Chapter 16: Helplessness
Maybe it wasn't for Jerry Fish's healing, my body started to tremble, but the pain of the broken arm didn't pass through the nerve to my brain.
"Don't go"
I turned around and stopped Jerry Phis, yes, the pain must have reached the head of the person who controlled my body, and it was better to destroy this body than to be dominated by this force and kill endlessly.
"If you don't treat, you'll bleed too much and die"
"It doesn't matter," I replied nonchalantly.
In fact, as a human being, I am really afraid of death, afraid that I will never see the sun tomorrow again, and sometimes when I think about it, those complaints that are not interesting, and the life that is repeated every day seems so precious before death comes.
I slowly closed my eyes, feeling the oppression of the darkness and thinking back to the past.
From birth to the present, I feel that I am competing with invisible people all the time, when I was a student, I always wanted to be the first, always wanted to surpass all others, and after graduation, I faced the pressure from society, so I kept urging myself to learn more and have more confidence in competition.
Sometimes I feel that I am really tired of living, but I don't know where this tiredness comes from, and when I think about it, it is so naïve.
Who is strong and who is weak, who wins and who loses actually has nothing to do with themselves, because the biggest opponent is always another invisible self.
"Only by defeating yourself can you be invincible", I suddenly opened my eyes and repeated shouting.
I controlled the remaining right hand and began to tear at the vines from the erection of the neck, and with each inch, my body shook violently.
I knew that the vine armor was already attached to my body, like my skin, and to tear off the whole armor was like tearing off the whole skin.
As I expected, the pain began to gradually flood into my mind, and the person who invaded my brain must have been unable to resist the pain of peeling the skin, and returned control of the body to my hands.
Jerry Fishy reminded me that I should stop, because the pain is very unbearable, and if I continue to tear it, I will definitely not be able to stand it.
Yes, I'm just an ordinary person, this kind of heart-piercing pain is not something that an ordinary person can bear, I feel that every inch of tearing at this time is like a knife cutting a cut in my body, and then inserting my fingers into the wound and forcibly separating the flesh and skin.
But I also know very well that if I don't tear all the vines off my body, then my body will still be controlled by that force at any time, and it is better to fight to the death than to be controlled to carry out endless slaughter, even if I am hurt to death, I will not let this body fall into its hands again.
"Ah~"
With a heart-rending roar, the last trace of vines connecting my body was torn off, and I was extremely weak at this time, beads of sweat the size of beans continued to drip from my forehead, and my whole person fell to the ground limply.
Seeing this, the man in front of me hurriedly gathered his strength and swung his knife to slash at the red-glowing rattan armor, only to hear a "boom", and the rattan armor turned into ashes in the explosion.
"Should... It's over"