Chapter Eighty-Four: Do What You Want
He and Qin were not close.
Just like Dr. Xi said, the relationship between brother and sister is neither good nor bad.
The two have never talked to each other, or rather, this is Qin Manjiang's unilateral reason.
Even if it is Li Xi, who is closest to him, he has never made a heart-to-heart move.
It's not a tacit understanding that everything is unspoken, it's just that Qin Manjiang himself doesn't know what he's thinking in his heart.
It makes people laugh when he says it, from childhood to adulthood, whether it is teachers and classmates at school, or family and friends around him, they have asked him what he wants to do and what kind of person he wants to become.
But when Qin Manjiang asked himself, he came to a ridiculous conclusion-
He has no dreams.
It seems that no matter who you are in this world, there are more or less things you want to do, and there are people you like.
Whether it's near or far, big or small, even if it's to hurry home and watch the cartoon that airs on time at six o'clock, it's a small joy.
But this kind of joy did not exist for Qin Manjiang.
Before he made Li Xi's stalker, he had always been a "maverick".
In the past, he always lay on the grass at dusk after school, looking up at the sky, and his gloomy and somewhat mysterious temperament made him easy to become the focus of girls' discussions.
They were guessing that he was a man with a story, and that he must have loved the evening wind at dusk.
But no one knew that he was just letting go.
He was lying on the grass, not admiring the dusk and the sunset, nor did he have any unique feelings.
He just lay there, with the green grass beneath him and the sunset sky above him.
Not for anything, like his life, just living.
A sailboat aimlessly drifting in a sea of people, wherever the wind blows, he goes.
Li Xi thought that Qin Manjiang liked to listen to rock, motorcycles, climb mountains, and sports, but in fact, ...... He can do both.
It's not that he is accommodating Li Xi, but for Qin Manjiang, there is no essential difference between all this, and he doesn't particularly like or hate things.
This mentality has created his thin interpersonal relationships so far, because everything is ...... He doesn't seem to care.
Qin Xianxing liked to pester him before, but later gave up, after all, he could get close to his family, and he could even perceive what kind of person Qin Manjiang was.
He is an extremely boring, extremely uninteresting person.
She even thinks that if a person doesn't have anything to love or want to do, is he still a human being?
Even people who lie at home and gnaw at the old have their own "life pursuits", such as why are you so tired of work, lying down as soon as possible.
But his brother, he doesn't have it at all.
Everything he has done in the past twenty years has been following the most normal and ordinary route step by step, and he has never made any choice on his own, nor has he taken the initiative to explore it...... What you want.
Such a person is difficult to get close to.
But this time, she had a little other subtle feeling.
His own brother...... It seems to have changed a little.
The wind from Mianshan blew the white curtains and flew non-stop, Qin Manjiang let go of the hand holding her and watched her quietly.
"You...... What to see......"
Qin asked a little uncomfortably.
"I haven't seen you cry much, strange." Qin Manjiang smiled.
Qin Satisfaction wiped his tears and glared at him fiercely: "Don't bother me!" ”
"Don't cry in the future," Qin Manjiang stretched out a finger and pressed her back to the bed, "I'm crying ugly." ”
With that, he left the ward, and the voice came from afar: "I'll go and bring lunch, wait." ”
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[Strange talk: I am aging. 】
[Cleared.] 】
All players received this message on their mobile phones.
How many people came out alive and how many spirit pupils each person obtained are only known to the participating players.
In the past few days after the strange talk ended, the weather in Fucheng has been very strange, and the fog starts at midnight and lasts until about noon the next day, and it has always been.
The weather forecast for the city doesn't say why, but the fog that lasts from night to morning doesn't have much impact on people's lives.
After noon, the sun appeared as usual, and the sunlight spread over the southern city of Fucheng.
After Qin Manjiang came back from the Mianshan Mental Hospital, he went to the police station and asked Dr. Xi to help issue a certificate so that he could bring Qin out satisfied.
He did plan to go back to the countryside to pay respects to his parents.
These days are exceptionally quiet days.
There are no new game notifications popping up on my phone, and nothing special is happening in reality.
He also received a refund for his tuition, which can be regarded as a temporary solution to some of his urgent needs.
Mi Qiao goes out early and returns late, and his work seems to be getting busier and busier, so he doesn't cook much for him.
Qin Manjiang himself would occasionally take the little yellow dog out for a walk, to the rooftop of the building, which was flat and spacious, enough for the little yellow dog to run, and he could see the whole city.
The same is true today.
The buildings of Fucheng seem to have a somewhat distorted feeling after being shrouded in fog in the morning, reflecting a hazy color under the yellow sunlight.
Pillars of light cast from the clouds illuminate the dust fibers above the city, slowly cruising over the land over time.
Standing on the roof of the building, the little yellow dog ran happily behind him, while Qin Manjiang held his mobile phone, the relic mobile phone.
He looked down at the phone, the wind was blowing gently, and the fine bangs kept fluttering in front of him, making him a little trance.
I chatted with Qin Satisfaction that day, and although there was still no heart-to-heart, Qin Manjiang finally realized some of his own problems.
What do I really like?
He thought about it for a while, but couldn't find an answer, so he gave up.
Compared to these stream-of-consciousness things, Qin Manjiang prefers real plans.
He wanted to get Qin Satisfaction out of the mental hospital as soon as possible and permanently, after all, it was not a place where normal people should stay longer.
Then find a serious job and solve life problems.
And then there's the weird talk about the game, and as for that, let's take it one step at a time.
For the vast majority of gamers, the weird tale game has completely turned their lives around and become the most important thing in life.
But it had no impact on Qin Manjiang's life, in his opinion, starving to death without money and being killed by ghosts were no different in terms of results.
It's even more tragic to say that you are poor.
"Woohoo!"
The barking of the little yellow dog came from the wind, and Qin Manjiang turned his head to see that the little guy was chasing a plastic bag that was blown up by the wind to have fun.
It wanted to chase after it.
Qin Manjiang looked at his mobile phone and suddenly smiled, forget it, why do you want to do so much?
I finally have something I want to do, so what do I have to endure to do?
For a long time, he has always wanted to turn on this mobile phone, but due to the entrustment of the "suicide note", he has been hesitant not to open it until he has obtained permanent props.
What could be worse than being chosen by a strange talker?
He didn't believe it.
The phone pressed the power button.
The boot screen appears, which is no different from a normal mobile phone.
Well?
Fingerprint unlocking?
Qin Manjiang thought about it, put his thumb on it and tried it.
The unlock is successful, and the screen changes.
It's on.
And at this moment, the entire Fucheng, the fog suddenly came!
At the same time, his other phone vibrated as well!
When he picked up the mobile phone and looked at it, Qin Manjiang's face was extremely strange.
Not only him, but all the people who saw this message in the strange talk game were all puzzled.
[Strange talk: The man in the coffin. 】
[Cleared.] 】
What kind of weirdness is this?
Who?
When was it conducted?
Why is it that everyone is not impressed?