She looked down at the boy in her arms, only to realize that he was awake.

The boy's face was still the same small pink face, but his eyes were full of endless sadness and heartache, and that kind of pain was a pain that Su Linger had never seen on his face.

"Bai Chen?"

She thought that the big demon should not show such an expression, but the problem was that the indifferent, withdrawn and somewhat paranoid little Bai Chen had never shown such a humane expression?

And after she tried to call his name, the heartache in the boy's eyes intensified, and he bit his lip, and a tear flowed from his left eye, which was mixed with blood.

His hands also became trembling, and his breathing fluctuated for a long time, and then he spat out a few words bitterly:

"I ...... Kill all souls......"

"You didn't kill it, it was the big devil who did it. Don't blame yourself too much. ”

"I'm still ...... Hurt you......"

"Huh? I? ”

Bai Chen's hand fell on her face, and her fingers rubbed her cheek thinly, and Su Ling'er instantly felt that something was wrong.

She quickly touched the left part of her face that he had touched, but found that her face was no longer smooth and delicate, but became uneven, she touched it carefully, only to find that the skin of the lower part of her left face was torn off, revealing bloody flesh.

"Hold the grass, I'm disfigured?!"

There were no mirrors, and her storage ring couldn't be moved, so she couldn't see what virtue her face had become.

Judging from the feel and Bai Chen's eyes alone, she must have been disfigured, and it was terrifying!

She quickly touched the rest of her body, and found that her left shoulder, which was very close to her left cheek, was also injured, and the clothes on her shoulder were lifted off even the flesh and skin on her shoulder, and the flesh and blood were blurred, obviously very badly injured!

The injury was so bad, she didn't even notice it herself?!

I thought it was good not to feel pain in my dreams in the past, but now it doesn't seem to be a good thing. Loss of pain perception means that the body's defense mechanisms are severely lacking, even if it is seriously injured.

In addition, the location of the injury is also relatively partial, and it is not a part that can be seen at a glance...... Wait, no, she was obviously attacked by the big demon head-on, why is everything else intact, only the left side of her face and left shoulder are injured?

Is there anything special about her left side of her face and left shoulder?

She lowered her head and pondered, not noticing that Bai Chen's heart was already in tears, and all that flowed was blood and tears.

He suddenly cried out with a "wow", and threw himself into her arms and hugged her tightly.

Su Linger was stunned on the spot, with her hands open, at a loss, and she didn't know what to do at all.

It's not that she can't coax children, it's just that her own brain circuits haven't been smoothed out yet, and she has fallen into a new shock.

That's right, Bai Chen actually hugged her!

What does that mean that he can touch her?!

"Oh my God......"

What she was thinking about was not hugging and kissing me with Xiao Baichen, but thinking of more serious problems!

If he could touch her, it meant he could break her neck with his hands, or rub her head on the ground, or pull out her heart with his hands!

In this way, the next time he goes crazy, she will not be disfigured and injured, but will die directly in hundreds of tricks! It takes a long time to think about brain supplements alone!

Oh, that's too ...... Wait, die?

She's not immortal, she's going to die?

It suddenly occurred to her that her usual way of "getting out of her dream" seemed to be death, and as long as she died in her dream, she would wake up simultaneously in reality.

The last time she had a dream in the past, she was also affected by Bai Chen's mad father's ritual, and because she didn't feel pain, she was still not sure if she was dead at that time.

If so, yes.

What if she had been killed by the aftermath of the ritual and thus escaped her dreams?

In this way, her way out of the dream realm has been settled!

She hugged Bai Chen's thin body instead, her breathing was a little short because of excitement, reason was scolding her for being crazy, and impulse was telling her to die quickly.

"I'm sure something is wrong, or maybe I'm crazy enough to die."

She was so confused that she didn't know whether to persuade herself to dispel this crazy thought, so she had to hug Xiao Baichen in her arms harder as a pillow to relieve pressure.

"It's okay, it's okay, don't cry, everything will be fine."

She hugged Bai Chen and comforted softly, not knowing whether to comfort him or herself, but as a result, Bai Chen cried even more sadly.

He cried for a long time, like a one-time vent of the pain and grievances that had accumulated for a long time.

It wasn't until he cried that he didn't have any strength at all that he finally fell asleep in Su Ling'er's arms.

She touched the boy's head, and couldn't help but think, in the real past without her, did Xiao Baichen cry alone to the corpse of the panacea?

Or, he didn't even have a person to cry to, so he could only swallow his tears back to his heart silently, and suppressed himself to the point of mental breakdown, so that he became crazy later?

It was rare that she did not immerse herself in cultivation again, but guarded Xiao Baichen, constantly fighting between heaven and man.

Obviously, there are many things that I haven't figured out, but once the idea of "going to die" comes out, it is like a maggot attached to the bone, and it can't get rid of it.

She wondered if Bai Chen would become a big demon again when she opened her eyes, and then "brushed" to kill her, so that she didn't have to worry and could directly confirm her conjecture.

What disappointed her was that Bai Chen was still Bai Chen after waking up, and even changed the appearance of a cold little boy when he first fell asleep, and became extremely attached to her, and after finding that he could touch her, he kept holding her and refused to let go.

"Bai Chen, you don't have to stick to me so tightly, can't you go back to bed and sleep."

The boy shook his head, still burying his face in her clothes.

"Hey, you're a big kid, if someone sees a sister sticking to it, what are you talking about?"

"I don't care."

He refused to let go at all, and hugged her tighter.

When he couldn't touch her at all, he never worried that she would disappear; But now that he could touch her, he was afraid that if he let go, she would disappear from his life like a panacea.

Even if he didn't let go, he was still afraid, he didn't know how long he could hold her, every minute and every second was like a countdown.

Su Ling'er didn't know the sharpness of his mind, but she knew why he had suddenly changed drastically, obviously because of the death of the Lark.

That bird is his magic pet, the thought left to him by his mother, and his only spiritual sustenance, but he was killed by his own hands, and no one can get out of such a big psychological shadow.

She used her clever head to think about it, and came up with a good way to comfort him.

"Baichen Baichen, get up and show you a good thing."

"Hmm."