Chapter 202: I Love You When I Hate It

Jiang Feng: "Apply it for a while, otherwise it will be swollen tomorrow." ”

Now that the slap marks on his face were very obvious, Jiang Feng frowned, and she asked a little unhappily, "You just let her beat you like this." ”

Though...... That's.

But Jiang Feng still felt unhappy.

Shi Yi asked her in a dumb voice: "Do you feel sorry for me?" ”

Jiang Feng pursed his lips, and just when Shi Wei thought that she was about to avoid answering again, he heard her hum softly.

Shi Yan took her hand and took her into his arms.

"When I was a kid," he said...... She often does it to meβ€”"

Jiang Feng's body stiffened, and Shi Yan's voice faintly told her about that time that no one knew.

"For as long as I can remember, she hasn't had a smile on her face, she drinks heavily, and then controls everything I do, and the one I remember the most was when I was in elementary schoolβ€”

As soon as I moved to Jiang Lou, I was dragged by a little girl by the sand pile to play at the house, pretending to be the bride and groom, playing for time, and when I came home, she pinched my face with her nails and pumped me with a belt until I couldn't get up.

That time I lay in bed for half a month.

Xu I almost died, she stopped doing it to me, and began to work like crazy, day and night, she said to give me the best education and make that man regret it in the future.

She wants her son to be a hundred, a thousand times stronger than another woman's son.

I had endless tutorial classes, endless test questions, and whenever I wanted to go out, she would look at me with disappointed eyes and slap her in the face like crazy.

Once I escaped for half a day, and when I came back, she cut her wrist in front of me, and I was so frightened that I screamed and screamed, and she just asked me coldly: Will I listen to it in the future.

I no longer dare to disobey her words, meet all her requirements, and be a good son in her heart.

I did everything, but she was still not satisfied, she fell ill because of her lifeless work and resentment in her heart, and she said it was all for me.

I looked at her and felt pathetic in my heart.

I never felt like she loved me, I was just a toy for her to control all the time, a tool that might one day reconnect her with Shi Shaojin......"

No one taught him how to love someone.

No one loved him either.

He hugged the woman in his arms, his eyes were empty, and he said: "Fengfeng, if I upset you, you have to forgive me, no one has taught me how to love you." ”

He said, "I will learn." ”

He will learn how to love her, as long as she gives him time, he can learn the most complex business logic, and he will definitely learn how to love her.

It's just that loving someone is too many aspects and he needs time.

Jiang Yan's nose was sour, and tears fell silently, she asked, "Shi Yan, did Lu Ping say something?" ”

Shi Yi closed her eyes, and when she was arguing with Lu Ping just now, Lu Ping's words were like a curse, she said: "Shi Yan, you are a person who doesn't know how to reciprocate and don't know how to be grateful to your parents, no one will love you, I won't, your father won't, and the woman you baby outside won't love you." ”

In order to let the time be tired.

In order to make Shi Shaojin feel that she was useful, Lu Ping didn't care about using the most harsh words to stimulate Shi Yan, just to make him obedient.

Before, this approach had never failed.

Shi Yi was afraid of being abandoned by his only relative, and he was afraid that Lu Ping would not want him, so as long as she did the harm in the name of love, even if Shi Yi almost collapsed, he would eventually accept it all.

But after she said this, Shi Yan just looked at her expressionlessly and told her, "I have a home." ”

He said, "There is no you in this family, Mother. ”

Lu Ping didn't know which word he was stimulating, so she raised her hand and slapped him hard.

The strength was so great that after she slapped this slap, her body was unstable and knocked down the vase behind her.

Shi Yan, who had his eyes closed, slowly spoke, his voice hoarse, "She said, no one will love me for a person like me." ”

"I will." She didn't know when she was already crying and her eyes were red, she looked up at him, and held his face in the same way that he held her cheek and said, "I love you when I hate it, haven't I told you that I have been in love with you for a long time." ”

So she would be sad because of his help to Su Qing.

will be angry because he is close to Su Qing.

She didn't know when, she was already in love with him.

It's just that she didn't dare, didn't dare to show it, and didn't dare to say it.

She always felt that Shi Wei was the sand in her hand, with too much uncertainty.

She didn't dare to hand over her hole cards easily, but she didn't think that he was even more insecure than her.

He wanted someone who loved him.

Want a home.

There is no violence and a dignified home.

Shi Yi lowered his eyes, looked at the woman with red eyes crying in front of him, with tears in his eyes, covered her eyes with his big palm, and kissed her lips.

He said, "Say it again." ”

He was hoarse, and he actually prayed a little, "Fengfeng, say it again, you say it again." ”

Jiang Feng tasted the salty taste of tears falling on his lips.

It seems to be her tears, and it seems to be ......

It's a time to get tired.

Does he cry?

Can a man like him cry too?

Jiang Feng's heart suddenly hurt, it turned out that feeling sorry for a person was like this.

She didn't know how many times she said, "I love you." ”

"I love you."

"I love you."

"I love you."

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

He didn't seem to get tired of listening, and he longed for the love in her mouth over and over again.

This night, Jiang Feng was held in his arms, and the night was silent.

He said, "I love you too." ”

Loved you very early, very early.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Feng had a long-ago dream.

In the dream, I was still a little bean, wearing a pink princess dress, and on my feet were beautiful crystal shoes that my mother had just bought.

She has a lot of friends, and the little boys want to play with her.

But in the past two days, she has seen a very strange little boy, who never wants to play with herself, so he squats there alone and plays in the sand.

She thought he was so pitiful, he had no friends.

She stepped on her pretty little shoes, and in the sun, her shoes would shine and shine.

She walked up to the little boy and asked him, "Are you going to be my bridegroom today?" ”

The little boy raised his head, and Jiang Feng felt that he was better looking than the other little boys around him.

It's just that he doesn't care much about people.

Jiang Feng went to pull his hand, and his big flickering eyes lured him: "It's fun." ”

The little boy was her best-looking groom, and she said, "When I grow up, will I be your bride?" ”

The little boy looked at her and asked her very seriously, "What is a bride?" ”

Jiang Feng tilted his head: "The bride is like my father and mother, we are a family." ”

The little boy pursed his lips, "Okay." ”

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