Chu Luoci is indeed very abnormal, even she knows her abnormality.

It's too ugly, it's really ugly, Chu Luoci couldn't help but think in his heart.

She tried her best to restrain her emotions, but the scenes of the past swam into her mind like a horse, and she couldn't calm the anger in her heart.

Yan Que actually let her endure it, how dare he let himself endure it?!

She has endured it all her life and endured a tragic death, why should she endure it in this life?

Chu Luoci slowly clenched his fists and closed his eyes.

The memories of her previous life flew towards her like snowflakes.

Chu Luoci was an orphan in his last life.

She didn't know who her parents were or where she came from.

All she knew was that when he had a memory, she was locked up in a dark room.

Houses like this are row after row, and there are more children living next door to her.

Their daily life is to sleep and eat, and then take medicine.

In Nanban, witch doctors are prevalent.

Witch doctors are divided into white witches and black witches.

Keeping her and the other children here is a deranged black witch.

He took many, many children and tested them on them.

Some are medicines for diseases, and some are medicines for harm.

For as long as she can remember, her world has been a small world, with a small window above her head, through which she can see the dense foliage.

Spring goes to autumn, day and night are indistinguishable, time passes, and what accompanies her is only the pain of being tormented by all kinds of poisons day after day.

No one taught her knowledge, and no one taught her common sense.

The black witch who captured them only treated them like animals, and their lives were the least valuable thing.

She has only patience, and only patience.

Because the black witch was very perverted, when he used the poison on the children, the more the children struggled, the more painful they became, and the louder they cried, the more excited he felt.

Chu Luoci was smart enough to notice this, so no matter what medicine was used on her, she always endured it silently.

And the black witch gradually felt that she was the most boring, and did not want to waste time on her.

She didn't know how long it took for her to endure such a day, but it was probably when she was in her teens that the black witch was killed and they were saved.

The man who saved them was a man who claimed to be righteous.

But when the man had rescued them, he told them, "You are free."

Little Chu Luoci was very confused, looking up at the sky he had never seen before, not knowing where to go.

He said she was free.

She's free......

But what is "freedom" ......?

She is like a little beast that has not really been born until this moment, facing this vast world, but she does not know where to go.

She has hands, but she doesn't know what to do with them; She has feet, but she doesn't know what kind of world she should measure with them.

She can only follow her instincts, in the forest full of poisonous insects of the Southern Barbarians, she sleeps when she is sleepy, eats when she is hungry, hides in the cave when it rains, and lives like a real beast.

Although she is alone.

Maybe it was because the black witch used too much medicine on her, her physique changed, and she survived in the dense forest full of poisonous insects

As she grew older, she began to understand something, even if there was no one to teach her.

When she saw the beast, she knew she was afraid; There was thunder in the sky, and she knew to take shelter from the rain.

At the same time, something even more torturous gradually appeared in her mind.

Lonely.

It's loneliness.

Man is a social animal, but she is like a solitary beast.

Living alone in this dense forest.

No one spoke to her.

No one gave her warmth.

After more than a decade of suffering, she was forced to endure something called loneliness.

Chu Luoci thought that her life would come to the end of her life like this.

Maybe it was from some kind of poisonous poisonous insect, or maybe it was from the claws of a beast.

But she didn't expect that when she was seventeen years old, she would be picked up.

That person was her later master, the national teacher of the Southern Barbarians.

She's so happy, she's really happy.

She was like crazy, absorbing the knowledge from her master.

She no longer had to endure pain, she no longer had to endure loneliness and loneliness, she thought that her life had ushered in the dawn of time, but it was not like this.

She lives in the palace with the national teacher, and she has to endure the intrigues and tricks in the palace, and she has to endure the deceit of the court.

Until the national teacher was old and traveled all over the world, she stepped on the blood of tens of millions of people, climbed to the position of the national teacher, and became the saint of the Southern Barbarians.

She felt lonely again.

She began to endure loneliness.

Later, she was plotted to plant a peach blossom love Gu.

In addition to being lonely, she has to endure the embarrassing lust brought by the peach blossom love Gu.

Whenever she was poisoned, she was like a beast that had lost her mind.

At its worst, she even felt that she had lost her self-esteem as a human being.

She wanted to die.

Later, she did die.

In the hands of the sworn enemy, he died in the pain of forcibly untying the peach blossom love Gu.

Looking back, she has endured all her life.

Endure pain, endure loneliness, endure loneliness.

can live again, this man she thought was a partner and a friend, and he actually asked her to endure it a little longer!

Why?!

Chu Luoci thought to himself.

If I want to, I can poison and kill all of you, why? Why should I bear with it?

When I endured my own heart and tried to adapt to the rules around you, when I thought that you had become my partner, and although we had bound interests, we could support each other, you ruthlessly told me to be patient!

I really can't do it!

When Chu Luoci opened his eyes again, the emotions in his eyes had been well retracted.

But Yan Que clearly felt that something was different.

In the past, he felt that he and Chu Luoci always seemed to be separated by something that they couldn't be honest.

Later, he felt that their relationship was closer, which made him happy and annoyed.

But today, he suddenly felt that the estrangement between Chu Luoci and himself had reappeared.

And the distance between them...... It seems to be getting farther and farther away.

"Lord Wang, I will avenge my revenge, the agreement we reached before will not change, and I will never enter the palace again to treat Mama Zheng."

"I'm sorry for you to tell Guifei and Mama Zheng, I don't know where I provoked these two big Buddhas. But I'm not a soft persimmon to be kneaded! ”

"What means do they have, just come, I'll quit, Feng! Accompany! Arrive! Bottom! ”