The night in the sick village is quiet.

After Qin Manjiang said something like that, the room became quieter.

Outside the window, the fog was thick, like a dead place.

The wreck walked to the window, staring quietly into the darkness outside, not answering.

"You're looking for the wrong person."

Shen Shi finally spoke, but it was not the answer that Qin Manjiang wanted.

Qin Manjiang came to the side of the wreckage, and with his gaze, looked at the fog outside the window.

"What kind of person do you think I am?" Qin Manjiang suddenly asked.

Shen Shi turned his head sideways and looked at Qin Manjiang.

In fact, his impression of Qin Manjiang has always been very ambiguous. Whenever he just formed an understanding of Qin Manjiang, the other party was like being erased by an eraser and re-drawing, and it was different again.

"Contradictory, strange." Shen Yu did not hide the slightest and said his understanding of Qin Manjiang.

"At first, I thought you and I were the same kind of people, but then you were more like Yang, even like Xu Yi...... Now you, I'm seeing you for the first time, who are you? Shen Shi stared at him and asked.

Qin Manjiang leaned against the window, the boundless fog and night seemed to fill his eyes, so that the wreckage couldn't see through Qin Manjiang's thoughts at all.

In fact, Qin Manjiang almost never had a heart-to-heart with people in the past, and he couldn't find anyone like that.

The change happened on that occasion, and after a long conversation with Yan Xiao on a bench by the river, he found his direction.

It's not just him, everyone is an island.

"It's only recently that I realized who I am." Qin Manjiang's voice was very calm, but Shen Gu could hear it, and he was very serious.

"You've seen Jiang Du," Qin Manjiang told his origin completely for the first time, "the me you see now, this consciousness named Qin Manjiang, was born from the shell that Jiang Du prepared for his resurrection. ”

"I don't have split personality, and Jiang Du is not my second personality." Qin Manjiang turned his head and looked at him with a smile.

Shen Gu looked at Qin Manjiang, as if trying to find out some elements of a lie from his eyes, but he failed.

"Before the age of twenty, my body, personality, ability, everything was growing according to the values set by Jiang Du," Qin Manjiang said slowly, as if telling someone else's story, "After entering the [Children's Realm], my self-consciousness began to awaken, but ...... At that time, I didn't know what to do with myself. ”

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"So, my first imitation object is Jiang Du."

Qin Manjiang had never said these words to anyone, and at this moment, he was not so much answering the question of the wreckage, but rather answering himself.

"Alert, intelligent, proud. It doesn't cost to learn Jiang Du, and his appearance is naturally engraved in this body. ”

"Later I realized that if this continues, I will become a second Jiangdu, and I am reviving him faster."

"I was anxious, and at this time, Yang appeared. He is upright, kind, intelligent, powerful, and...... He is optimistic about me, and even entrusts me with his ideals," Qin Manjiang's voice was quietly low, and he seemed to realize that there were so many people who were subtly changing him, "I yearn for the yang, so for a while, the object of my imitation became him." ”

"Then, Yang died."

Qin Manjiang looked at Shen Shi's eyes, word by word, and said seriously: "Next, I unconsciously imitated many people, Xu Yi, Yan Xiao, Mei Sijun, Chen Zhiyuan, Zhong Xueran...... And you. ”

"Funny, right?" Qin Manjiang himself laughed, "I can't help it, when I realized that I was just a consciousness born from a physical body, I was already twenty years old. ”

He turned his head quietly, looked at the darkness again, and muttered, "Twenty years old, I don't know who I am, and I don't know what [Qin Manjiang] should look like, I'm just picking on ...... The character traits you aspire to, and the people you want to be......"

The wreck rarely said a word, quietly listening to Qin Manjiang's voice.

If everything Qin Manjiang said is true, then the "model lake" and "contradictions" in his impression of him can indeed be explained.

He was already twenty years old, and suddenly one day he had a complete "sense of self", and this was when he began to build his own personality, but at this time, there was no one to teach him what to do.

He is indeed contradictory, and the impression is strange and changeable, because he has never been able to find himself, he is just like a child, learning what he can see around him, what he "likes".

"Until the wedding dress," Qin Manjiang let out a long breath, he leaned against the window, and said calmly: "Maybe people really only know how to live when they die once, and I finally knew what I was like after I woke up from Yan Xiao's clinic." ”

"I just found ...... What I want to do. ”

"Shen Shi," Qin Manjiang turned around and looked at him seriously, "You are not a villain. ”

Qin Manjiang glanced sideways at Xu Tingfang's corpse lying on the bed.

"My personality has been formed, and during this time, I have inadvertently absorbed the personality traits of many people," Qin Manjiang's face showed a soft expression, "Although it is unlucky to be selected by the [Tong Realm], I am very glad that I entered the [Tong Realm] in Fucheng, the people I saw, the things I came into contact with, and the atmosphere I felt, turned me into the person I am now, not a hysterical madman." ”

"In my body, there is also your character," Qin Manjiang's smile was slightly teasing, "So, I may know better what kind of person I am than you who are duplicitous." ”

The wreckage was silent and did not speak.

"It's difficult to escape from the [Children's World], but it's not impossible, but what I want to do...... It is to make the [Children's World] no longer open. ”

"You...... Should know what I mean. ”

For the first time, the wreck avoided the gaze of others.

In the past, he always had a stronger aggressiveness, forcing the other party to back down with the momentum of crushing the other party.

But just like Qin Manjiang said, he seemed to know very well what he was thinking......

That's right, he wants to, thinks very much, more than anyone else, wants to make the [Tong Realm] collapse permanently, and even wants to drag the so-called gods behind the [Tong Realm] into hell together!

Qin Manjiang had been paying attention to the wreckage, and although the wreck did not speak, the subtle expression on his face showed that his guess was not wrong.

He always dared to make extremely risky attempts, just like that life could be thrown away.

But he is very sorry for his life, in order to survive, he can use his companions around him at will, and there will be no psychological burden.

This man ...... has been walking on a lonely road, and the reason why he has tried everything to survive is not to escape from the [Children's World], but to ......

"Tell me your plan."

Shen Shi raised his head, the dim light hit his handsome side face, there seemed to be no emotion in his eyes, but Qin Manjiang clearly felt that he was no longer nervous.

"Of course," Qin Manjiang smiled cheerfully, "but before we do that, we have to send away a certain evil god who has gotten out of control. ”

(Today's shift, a little Kavin, stuck my scalp numb.) This volume is almost finished, and it should be finished this week. ）