Chapter 141

Gu Sen's mother left due to illness. At that time, Gu Sen was only nineteen years old. At first, I only thought that my mother was an ordinary hospital, after all, she was in good health on weekdays. But then he found out that things were not as simple as he thought.

He watched the doctor go in and out of his mother's hospital room, and the expression on his face became more and more solemn. Just know that things are not that simple. The last thing that came out was cancer. It's still the kind that can't be cured.

During his last time, Gu Sen was almost always in the hospital with his mother. People who were already thin have become skinny because of cancer chemotherapy, and their long black hair is gone. One afternoon, Gu Sen saw his mother lying on the bed, and he sat on the edge of the bed, not knowing how to fall asleep.

When I woke up, I saw my mother looking at me, and her face was full of love.

Gu Sen still remembers his mother's expression at that time. It was a kind of extreme reluctance and love. But there was no way, at that time, he hated himself extremely much, hated himself for being powerless.

Since he was a child, everyone said that he was a genius, and that he could do anything very simply. In that case, then why can't he get his mom healthy.

After waking up, Gu Sen went to shave his head. When he returned to the ward, his mother saw him and laughed at first, then laughed and cried.

And yet it was during that time that her grandmother. Her mother's mother had never been here. 、

He still remembers the day his mother was buried, and he and his grandmother were sitting in the same car. Grandma's old voice echoed in the quiet car.

"Your mother's illness can actually be cured, it's your grandfather, and your father's side is delayed. Okay, how can you get sick, it must be your dad who has someone outside, and your mom is angry. In this way, grandma mentioned it in Gu Sen's ear more than once.

At first, he was stunned, but later, he realized that this was not the case at all. If he was a few years younger, he might have been brainwashed by his own grandmother.

By saying how his mother's illness was delayed, and trying his best to say all kinds of things in Gu Sen's current situation, in the end, for what, not for the Ning family's money.

As an adult, at that time, he felt that the best way to deal with it was to ignore his grandmother. But later I found that if I didn't deal with it, it would only make some people gain an inch.

When he saw his father in a car accident with his own eyes in the later days, and his grandmother had a smile on her face, he instantly understood everything in his heart.

A lot of things are not what you think they are. So what can he do, many times, he can't do anything.

Thinking of some of the things before, I don't know why Gu Sen felt a little tired. It was late when I looked at the time. But he didn't want to go back to his empty room, so he finally drove to the downstairs of Xia Xiao's community.

I bought this house when I was in college. At that time, I was very happy to live alone. Lin Qianshu was sketching outside and has not come back yet. If I'm not mistaken, I should have arrived home in three days.

But Gu Sen didn't plan to go up. I parked the car on the side of the road, got out of it, lit a cigarette, leaned against it, and stared at the upstairs room with the lights on.

"Brother Ran?"

Xia Xiao screamed tentatively, but he didn't expect the man not far away to turn around. Although it was in the dark, the man's figure had already been engraved in Xia Xiao's mind.

"Why are you here?" As soon as this sentence was asked, Xia Xiao saw the cigarette in Gu Sen's hand again. In my impression, Xia Xiao rarely saw Gu Sen smoking.

"I miss you. Come and have a look. Gu Sen extinguished the cigarette in his hand, looked at the girl in front of him, and said lightly.

After listening to this, Xia Xiao intuitively felt that Gu Sen seemed to be in a bad mood tonight.

"I just went downstairs to take out the trash." Xia Xiao explained, "Have you eaten? Do you want to go up and sit? ”

"Do you have anyone in your family?"

"Nope." Lin Qianshu shook his head: "I just came out and forgot to turn off the lights." ”

As soon as he entered the door, Gu Sen smelled a faint smell of mush. I asked what it tasted like. Xia Xiaocai reacted after realizing that he was just boiling porridge. There was a bit of a scramble for a while.

Gu Sen asked Xia Xiao to stand in the living room, said I'll come, and then took off his blazer, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, and walked into the kitchen.

Most of the time, Xia Xiao feels that he is quite independent and powerful, but at present, in front of Gu Sen, he rarely seems to show his independent and self-reliant side. This made Xia Xiao a little embarrassed.

Gu Sen went in and tinkered for a while, and Xia Xiao cleaned up a little outside again. In fact, the house is very clean, and Xia Xiao cleans very seriously every day. But she just didn't want to be idle.

After Xia Xiao finished cleaning up, Gu Sen also re-cooked the noodles.

This is what Xia Xiao said before that it was delicious, and he ate two bowls of noodles. But today there are some more side dishes. Xia Xiao glanced at it, it was all in his refrigerator.

During the meal, the two of them did not speak, but they were very happy. The noodles were a little spicy, and at the end of eating, Xia Xiao's nose was covered with fine sweat.

"What are you going to do in a moment?" After taking a sip of soup, Xia Xiao asked.

"Nothing to do."

"Then do you want to play the game with me tonight?"

Xia Xiao just felt that Gu Sen seemed to be in a bad mood tonight, otherwise he wouldn't have appeared downstairs in his house in the middle of the night and smoked. Although Gu Sen didn't talk much before, it was definitely not the same as tonight. Thinking of this, Xia Xiao wanted to do something with Gu Sen to relieve Gu Sen's attention.

"What game?" Gu Sen asked.

"Eat chicken," Xia Xiao said, "Have you ever played?" This is a shooter. A hundred people skydive together and pick up equipment on the same map in the last killing game. ”

"I know." Gu Sen said lightly. "What time are you going live?"

"Eight o'clock."

After looking at his watch, Gu Sen said, "I'll clean up, you can also pack up and prepare for the live broadcast." ”

With that, Gu Sen stood up, and then began to accept the results of the two people's battle.

Xia Xiao nodded silently, but she didn't know why she always felt a little embarrassed. Obviously in his own home, it stands to reason that Gu Sen should be regarded as a guest, but in the end, it was the guest who cooked for himself.

Thinking of this, Gu Sen secretly decided that he must take Gu Sen to eat chicken on the live broadcast tonight.

But in fact, for Gu Sen, these things don't matter. The most important thing for him is not the game, but the fact that he can play with Xia Xiao. But now Xia Xiao didn't seem to understand Gu Sen's feelings, but noticing Xia Xiao's excited look, Gu Sen didn't say anything. Xia Xiao, who feels like this, seems to be quite cute. Finally, I said that I look forward to Xia Xiao's performance tonight.

Ten minutes before the broadcast, Xia Xiao posted a report on Station C, saying that he would play a game with a friend tonight.

As soon as eight o'clock arrived, Xia Xiao had just started the live broadcast, and many people came.