Chapter 106: I Really Can't Do It
"You don't need to pretend to care about me here, why didn't you show up when I needed your care and needed your care? I'm thirty now, don't you think it's ridiculous that you came here to care about your son? Also, this is not my neighbor, this is my wife, she knows what I need better than I do, and she cares more about me than you do. Well, now that you see me, you know that our land is very good, we can go back, and we still have to rest. Lu Xiao's words were like steel knives, not to mention a mother, even Yu Han felt cold when he heard it.
"That...... Auntie, we had a fight today, so he is not in a very good mood, otherwise you will ...... one day, one day"
"Don't be too self-conscious! It's not uncommon. Hurry up and give me back to my room to rest, tomorrow and tomorrow! Lu Xiao was carrying Yu Han's back collar like a chicken, no matter how Yu Han fluttered, he couldn't escape from Lu Xiao's palm.
"Okay, give me a good job, or go to bed in a while and see how I clean you up?" Lu Xiao whispered a threat in Yu Han's ear, and Yu Han swallowed his saliva twice and immediately ...... Honestly.
"That, Xiaoxiao, then I won't bother you. Merely...... You're about to have a birthday, and mom doesn't know what you like, this ...... It's up to you to pick something for yourself. ”
It turned out that he was here to give a birthday present.
Lu Xiao stopped, he glanced back at it, and there was a sneer on his face.
"Earlier, is it worth talking so much?" Lu Xiao put down Yuhan, strode in front of the lady, and took the card in the woman's hand without changing his face and heartbeat, without the slightest trace of guilt on his face!
"Don't treat yourself badly when you're out alone, don't be too busy at work, take time out to take care of your body......" The woman couldn't tell whether she was excited or sad, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with one hand and didn't forget to advise.
"You're talking too much!" Another cold refusal, and the woman smiled reluctantly. But she also seemed to be relieved, after all, her heart, he would take it all every year. Although this way made her unwilling, only this way seemed to be the only way for her to get close to Lu Xiao.
"That...... Mom won't bother you, I have time to ask Xiaoxiao to take you to the house as a guest. The woman waved her hand at Yuhan, at this moment she is not a woman with charm, she is just a mother who has lost her soul and is unwilling. For a time, the old mother.
"Auntie, walk slowly......" Yu Han escorted the woman to the elevator and pressed the down button for her with her own hands. Watching the woman walk into the elevator, watching her smile at herself, watching her sad...... The elevator doors closed abruptly.
"Don't waste your face there, neither of us will read your good?" Lu Xiao stood at the door of Yuhan's house, his face completely devoid of the arrogance he had before a moment.
"You mean, you're underestimating me, aren't you? What am I doing Li Yuhan doing to make it good for others to read? Yu Han pursed her lips, her mood at the moment was a little complicated, and she couldn't say what it was like. Yes, how open-minded, how fair, and selfless you are! You are kind to all, but cruel to me. "Lu Xiao, do you have a little conscience? How cruel have I been to you? Also, to whom am I being kind? She? Yuhan looked at the direction of the elevator with a confused expression, "That's called kindness?" ”
"You're fine. I shouldn't blame you. Perhaps because he felt that his tone of voice was a little stiff, Lu Xiao came over and took Yu Han's hand, with full sincerity, Yu Han saw that Lu Xiao, who was so good to her, came back again.
"But next time...... There may not be this next time, so if, if you see that person again next time, you don't need to be so polite to her, and you don't have to deliberately please her. Even if she will be your mother-in-law in the future, you don't have to wronged yourself in the slightest, you know? Lu Xiao pinched Yu Han's face, looked at the pouted pink lips and couldn't help but kiss again.
"Hey, you're a ...... How can you say that she is also your mother, not to mention that people still ......" Looking at Lu Xiao's cold eyes, Yu Han held back the words he was about to say.
"What's more, people have already bowed down to me, haven't they? What's more, people have already generously taken out the card to celebrate my birthday, right? What's more, people still take the initiative to send it to the door so late and in the middle of the night, right? What's more, people are still my elders, are they the ones who gave birth to me? Whatever she's done before, I shouldn't do this to her, right? I'm just too ruthless, too cold-blooded, too uneducated, too impersonal, too unhuman, not human, right? A moment of grievances, resentment, confusion, and struggle poured out at this moment, thirty years, almost thirty years, Lu Xiao's emotions that had never erupted were like a flood opening the floodgates out of control at this moment.
"I didn't say anything, why are you ......" Yu Han felt a little difficult to breathe, she stuck to the wall and didn't know how to face Lu Xiao, who was a little out of control.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, forgive me, forgive me, wife, I was wrong, I know, I shouldn't have done this to you." Lu Xiao hugged Yu Han, his body trembling slightly.
"I know, you don't feel good in your heart......" Yuhan touched Lu Xiao's back, this man ...... It's kind of pathetic.
"Don't you look down on me now?" Lu Xiao lay on Yu Han's shoulder and muttered softly. "Why?" "Because I took her money."
Money. Yu Han was silent. She had never lived in such a family, she had not felt that kind of family atmosphere, and she was not qualified and completely unable to put herself in the shoes of either side. At this moment, she was silent.
"This may be the only filial piety I can do to her." A line of hot tears slid down Lu Xiao's cheeks.
Indeed, she was his mother, the one who brought him into this world. Even though she has a thousand dissatisfaction and resentment towards her, she is her own mother after all! I can ignore her care, ignore her pain, ignore her amends, but all this can't avoid that she is her own mother!
Even if I am reluctant, this is the truth.
The original plan to go to Yuhan's house changed places due to a sudden change, in Lu Xiao's home, under a cold and oppressive wardrobe, Lu Xiao opened a drawer, the contents were neat, and the most conspicuous thing was a stack of bank cards in a bag.
"See these cards? She gave me these things. Every year for my birthday, she sends me one. It is only at this time that we will meet. Lu Xiao leaned on the wardrobe decadently, and sat Yu Hanla, who was squatting aside, in his arms.
"A lot of times I want to forgive her, but ...... It really can't be done. Maybe in the future, when I reach her age, I will be able to understand and be relieved, but now...... Not really. You really can't understand what it's like to be a child, or a big boy hiding under the quilt and wanting to see his mother......" Lu Xiao's eyes moistened, and in order not to let Yu Han find out, he turned his back and wiped it.
"Later, for a long time, I despised me at that time, wasn't I just a mother, what was so great that I couldn't see it. And so, that man, along with that title, fell in my heart. Heart death, perhaps is the best interpretation of my feelings for her, I can't hate, I can't love, I fantasize, if we can live and die in this life, it will not be the best ending. Lu Xiao smiled bitterly, sad or helpless.
"You can't say that, you can see it, uncle...... She seems to care about you. In this world, who can really care about you but your parents? Yu Han's hand touched Lu Xiao's cheek, warm and moist.
"Concerned? This may be someone else's parents. And my parents ...... What I remember most vividly is that no one went to my parent-teacher meeting, no one remembered my birthday, no one cared about my studies, and no one took care of my life...... My entertainment life is either spent alone in the house or accompanied by a nanny. Many times, my classmates think of the nanny as my mother, and I never defend it, because it is better to have such a person than not there. And she...... The person who should accompany me the most, care for me, and take care of me is the only way to care for me......" Lu Xiao took out one of the cards and held it up in front of Yu Han. In her opinion, as long as you have enough money to live, you can live happily...... Perhaps, this is very useful to her, and it is also used for half her life. Now, she may feel that money is not a substitute for everything, so she began to want to please me, and I, after the age of pleasing and forgetting the scars. Lu Xiao smiled miserably, and the card slipped from his fingertips.
"When I was young, when I accepted her card, she would leave me alone with peace of mind, and she could use such a grandiose excuse as making money for me to perfunctory me and comfort herself. She wants that peace of mind, and I'll satisfy her...... Am I not filial enough? ”
"Perhaps...... Aunt has her own troubles...... Maybe you can talk to your aunt...... After all, she meant to make amends. ”
"Talk to her? What to talk about? How important is it to talk about money? How can I make more money? Or how can we get more benefits in marriage? Even don't care about the other person's life? "A pair of red eyes are like a trapped beast in a cage, which makes Yu Han shudder." What do you mean? ”
"I found out that your wife is not qualified at all, and you don't know anything about your husband's family background, so I jumped in......" Lu Xiao pinched Yu Han's face weakly. Back then, she divorced my father and received a large sum of money because she won custody. Then...... Then...... He used shady means to get my dad bankrupt. My spineless dad couldn't stand the decadence and chose to commit suicide...... "The air is quiet and the needles can be heard."