048. Habit
But for Jiang Yan, this should not be a habit, even if he is afraid of trouble and polite, it is impossible to be like her, Jiang Yan remembers that when he was in school, Xing never asked anyone to help.
I made an appointment to go climbing the mountain together, and when I got to the top of the mountain, I met a few classmates.
Those are all Jiang Yan's friends, Jiang Yan drove Xing Ye up, when he went down the mountain, those classmates had to rub the car, so that when he went down the mountain, the car position was not enough, Xing also offered to go down the mountain by himself, so he didn't ask Jiang Yan if he agreed, while everyone was still playing, he slowly walked down the mountain by himself, and when he walked halfway up the mountain, Jiang Yan drove down, and happened to meet Jiang Yan who was driving, Jiang Yan pressed the horn and stopped in front of Xing Ye.
The classmates inside were all huddled together, Jiang Yan asked Xing to go up and squeeze together, or let other classmates drive, she sat on her lap, so she didn't have to go down the mountain, but Xing Ye still refused, she said that she called the car to pick her up, in fact, Jiang Yan later learned that Xing really got out of the car alone.
She didn't expect Xing to even be afraid of bothering him with this kind of thing, this is not a habit at all, this has become a pathology, she should have some kind of mental illness.
Taking advantage of the fact that this topic was talked about tonight, Jiang Yan took the initiative to ask Xingye what was going on.
Xing didn't want to answer, but Jiang Yan pressed step by step, "What, do you want to hold these things in your heart for the rest of your life?" Actually, I'm asking this just out of curiosity, not for any other purpose, and if you don't want to say it, I won't ask again in the future. ”
It's like a life-saving straw that is hard to grasp, and it won't be long before it will let go, and the two people who feel that they finally reunited will also be separated for some reasons later, and Xing also thinks that if he doesn't talk about it now, he really won't have a chance in the future. After thinking about it, she decided to speak.
She hooked her lips and laughed at herself: "Probably it may be that since I was a child in such an environment, my mother divorced my father very early, my mother has lived alone with me for a long time, and has developed the habit of being too independent, my mother doesn't like to trouble others about everything, I remember that my uncle bought a car, everyone in our family has taken that car, every time I want to go far away, or go to a far place, my uncle asked me if I want to take his car, I said no, in fact, I really want to sit, but I feel that I am soft-spoken, I don't deserve to let people take the initiative to do anything for me. ”
Jiang Yan frowned when he heard these words, and at that time he always seemed to be misunderstanding Xingye.
Jiang Yan was attracted to Xingye in large part because she was a maverick and a girl with a lot of ideas.
And she doesn't care about anything, she always looks cold and ruthless, and after being together, he didn't expect that he would not understand her maverick, and even felt that she was not like a normal person.
At that time, he had a lot of thoughts about Xingya, thinking about why Xingya didn't get close to him, thinking about why Xingya didn't bother him with anything, he thought about 10,000 reasons, but he didn't think that these were all because of her original family, and suddenly some guilt came to his heart, "Xingya." He shouted.
Xing also tilted his head, "Do you think what I say is strange, and it's normal not to understand, in fact, I often feel that I am abnormal, anyway, I'm used to it." ”