January 23, 2023 will be the 25th of the month, it feels similar to last year's New Year, and there are only a little more than five months left, and the whole year of 2022 has passed.

No one will know what will change in the next three to five years, but only by constantly enriching themselves, constantly building protective walls and building barriers for themselves, can they not be easily replaced by others and find their own value core!

The time is very sufficient, but the mood is always inexplicably low, and there is no passion for doing things, just like sunset and dusk, weak all day long, confused and one day at a time, once in the trough, in the dark, but still climbing up, not admitting defeat, but now it has climbed to the flat, climbed to the shore, saw the sky, saw the sun, but lost the power to yearn for the sky, I don't know why, is it slack, is lazy, is not seeking progress?

I always want to change places to see, but I don't know why I want to change, now I feel like I have walked to the side of the cliff road, I don't know what will be in front of me, but I still keep moving forward, because of time, I won't stay for a moment! At this time, I don't know what I want, I used to have a goal, and there is an upward momentum, although now I am a little stronger than in the past, but I have lost the passion of the past, I always feel very tired, I guess I am tired, I don't know what I want, just like being in the fog, looking up is a dark sky, looking down is a muddy road, a dull mood, I can't see the hope ahead, I can't see the dawn of dawn!

I also want to be able to lie flat, do nothing, look at my mobile phone and play games all day long, but I am unwilling in my heart, I don't want to lag behind others, but I am rotten, and I want to soar in the sky of Kyushu, but in reality, I have never moved half a step!

I also thought about being able to hold my head high, I also thought about being confident, I also thought about being sunny and happy, and I also thought about a lot, but in the face of reality, I always can't get what I want, time is fair to anyone, but people are unfair to time!

Write out the bad mood, the heart will be much better, but this is only temporary, everything has from the beginning of the shyness, to the enthusiasm in the middle of the period, and then to the later indifference, belongs to oneself, has always been the next, meditate to think about it, or failed to find what you need, every day passes quickly, open and close your eyes is a day, but this day, from sunrise to sunset, what have you done? It's as if nothing is done, just complaining, complaining about reality, complaining about yourself!

After staying in one place for a long time, I want to go out to breathe, but in another place, when the novelty becomes familiar, everything is back to the beginning, maybe only by finding what I love, finding my passion, can I live a dull life full of vitality!

An optimistic person is always happy, but in the lower level, how many people can have this mood, it is difficult for me to achieve an optimistic attitude all day long, as I get older, there are more and more things to consider, more and more things need to be done, but, can I resist?

Perhaps, we should find someone who can tell our joys, sorrows, and sorrows, but where can we find such a person? I want a lot, but I do very little, and the worries in my heart always occupy most of the day, but this worry does not come from the lack of strength

Calm your mood, take a long-term view, turn your worries into motivation, turn your sadness into hope, do what you should do, what you can do, what you want to do, don't ask how tomorrow is, just do it now!