Chapter 52: Her Self-Esteem
With that, he turned and went back to his yard.
Fu Yun behind him suddenly sneered.
"I suddenly feel that it is all worth it to be scolded by you today, at least let the prince know what kind of person you are."
Chu Luo was angry, "You know that I didn't mean that just now, and what he heard was just taken out of context!" ”
"Oh, is it? Don't you really think in your heart that he is a person who only cares about status and fame? ”
"I ......"
Before Chu Luo finished speaking, he was interrupted by Fu Yun.
"Since you think that the prince is not a good person, then please remember what you said today, keep your heart, such a man you don't look down on, please stay away from him!"
"I don't care what he is like, I don't care if he loves power, or women, I just want to be there for him, you call me selfish? No, Chu Luoci, it's you who are selfish! If you are good to someone, you want him in return! But I'm different, I'm wholeheartedly dedicated to the prince, I'm willing! I love him, I don't care if he loves me or not, I love him and am willing to do anything for him, I can die for him, can you? ”
After listening to her words, Chu Luoci suddenly fell silent.
For the first time, she looked at the weak woman in front of her.
Although in her opinion, Fu Yun's love is a little ridiculous and a little unscrupulous, but whether it is in her previous life or this life, she really has never loved anyone.
She couldn't understand Fu Yun's thoughts either.
Loving someone, can it really become like this?
Becoming egoless, becoming blindly obedient, allows one to go down to the dust like this......
Is this love?
If this is really love, she would rather never fall in love with anyone in her life......
When Chu Luoci was still in his trance, Fu Yun had already left with his subordinates.
Leaving Chu Luoci alone standing outside the courtyard of the banquet in a daze.
After being distracted for a while, Chu Luoci shook his head violently.
What does the grievance between these two people have to do with themselves?
She just needs to live, get rid of the peach blossom love Gu on her body, and then leave this group of bad people, and spend the rest of her life comfortably by herself.
And one of the most important people who need to achieve all this is the feast.
After all, the mother Gu is on Yan Que's body.
Thinking like this, Chu Luoci felt a strange feeling in his heart right now.
She stood outside the courtyard and said in a loud voice: "Lord Wang, no matter what I just said, and whether I offended you just now, if I offended, I apologize to you, but you are injured, let me see it for you, okay?" ”
The people inside did not respond.
Chu Luoci said it again, but there was still no one in the room to answer.
Chu Luo stood outside the courtyard for a long time.
It was so long that she thought that Yan Que would not see her again today, and only then did Yan Que hear a hoarse voice from the courtyard.
"Come in."
Chu Luoci took his medicine box and the Nine Heavens Xuan Needle and entered the courtyard of the banquet.
Yan Que seemed to have been sitting at the table for a long time, and the tea on the table was already cold.
The atmosphere between the two was a little stagnant, and Chu Luoci could only speak first, "Has the prince changed the medicine today?" I'll look at the wound for you, and if it really doesn't work, in addition to the external dressing, you have to add some internal medicine. ”
Yan Que didn't look up at her, and said in a low voice, "Today's medicine hasn't been changed yet, you can watch it." ”
After listening to this, Chu Luoci stretched out his hand to take his pulse.
At this touch, his brows were furrowed.
"Some fever, some wounds are still inflamed, no, I have to give you an injection."
Yan Que's voice was still unfazed, and it was still the same sentence, "You look at it." ”
Chu Luoci thought about it for a while, and went to the courtyard to call two little maidservants to help her change the dressing together.
The two maidservants changed the dressing for Yanque, and she applied needles to Yanque.
And as the two maidservants took off their clothes for Yan Que, revealing the wound on his back, Chu Luoci felt shocked.
Yan Que's entire back was drawn by rattans, and the previous medicine could be seen to be very perfunctory, and the wound was a little red, swollen and inflamed.
When I took off my clothes, some gauze stuck to the wound.
Those two little maids were timid, they dared to use force, and they didn't get it down several times.
Yan Que frowned, reached out to his back, and "tore" and ripped off the gauze.
At the same time, blood immediately gushed out, running down his toned back and down his waist.
Chu Luoci's face turned white in a hurry, "Your wound is already serious, when will you get better like this?" ”
Yan Que sneered and said, "It doesn't matter, anyway, as you said, I'm just a person who values fame, fortune and power." If you are injured, you will be injured, if the wound is serious, I can still fight my father, isn't it just right to sympathize? ”
There was a thorn in his words.
Chu Luoci knew that he had just taken care of his losses, so he didn't argue, kept silent, and treated his wounds for him.
She moved her hands, thinking about how to explain to Yan Que.
She does sometimes feel that Yan Que is a person who no one loves and only values fame and fortune.
Because from the time she was born again, when she first saw Yan Que, this man gave him the feeling that this was the case.
He doesn't seem to love any woman around him.
knew that Chu Ruan Ruan had bad intentions and married into the palace, but he let her be strange and connived, but it looked more like indulgence in lust.
Knowing that Fu Yun likes him, but conniving at Fu Yun's liking, this is not a kindness for a woman, but a deeper and deeper torture!
Sometimes she really feels that Yan Que doesn't love anyone......
But why, when Yan Que heard her say this today, she would show such an expression?
Doesn't he care about anyone......
Chu Luoci's thoughts drifted away, and when all the wounds were treated, Yan Que didn't even say a word of thanks, and put on his clothes alone.
Chu Luoci couldn't help but mutter, "Is it you or me who almost died...... You know that according to Fu Yun. ”
Chu Luoci was just complaining quietly, but he didn't know this, but it seemed to ignite the last string in Yan Que's heart.
He suddenly pushed away the cup in his hand with a sudden noise, the broken porcelain pieces were scattered all over the ground, and the cold tea was all spilled on the ground.
"This king said, your matter has nothing to do with Fu Yun, how long do you have to mention this matter? Just outside the courtyard, the public said once, isn't it enough now? How long are you going to be aggressive? What do you want to do? Let this king put Fu Yun to death?! ”
He roared, making Chu Luoci stand in place at a loss.
She was simply stunned by the banquet, what did she do?
She just had a few verbal disputes with Fu Yun outside the hospital, she just whispered a few words, Yan Que was like a cat with its tail stepped on, just like that, with teeth and claws at her!
And the most unbearable thing for her is that the two little maids in the room haven't retreated yet, and Yan Que just scolded her in front of her subordinates?!
Chu Luoci was red-faced by him, and then he felt disheartened.
She was originally a person who cared deeply about her self-esteem.
Speaking of which, she has argued with Yanque countless times, but it is all a momentary quick-tongue, because her self-esteem does not allow her to bow to Yanque.
She thought that Yan Que knew her temper, and her personality was indeed a little awkward, but she had no bad intentions.
But now?
It's okay to deal with Yun Wan's maintenance, and reprimand her in front of a group of subordinates!
Chu Luoci only felt extremely embarrassed, tears rolled in her eyes a few times, and she was suffocated by her stubbornness.
She tried to adjust her breathing until her mind completely calmed down, and then she said coldly to you, "Stretch out your hand." ”
Yan Que also felt that what he had just said was a little heavier, and he actually felt that Chu Luoci beside him seemed to be about to cry.
He resisted the urge to turn back and comfort her, his hands clenched under his robe, his nails digging deep into his flesh.
No, there's no going back!
Can't let anyone else know that they still care about her!
This will only make her more regarded as a thorn in the side and a thorn in the flesh by others, and it will only put her in a dangerous situation!
He knew that Chu Luoci had always wanted to save face, and his self-esteem was very strong, and he reprimanded him in front of his subordinates today, maybe she would never forgive herself......
was thinking like this, but suddenly heard Chu Luoci ask him to stretch out his hand.
"What did you say?"
"I said, stretch out your hand, isn't your hand also hurt?"
Yan Que's pupils shook.
"You know everything?"