Chapter 132: No Way Back
No matter what kind of chicken feathers life gives people, people still have to pack their bags and move on. No matter how the year to the end of the year gave the Li family how they felt, the Li family finally ushered in their own New Year.
At the end of the year and the beginning of the year, people always give this time a special meaning. Make good wishes for the new year and sweep away the unpleasant things of the past year. No matter what the new year holds, people are unconditionally willing to believe that it must be better than the past.
The past year can be said to be a year of bad luck for the Li family, first the eldest son cheated in marriage without warning, and then the daughter-in-law left with her grandson. The only palm pearl that has found a love home is actually in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, which makes everyone in the family exhausted. Fortunately, everything has become a thing of the past, what should be accepted has been calmly faced, and what should be started has started a new journey.
For Yuhan, her past is still continuing, but she doesn't have the stubbornness on the surface of the past, and she puts her dullness in the bottom of her heart. Come to think of it, the year is over, and you should not only grow old, but also have your own maturity.
It is said that it takes some things to grow up in an instant, and this is what Yuhan is like now.
There is nothing more sad than gaining but inexplicably losing, Yuhan is in compromise, obedience, struggle, rebellion, metamorphosis, and become silent.
When the heart is silent, everything is lifeless. Every day in the company, the company repeats the days day after day, and occasionally symbolically goes to Zhong Wenliang's clinic to sit down.
By the way, it's not just Yuhan who has become dull, Zhong Wenliang is the same. When I returned to China, my anxious heart had been crushed by the chicken feathers of the business, but fortunately, this young man was not discouraged. I have to say that Zhong Wenliang has a little more affection in Yuhan's heart after calming down, but it has nothing to do with love, it is completely for friendship. Zhong Wenliang naturally knows, but in China, he should be content to have a friend like Yuhan.
The creation of the clinic has not completely stagnated, and the construction of hardware and software is proceeding in an orderly manner. Although the speed was much slower than Zhong Wenliang expected, everything was still moving forward.
Regarding the personal relationship between Yuhan and Zhong Wenliang, Ms. Wei still had quite fantasies at first, but later, gradually, Ms. Wei also felt the taste of it. The most unreluctantly important thing in this world is emotional things, as long as Yu Han doesn't contact Lu Xiao again, then she will simply turn a blind eye, anyway, Yu Han's age ...... It's not a big deal.
And Lu Xiao ...... This may be a word that everyone deliberately avoids, it is like a thunder, buried in everyone's heart, everyone is careful not to accidentally detonate this thunder. Therefore, that name has also become a taboo for the whole family, and even the word Lu has become a forbidden word in the mouths of the whole family, and no one mentions it again.
Lu Xiao still didn't have any contact.
Although it shouldn't be broken when you break up, everything about that person is like a magic box, and Yu Han can't help but think about it. The familiar number in the mobile phone is still there, and even the label on WeChat for Lu Xiao is still her husband, but Yuhan just doesn't dare to make a phone call to Lu Xiao and send a WeChat. She was scared...... She was afraid that nothing would be done.
Yu Han has returned to his apartment several times, and the payment notice has been posted on the door opposite, and the date is still stuck at the end of last year, it seems that this guy should have never returned.
Many times people are not afraid of rough seas, but more worried about the undercurrent of peace, because you don't know how big waves are hidden underneath, and you can't predict and control these unknown variables.
After all, it is New Year's Day, the beginning of the new year, in order to have a new atmosphere, and in order for the whole family to have a good mood in the new year, under the arrangement of the eldest brother Yuyao, the whole family should have a short trip. In order to appear more lively, Yucan also brought Yoyo. It's also said that the company is also on holiday on New Year's Day, and it's really inappropriate to leave a girl behind. Although Yoyo is not from the Li family, this supernumerary has become a permanent resident of the Li family. As long as it is not a formal occasion, but when the Li family can call Youyou, Youyou has never missed the opportunity to be with the Li family. At first, Yoyo felt very embarrassed, after all, this is also a matter of taking advantage of others, but after a long time, after a long time, Yoyo doesn't feel that such excitement is a burden. What's more, she and Yuhan have indeed not seen each other for a while.
The non-staff personnel of the Li family are already here, so for the personnel in the Li family's system, that is, Haocheng, there is naturally no reason not to come.
Li Yuyao had already greeted Qi Ping, and Qi Ping had no reason not to agree to this kind of collective action of the whole family. However, she also said that she was also very busy at the end of the year, and she had to work overtime on New Year's Day, so she couldn't send Haocheng over in person, and she needed Yuyao to pick it up.
Indeed, he is divorced, and it seems a little embarrassing to kick the door again, but for Yu Yao, that home ......
It's still that familiar community, or the door that has been in and out for many years, and everything seems like it was yesterday in a trance. Yu Yao was even wondering if he had returned from a business trip. But when he thought about it, he couldn't remember the last time he was here. Was it a month ago, two months? Or a few months? The security guard at the gate of the community has changed, the previous Uncle Zhang doesn't know where he went, and the newcomer doesn't know which one Yuyao is, so he has to stop him and ask him to enter the community. Fortunately, Xiao Li, who was once familiar with the property, happened to run an errand when he ran into it, so he let Yu Yao in.
The path in the community seems to have been repaired, and there were always a few potholes and bumps when driving before, but this way in is unusually smooth. Go along the main road at the gate of the community, turn right at the second intersection, and the third unit on the left hand is about less than 50 meters away.
Yu Yao parked the car in a familiar parking space and opened the door, all of which was so familiar. How many late nights, how many dawns, how many days, a pair of beautiful women came and went here, and a family of three hurried by here. There is still that familiar figure on the path, and there are indelible memories in my mind, but unfortunately, everything can only be memories.
Somehow, today's brain seems to be surprisingly useful, and the bits and pieces of the past are pouring out like a flood that has broken through the floodgates. The good and the bad, the big and the small, the ones that are worth remembering, and the ones that are not worth mentioning, but all the past experiences are shown one by one in front of you like a movie.
The first time I was here was because I married Qi Ping and wanted to come here to decorate. At that time, it was still a new development, and although the buildings had been sold for about the same time, the occupancy rate was not very high. Yu Yao and Qi Ping were among the first batch of households. They personally chose the decoration company, bought the decoration materials themselves, designed their own decoration style, and watched this place from an adobe house to a warm home. They spent their spring supper here, they started the smoke of their lives here, they had the first quarrel of their married life here, and they welcomed the arrival of a new life here......
Bit by bit of the past clearly surfaced in Yu Yao's mind, and vaguely seemed to see Hao Cheng running towards him with his hands and shouting to his father, Yu Yao wiped his eyes with joy, but found that it was just a ribbon hanging on a tree dancing in the wind.
Is it nervousness, alienation, estrangement or regret not being at the beginning? Yu Yao didn't know how he felt at this moment, he just got out of the car numbly, and hesitated into the door that had brought him countless warmth.
The doorbell rang, and Qi Ping appeared behind the door as scheduled. is still the gentle person, or the knowledgeable appearance, or the excellent woman who once made herself feel a little depressed but now out of reach.
Yu Yao has the illusion of being in a different world. That is, a few months ago, he was still the male head of the house, and the woman standing in front of him was still his wife, and they also had a lovely child. He went in and out of his house with impunity, took off his dirty socks and threw them away without hesitation, and unashamedly instructed the woman in front of him to take this and that for him......
After the divorce, Yu Yao understood that life was originally trivial, but every drop was engraved in his bones. He asked himself more than once, why? Why? Why is it that I used to live in such a happy home but I am so confused?
The answer is ridiculous, that is, he once attributed all this to Qi Ping's excellence! It's ridiculous, I dislike my wife for being too good! But has this excellent woman ever asked for herself?
But it turns out that every reproach is a torment for yourself! He couldn't figure out whether he had a problem with his marriage or personality, why such a good home could make him feel depressed? Why was it so simple when I left, but I couldn't find my way back?
Is this what people often say, when you have it, you don't know how to cherish it, and when you lose it, you don't know how precious it is? Yu Yao didn't know, all he knew was infinite regret and self-blame in his heart. But the last thing in this world is regret medicine, and no one gives him a chance to regret.
After breaking up with Qi Ping, Yu Yao broke off contact with Ran Hong.
It's not that Yu Yao repented and changed his ways, it was really because Yu Yao was in a bad mood and lost his temper, I thought that the docile Ran Hong would give him at least a little comfort, but I didn't expect that the once docile cat instantly became a mighty tiger. There is no consolation, but the ridicule and hurt come in time!