......not" Yi Mo of course knows what the words Hao has been waiting for all these years are.
"Yimo ......" Hao's eyes were fogged and he smiled with relief. Even if he knew that Yimo was his dying comfort, he felt very happy.
Hao's hand, which was clenched by Yimo, suddenly slipped down, and he slowly closed his eyes.
"Hao!" Yimo's eyes widened, and tears slid down. She couldn't believe that Hao, who said to herself that she would never abandon her for the rest of her life, really left her.
"I love you, I love you! Did you hear that? I say I love you! ”
Mo Yuhao's last words in the world were: Yimo.
But in the end, he didn't have time to hear it with his own ears, and he wanted to hear these words from Yimo the most.
Yi Mo finally understood the meaning of what Hao said to herself that day: "I also happened to take advantage of this time to take a break and spend more time with you and Xiao Nian." As Yi Chen said, work is always busy, I have more important things, you and Nian'er are my most important things. What a pity I should have if I can't be with you in the future! ”
He already knew that his time was short, but he didn't say anything to Yimo, just endured it silently. Until the last moment, his heart was full of Yimo.
Yi Mo's mind came up with what Mo Yuhao had said to her.
"When I'm around you, I'm happiest."
"He's not the only one who has been waiting for you for seven years, I love you longer than Yang Xize."
"I swear I will do everything I can to make you happy."
"I will take care of your mother and son for the rest of my life, and I will never let you shed tears again."
“……”
Yi Mo put her face close to Hao's face, stretched out her hand to caress his cold face, and cried bitterly: "Hao, I never deliberately remembered, but what you said, you did it all......"
"You've never refused any of my requests, even if it's really me who is making trouble......"
"All your life, it's all for me, it's all for me......"
"I also said I wanted to repay you, but I dragged you down......"
"Why should God be so cruel, only give you five years, I haven't had time to treat you well, how can you bear to leave......"
"I thought I still had a lot of time to give you everything I had, but why, you didn't tell me, you didn't have time......"
"If there is a next life, you must not meet me again......"
Yimo said these words intermittently, crying liver and intestines.
Mo Nian stretched out his hand to wipe his mother's tears, and said pitifully: "Mom doesn't cry, Dad is asleep, let's not wake him up." ”
Little Mo Nian didn't know what was going on here, but he didn't want his mother to cry so sadly.
He thought that his father was just asleep, and when he woke up, he would play hide and seek with him, take him to the amusement park with a smile, and buy him a lot of ice cream.
Yi Mo hugged Mo Nian tightly in her arms, choked up and said, "Well, we don't quarrel with him, he is too tired for me in this life." ”
When she saw Mo Yuhao's handsome face being covered with a white sheet, Yimo finally couldn't stand it anymore, and fainted in front of her.
When she woke up, Bai Sheng frowned and stood by her bedside.
Yi Mo really opened his eyes and saw him, so he couldn't help but ask, "Uncle Bai, why is Hao like this?" ”
Yimo still didn't understand why he suddenly left him.
Bai Sheng sighed lightly and said slowly: "Actually, some time ago, Xiao Hao had a rejection reaction from the liver. You know that once rejection occurs, it is very difficult to solve, let alone liver problems. We have been trying to think of countermeasures, and Xiao Hao has tried his best to cooperate, but to no avail. Seeing that his condition was getting worse and worse, he also expected that his health was not optimistic, so he kept telling me not to let you know about this matter. I thought he would survive these five years......"
Speaking of this, Bai Sheng felt a lot of pain in his heart, and he couldn't say it anymore.
But hearing this, it was enough, and Yimo didn't have the courage to continue listening.
Yi Mo was speechless, even at the end of Hao's life, he was still trying to protect her.
She wanted to say thank you to Hao, she wanted to say sorry. But now, what could she say that could be worthy of this strong and grand love?
She closed her eyes tightly and let the tears flow freely.
When Yi Mo was sorting out Hao's relics, she found an iron box with a combination lock.
Curious, she placed it on the table and looked at it repeatedly.
She'd never seen this box before, right? Is Hao hiding any secrets from himself? But what secrets does Hao not know to her?
Yimo thought about it and entered Hao's birthday once, but the box didn't open. She thought about it again, typed in her birthday, and the box opened, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist.
Seeing the scene inside the box, Yimo was instantly dumbfounded.
Inside the box there are many portraits of Yimo. There are those who bow their heads in contemplation, those who sleep with their eyes closed, those who look up at the sky, and those who grin...... The backgrounds are also colorful, some in the school class, some in Yimo's house, some in the cinema, and some on the beach by the sea......
Looking at these paintings, Yi Mo seems to be able to recall the scene at that time. Those moments when she and Hao were alone.
These paintings depict almost her entire childhood and youth, but she has never seen them.
Yi Mo is about to forget that Hao has loved and is good at painting since he was a child, everyone says that he is a good painter, and many people say that he will become a great painter in the future.
He was talented and was favored by many famous teachers, but because he wanted to stay by Yimo's side to take care of her, he gave up the opportunity to study in a famous art school. After that, he was afraid that Yimo would blame himself, so he rarely drew in front of Yimo.
Yi Mo has seen his paintings, most of them are landscapes, and he has never seen people painted by him.
I once asked him: "Hao, why do you only paint landscapes and not people?" ”
Hao smiled and said, "The scenery is beautiful, and it makes me feel the urge to lift the pen." But there are not such beautiful people, so I want to paint. ”
At that time, Yimo was still laughing at his eyes on the top of his head, but now she couldn't help but feel heartache.
Hao, are you lying?
You draw people, but that person is not beautiful.
There are also several photos of her and Hao in the box. Although they are together almost every day, they rarely take pictures together.
In fact, there are a few that can't be considered group photos. Those few are almost, Yimo is in front of her posing and grinning. Mo Yuhao stood behind her secretly, or watched her silently in the corner.
At the back of each photo, Hao marked the time, place, and what happened at that time.
There are photos of themselves celebrating their birthdays, as well as photos of them attending school activities together. Yimo regretted it very much, why didn't she remember before, she wanted to take a few more photos with Hao Zhengcheng!
There was also a glass bottle in the box, and a withered white rose with blood stains lay quietly inside, and a note next to it.
Yi Mo gently opened the note, and there was a bright and elegant font on it:
I gave her her favorite rose, but she rejected me, saying she wanted me to remember that we would always be good friends.
Yi Mo still remembers that Hao took the flower and held it fiercely in the palm of his hand, and the thorn of the rose pierced Hao's palm and dripped blood.
Hao gave her a gentle smile and said, "Fool." ”
Has he kept this flower until now? Mo Yuhao, you are a fool.
There were also some bills from the movies he had watched with Hao, as well as a small gift she gave him.
Finally, Yimo saw Hao's diary.
Yi Mo opened the diary and found that it was written from the day they got married.
Page 1.
The moment I saw Yimo in the dressing room today, I was really shocked. She's so beautiful, even though I've always thought so, hehe.
I didn't expect Xi Ze to hurt her in the end, in fact, I am not glad that Yimo retreated into my arms because of this, because I just want her to be happy.
In the future, I will definitely be doubly good to her and not let her regret her decision today.
She said that it was already a very happy thing to marry me, and at that moment I felt that my life was perfect.
She kissed me.
It's the second time, but this time it's my wife.