Chapter 61
It seems that she is back all of a sudden now, she is mistaken. But it doesn't seem to be wrong, isn't that Liu Yanqing? No, it's completely changed now. Suning knew in his heart that the current Liu Yanqing was no longer the original him, and he was the same. Although she really wanted Liu Yanqing to come to her side, she felt it.
He shouldn't have come now, maybe all these years of wish made God agree to her request, but now she actually began to blame God for arranging them together again. She was very disgusted, because of the clothes on her body, because of the environment she lived in, and because of the scene when Liu Yanqing knelt down to her when he just came.
She knew she couldn't go back, she couldn't go back. Liu Yanqing saw that Suning kept looking at him and didn't leave, so he had to walk up to Suning and ask, "Why don't you go out, is there anything else?" Suning shook his head, "No, I think you have a good eye." The dress on Lan'er, the money, I will give it to you. ”
Liu Yanqing laughed and said to her, "It's okay, I bought it for Lan'er, just treat it as if I gave it to her, you don't have to pay." When Suning heard this, he didn't say anything more. Okay, I see. With that, she opened the door and went out again. Liu Yanqing kept watching her leave, and then he was relieved to close the door and silently pull off his clothes.
He raised his hand and stroked his hair, which was still wet, before sitting down next to the fire. While touching his clothes, he recalled the way Suning looked at him just now. How do you feel, Suning seems to care about him, but he has told her many times, he doesn't care about Suning's appearance, but Suning seems to care about her very much.
I think it's a shame to stand in front of him. However, if he thinks so, then he explained so much to her, which is equivalent to not saying anything. Alas, forget it, now he doesn't know what Suning thinks. It would be nice if I wasn't so impulsive when we first met, but I couldn't control it when I was very excited.
Liu Yanqing took a deep breath and took out Xu Dang's letter again. All of the above were suggestions given to him by Xu Dang, he didn't expect that Liu Meilan would have such a master by his side. He scanned the letter again, and made sure he had memorized everything, and then he threw it into the furnace and watched it burn in the fire.
After Suning came out of Liu Yanqing's house, he went back. As soon as I got to the door, I found two strangers standing in the door with a box of things I don't know what they were. They put the box on the ground as if they were going to knock on the door, Suning hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Who are you doing here?" Several people heard the voice and turned their heads.
Seeing the comers, they hurriedly took a step back, and one of them explained to Suning that they were here to deliver clothes. Suning glanced at their boxes, still not convinced. When the two saw that Suning's expression was wrong, they understood why Suning's expression was now, and then they opened the box and let her see the clothes inside.
After Suning saw that the clothes were indeed in the box, he opened the door, and when he entered, Suning saw Liu Meilan sleeping on the table at a glance. Suning was stunned, until the person behind her called out to her, Suning reacted, and hurriedly walked a few steps forward to vacate the place for people to come in, and let the people behind him come in.
A few people walked in with two boxes, found a place to put the boxes, and then said goodbye to Suning and left. Suning looked at the box on the ground, and after sending a few people away, he called the box to take a look. These two boxes, one is clothes, the other is jewelry or something, take out the clothes and take a look, just enough for Liu Meilan to wear.
Suning guessed now that these were all things that Liu Yanqing bought for Liu Meilan. Suning turned to look at Liu Meilan who was sleeping again, the back of her head was facing her, although she couldn't see her face, but just looking at the clothes on her body felt that it was worth it. Although Liu Meilan is very tall, she is now wearing the clothes that Liu Yanqing chose for her.
Compared to before, she is like a girl now. Thinking of this, Suning became more determined to send Liu Meilan to the capital. Because when she arrived in the capital, she could have more choices by choosing a husband for Liu Meilan. Liu Meilan herself is not bad, but she is afraid that such a delicate flower will not be planted in the soil and end up with the same fate as her.
Suning came to Liu Meilan's front and touched her head. Liu Meilan instantly opened her eyes and saw that it was Suning, and she was instantly relieved. Liu Meilan stood up and rubbed her eyes and asked, "Mother, where did you go just now, why did it take so long to come back?" Suning smiled and didn't speak, and led her to the mirror.
Let her sit in front of the dressing table, and then take off the things on Liu Meilan's head. Liu Meilan's hair fell down instantly the moment Suning pulled out the support. I haven't combed it yet, but it looks smooth now. Suning took a comb and combed Liu Meilan's hair little by little. At first, Liu Meilan avoided it.
There is no other reason, it is precisely because Liu Meilan has never been combed by anyone, so she looked a little nervous for the first time. Suning's hand froze, and Liu Meilan didn't know what to say, because the moment she just now, it was almost a subconscious action, and it had already happened before she had time to react, she pursed her lips and lowered her head.
As if she had given up struggling, Suning didn't speak and continued to comb Liu Meilan's hair. While combing, he said, "I haven't combed it for you before, I thought it would be, but I didn't expect it." When Suning said that there was no sound behind her, Liu Meilan heard this, so she said to her, "I'll see if I don't need this comb." ”
Suning sniffed and replied, "Well, that's a little more convenient, but now my mother will comb you a different one." Liu Meilan was stunned, looking at Liu Meilan's stunned appearance, Suning couldn't help laughing, and explained to her, "Mother is now combing you with a hair that women in Beijing often like to comb, these are all things that my mother learned before, you are optimistic." ”
After finishing speaking, Suning quickly combed Liu Meilan with a hairstyle that he used to comb when he was a child. Liu Meilan couldn't help but raise her hand and touch it, still a little curious about how she got up when she said it, and it didn't fall off. Suning took out the jewelry in the box again and put it all on the table. Liu Meilan looked at the mountains of jewelry and was shocked.
So much? How much does this cost, it can't be fake? Thinking of this, Liu Meilan took a piece of jewelry casually and looked at it to see that it was indeed true, but there were so many at once, she still couldn't react. "Mother, there are so many, where did you get it from?" Liu Meilan couldn't help but ask, Suning didn't speak but picked up the jewelry.
was about to insert it into Liu Meilan's head, but Liu Meilan hurriedly dodged. She looked at the things in Suning's hand, pursed her lips and hesitated. Suning asked, "Lan'er, don't you like it?" Liu Meilan quickly shook her head when she heard this, and said to her, "No, I don't like it, it's just that these things are inserted on the head, will they be too showy." ”
Suning frowned, not understanding why Liu Meilan turned out to be this idea. Obviously she had seen children running around wearing her mother's jewelry before. How did she get to Liu Meilan, she had never touched her things at first, and then it was like this again. If you talk about the previous ones, all of them are Liu Meilan's feelings, because there are very few of them.
That's why Liu Meilan didn't touch it, so there are so many now, why is Liu Meilan still reluctant to wear it. Liu Meilan saw that Suning didn't speak for a long time, and then raised her head to take a look, and saw that Suning's expression was not very good, so Liu Meilan explained to Suning, "Mother, I don't think I should wear it, you can wear it." ”
Suning was stunned and asked, "Lan'er, don't you like these things." Liu Meilan couldn't help but look at the delicate jewelry in her hand, she wanted to wear it, why didn't she want to. A woman's nature is to love beauty, and she used to envy others for having jewelry to wear, but since she touched Suning's tribute, she didn't dare to do it again.
She has it at home, but if she has it, it doesn't necessarily mean that she can touch it. Now she said she could wear them, but she always felt that she didn't deserve to wear them. Maybe it's because I'm scared of poverty, or maybe it's because I'm not used to wearing these for the first time. She opened her mouth, and she felt like she shouldn't have said that, "I'm not used to that." ”
Liu Meilan stammered, and this sentence was thought about in her heart for a long time before she said it. When Suning heard this, he just chuckled and said to her, "I'm a little unaccustomed to it now, but ah, these things are the most supportive." When you put it on, it looks good, doesn't it? If you're not used to it, it's okay to wear it, ah. ”
After speaking, she put something on Liu Meilan's head. It was four or five at once, and Liu Meilan didn't speak anymore, just looked at herself in the mirror, and suddenly felt as if everything around her had been magnified hundreds of times. After she was dressed, Suning took her to look at herself, "Look, my mother is right, it's good-looking." ”
Liu Meilan nodded, she felt that her head seemed to be a lot heavier, this is gold, the weight of gold. All of Liu Meilan's attention is on gold, and she always touches the jewelry on her head with her hands. Seeing that she liked her so much, Suning told her, "In the future, there will be more when you follow your second uncle to the capital." ”
When Liu Meilan heard this, she suddenly paused. She looked at Suning in the mirror, a little unsure of how to speak. Obviously, Suning's words directly pushed her to the side, and she couldn't speak. Seeing Liu Meilan stunned, Suning asked, "What's wrong?" Liu Meilan shook her head and didn't speak, but raised her hand to take off all the jewelry.
Suning wanted to stop it, but he couldn't stop it. She could only watch Liu Meilan gradually take off all the jewelry on her head, Suning sighed and didn't speak. Liu Meilan stood up and walked into the house. Suning followed behind her, and the two entered the house, Liu Meilan ran to her small bed first, took off her shoes and pulled off the quilt, and hid in.
Suning looked at Liu Meilan like this, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart. She originally wanted to say that Liu Meilan liked jewelry and followed Liu Yanqing to the capital. As for herself, she didn't know what she thought, she really wanted to go with Liu Meilan, but she felt that after she went back, those acquaintances said bad things about her.
After all, there was a lot of trouble back then, and no one in the capital didn't know about it. If Suning goes back now, he will either be scolded or scolded. Suning was scared, so he didn't dare to go back. If you can't let her stay here, you can go somewhere else. Suning came to Liu Meilan's bedside, sat down, and pulled Liu Meilan's quilt.
"Lan'er, you clean up first, don't fall asleep with your clothes on like this." Suning said, Liu Meilan snorted through the quilt, without the slightest intention of coming out. Seeing this, Suning stopped saying anything. She knew that as long as she told Liu Meilan to let her go by herself, Liu Meilan would disagree, although she didn't speak this time.
But it's also equivalent to saying everything, "Then you pack me up and get out first." After Suning finished speaking, she went out, and Liu Meilan deliberately lay in the quilt for a while longer, until she felt that Suning had completely left, and then she quietly showed her head. Seeing that there was no one, Liu Meilan got up again and looked, there was indeed no one, so she stood up.
What she thinks now is that she should go back early. Everything is too sudden now, especially what Suning has just done to her, which makes her feel that this is a precursor before she leaves. Suning seemed to be going, but she couldn't tell. She had no choice but to move out of the skills that Xu Dang taught her, and after doing the math, Liu Meilan suddenly opened her eyes and calculated.
She sighed, not knowing if what she was facing right now was good or bad. She took off all her hair, and she had memorized all the steps when Suning combed her hair just now. Now, she followed the steps that Suning had just combed her hair in reverse, and all the hair could be untied.
After cleaning up, she touched her scalp that was a little sore again. She liked it, but she didn't like it. Because it looks good on the head, but it really hurts to remove it, and it hurts to pull the scalp. She doesn't want to be so disciplined, so it's better to tie it up directly, which is both beautiful and convenient, and she doesn't need to talk about too many rules.
Liu Meilan took a deep breath, walked out of the room, and wiped all the jewelry she had just worn with the cloth she had brought with her. She rubbed it very carefully, as if she had stolen it. She wasn't a person who liked gold and silver jewelry, she was just seeing that others were wearing it, and she wanted to wear it too.
Halfway through the cleanup, Liu Meilan's hand suddenly stopped. Because not far from the table, there are two boxes of things. A box was opened, and looking from Liu Meilan's side, she could just see that it contained these jewelry. Liu Meilan suddenly had a very unexpected idea, could these not have been bought by Liu Yanqing.
But why did he buy so many things for her, even the best master for her had never been so good to him, and his mother didn't have it, Liu Yanqing, the second uncle he had never seen, gave her so many good things, was it because of what? It seems that there is none, but why is this, Liu Meilan feels that all this is too unreal.
It seems that as long as others treat her well, she instantly doesn't know how to return to the other party. At this time, the little snake slowly crawled out of her sleeve, climbed onto the jewelry, and looked at Liu Meilan again. At this moment, in Liu Meilan's eyes, all this seems to have changed, and it is no longer an ordinary piece of jewelry.
Rather, it is a sword that can kill her, because the jewel is like a rose with thorns because of the poisonous snake, full of danger but also has a strong ability to charm. She seemed to understand in an instant, this may be a reminder from God. But she thought of what Xu Dang had told her before, and instantly gave up again, and stepped forward to squat in front of the cabinet.
The little snake saw her coming, and crawled forward again. Liu Meilan reached out and touched its head, and said, "If I will be the same as Master said in the future, then I don't want my future life to be controlled by others, but if all this is meaningful, I am very willing to do this, sometimes the loss in front of me is not necessarily the real loss, right?" ”
The little snake nodded, Liu Meilan laughed softly, and said to it, "Can you understand what I'm saying, nod with me." The little snake nodded again, well, it understood. It's Suning, Liu Meilan has always been unable to figure it out, and she doesn't know if she has been taking all the medicine she has put in the past few days, and how she feels that it is getting worse and worse the more she eats.
But she alone felt that something was not quite right, so Liu Meilan set her eyes on the little snake. Liu Meilan stepped forward a little further, looked at the little snake and asked, "Have you been following me all the time?" The little snake nodded, Liu Meilan pursed her lips and asked, "Then do you think that my mother is the same as not drinking medicine." ”
The little snake nodded again, and Liu Meilan saw that the little snake's opinion was the same as her own, and she instantly became happy. But soon she couldn't be happy again, and the little snake climbed up to Liu Meilan's arm and looked at her as if asking what was wrong. Liu Meilan rubbed her nose, looked at the little snake and said, "I feel, I can't talk about her." ”
"I'll tell you, I'm actually afraid of my mother, and I'm scared when her expression changes. It's not because she's amazing, it's because she's my mother, and I don't want her to have a physical problem. If I tell her what happened, she wouldn't ignore me from now on. Then what will I do in the future, what will my mother do in the future, it will not be because of that incident. ”
"So she started to stop caring about me, although she never cared about me, but I feel that she only recently started not caring about me, do you think it's possible, my mother still cares about my father. However, because I'm biological, don't do anything to me. Liu Meilan asked, the little snake didn't move, and Liu Meilan thought that it was too.
Like her, it was not clear about this matter. Liu Meilan sighed, lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking. The little snake climbed up along the arm, and then came to Liu Meilan's forehead to lie on her stomach. Suddenly, Liu Meilan raised her head. The little snake fell down directly, and Liu Meilan hurriedly protected the little snake in her hand, "Eh, I scared you, little snake." ”