For some things, he is too ashamed to talk about it, Liu Jingxuan never tells people, and there is no friend in his heart who can listen to his past, because he can't say it.

However, since even Gu Yijue knows it, I am afraid that Longqiu Tangxi must know.

On the way back, Liu Jingxuan didn't say a word, only drank.

It's been almost thirty years, and he's actually deliberately avoiding it. The reason why he didn't go to Chongqing when he returned to his hometown with Jiang Yu was actually because of this reason.

If it is replaced by a period of mutual liking when you were young, the worry is that the girl will not remember herself.

But Liu Jingxun was afraid that she would remember herself, and she never forgot it.

How could it be forgotten? At this age, recalling the childish behavior of his youth, the panic and guilt are half and half, not to mention that Liu Jingyun already regarded himself as an adult at that time.

On the sea, Bai Xiaodou asked, "Can't you tell Qiao Qingyu?" She's good friends with Daiya, so why don't you let Daiya talk about it?"

Jiang Yu said, "Isn't it okay? Now that we've all lived a new life, we should have our own choices, and if we tell her about her past life, it might be a burden to her."

Liu Jingxun shook his head with a smile, "Our Yuzu has really learned to think about others."

Jiang Yu sneered: "No, I only think about myself, outsiders don't bother to think about it, I am the most distant and close relatives." I think if I were an official, I would definitely be a corrupt official, I wouldn't necessarily be greedy for money, but I would definitely help my relatives and friends."

Liu Jingxun laughed and said softly, "I gave them the opportunity to be alone, and they are already very shameless, and they can't help anymore. Yuzu is right, there are two people in the past life and this life, since they died once in the previous life, then they will choose one by themselves in this life."

Bai Xiaodou muttered in a low voice, "Master, Master, it's not like this."

Liu Jingxun really didn't hear clearly.

Soon returned to Changfeng Island, Jiang Yu and Bai Xiaodou finally went to find Yu Xuan, Liu Jingxuan didn't go, he was afraid that the little frog would be speechless.

When he returned to the courtyard, it was already around the ugly hour, and Zhao Yang actually got up and sat in the courtyard.

Liu Jingxun really couldn't be angry, "Do you really think of yourself as an old child? You're not old enough to go back to sleep."

Zhao Yang put his hands on his sleeves, wore a heavy cotton jacket, leaned back on the chair, smiled slightly, and said softly, "I thought I wouldn't be able to hold your kid back."

Liu Jingxun walked behind the old man, pressed his hands on his shoulders, and muttered, "According to the original plan, it will be time to return to his hometown in two years, which is considered early."

As soon as the conversation changed, Liu Jingxuan asked, "Can you still drink?"

Zhao Yang said angrily: "If you don't let you drink any wine, it's better to die quickly."

Liu Jingxun took out a pot of wine, "My mother is locked up in a small cave, I've seen it. This wine was made by my mother's own hands, and there is not much left."

Zhao Yang didn't seem surprised, took the drink, and asked, "Then when do you want to bring her back?"

Liu Jingxun was silent for a moment, and then poured a sip of wine himself.

"I don't have the ability, before the Heavenly Gate opened, my Qi Refiner realm was already at the limit, and there was no way to go to the next level. If I want to ask Sword Xuanyuan City, I must at least have the strength to join the Dao."

Zhao Yang put down the wine jug and said in a deep voice, "What about the martial arts realm? Qi refiners can't get there, and neither can martial arts? When Sanhua gathers at the top, it's okay to beat him *** Ji Wenjing?"

Liu Jingxuan shook his head and said, "It's impossible, my martial arts have come to an end, and it is absolutely impossible to go further."

Which Cheng wanted Zhao Yang to say coldly: ", you forgot your mantra? You don't know, Mr. Liu often puts your words on his lips. Yu Changfeng and I were very surprised, you hadn't seen Mr. Liu at that time, how could you say exactly the same thing? If you really forget, you will forget your heart."

Conscience?

These two words used to be within reach, but now they are far away.

The mantra that Zhao Yang said, Liu Jingxun naturally remembers, how can he forget?

When they have little knowledge, young people don't know that the sky is high and the earth is thick, and they always feel that the sky is 90,000 miles high. I'm just a step away. The ground is millions of feet thick

So what? If you can't pierce one sword, you can use two swords.

But now, Liu Jingxuan has to admit that he really doesn't have that heart.

Good manner, Zhao Yang was furious, got up and glared at Liu Jingxun, and said in a deep voice, "You tell me!"

Liu Jingxun smiled bitterly: "If you can't do it, you will know when you do it."

Zhao Yang took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "It's this, but there is one more sentence I want to hear."

Liu Jingxun was stunned, "And?"

Zhao Yang frowned and said, "Don't you remember that you used to like to be unforgiving?"

Liu Jingxun was stunned, and Zhao Yang continued: "Why do you always have other people's lives on your shoulders? Your godmother, and your senior sister, is she for you? She's following her heart. Mr. Liu begged for death, do you think he is dragging the world into the game? Or is it to bet everything on you? The buckwheat girl passed the mountain bridge to you, and stole the imperial seal of the Ji family from generation to generation, do you think you have to do it?"

Zhao Yang leaned over, opened the wine jug and poured it, shook his head and said, "When Yu Changfeng brought you here, he brought Mr. Liu and Miss Buckwheat."

Liu Jingxun's voice was hoarse, "What did you say?"

Zhao Yang looked at Liu Jingxun and said softly: "They say that if you don't have great ambitions, that's the best, just be an idle prince, and eat and drink well for a lifetime. We originally thought that this was the case, especially since you were so heroic after joining the army, and I thought that it would be best for you to be the emperor. But you went to Niu Qingshan, you chose it yourself."

Before he finished speaking, "Jing Xun, Yu Changfeng, your two fathers and two mothers, and those people you think died because of you, is it possible that it is not because of you? You three brothers, it seems that the eldest reads the most, but in fact, you are the most reasonable person, don't you feel that you are self-inflicted? They have their own pursuits, so why do you think it's because of you?"

Liu Jingxun poured another sip of wine and said softly: "I understand the reason, but every time I think about it, I feel that I am making an excuse to unload the courage on my shoulders, and I can't get past the hurdle in my heart."

Zhao Yang was extremely angry, "Why didn't you think so much when you were teasing that girl in Yuzhou?"

Liu Jingxuan smiled bitterly, "How come even you know?"

Zhao Yang snorted, and said angrily: "You are in Middle-earth, what do I not know from your mother? I also told you that after you left, that girl was pursued by the scholar of Jixian Academy, and it didn't take long for her to lose herself to that person, but it didn't take long for the scholar to find another one."

Liu Jingxuan defended: "I'm just ...... I really haven't touched her."

Just watched.

Zhao Yang said with a straight face: "That girl later squatted in the place where you often go, cried for a long time, and then ...... Later, she was not the kind of good girl in everyone's eyes. Oh, you didn't feel like you couldn't get over it when you let someone become casual, and then you couldn't get over it?"

Liu Jingxun smiled bitterly, "It's never been over." ap.

Outside the courtyard, the emperor and his wife, the Ming king and his wife, and the four of them did not dare to enter.

Zhao Kan sighed, "When has he ever been enlightened?"

Feng Ling cared, "Has he ever done such a bastard thing? Do you know?"

Yu Tian shook his head and said, "How could I know that I had already left Middle-earth to study at that time."

In the courtyard, Zhao Yang sat back on the chair and said coldly, "Don't divide yourself into several people, count it like this, one step at a time, I am the only one left in the world." You don't think it's Ji Wenjing's opponent now, when are you going to go? Twenty years? Thirty years? A hundred years? Is there anything in the world that is truly ready, and is there a person who is truly ready?"

Liu Jingxun was silent, so angry that Zhao Yang scolded: "I know that I can't get through this year, when I die, you give me a stay, and you are not allowed to give me filial piety." When you're done with the boss, get out of here, get out now."

The scolding was so loud that the two brothers outside didn't know what to say.

Yu Tian asked, "What was your second brother like when he was a child, do you remember?"

Zhao Kan said in a low voice: "Born to jump out, eclectic, the most disgusting days, still make mistakes, admit mistakes faster than anyone else, and really change it, but change."

After that, they will make new mistakes."

In Zhao Kan's memory, Liu Jingxun didn't like to put a thing in a fixed position since he was a child, even if it was a commonly used thing, he would throw it away, because this one was the most beaten. It's not that he doesn't want to clean up, he doesn't want to find it right away when he wants to find something, and he thinks it's boring.

Yu Tian asked again, "When did that start changing?"

Zhao Kan said in a low voice: "My mother died, Qingxing Mountain was destroyed, and I returned home for the first time. In fact...... I think when the second brother returned to his hometown for the first time, he didn't change much, and when he returned from the continent to refine the sword, it changed a little bit. And this time, I don't even know how to describe it."

Yu Tian sighed, "Now, the murderous aura is extremely heavy, the twilight is dull, and the sharpness is completely gone. According to the legend from the Guiru, as long as he kills people, he is extremely ruthless, and at every turn, he will pluck people's heads with his hands or dismember them with his sword qi."

In fact, Xing Hanzao had already noticed that Liu Jingxun had inadvertently formed a habit, as long as he made up his mind to kill, there were only two ways, crushing the head or dismembering it was simple. Using swordsmanship to punish the heart first and then kill people is the most ruthless.

The three young men came here, and Jiang Yu said softly, "I left the continent twice, the first time to protect me, the master was almost begging for that Tu mountain ballad. The second time was in Yanggu, in order to survive, he went to Shenxiao Cave for the first time against his will. Returned to the ruins twice, the first time, took out the seal of the human emperor, and led the demon island as the human emperor. The second time, in order to shorten the battle line, he knelt down to Ji Wenjing."

Peach Blossom's eyes were full of tears.

"My master is such a shaft person, again and again against his will, once he stabbed a knife in the heart of the Dao, this is four times, why doesn't he get depressed?"

In the courtyard, Zhao Yang was so angry that he went back to the house, Liu Jingxun carried a wine gourd, and drank non-stop.

How could he not think? He thinks a lot more than anyone else.

It's only been twelve years, if you don't go to Xuanyuan City in seven or eight years, will you have a chance to go again?

I, Liu Jingxun, when the gate of heaven opens, I will definitely die!