Chapter 25: The Real Yongshu
She seemed to be very restrained, and she didn't even dare to cry out recklessly, unwilling to let him hear it.
Hongyang quietly turned around and lifted the curtain, and what caught his eye was the helpless appearance of a woman holding her knees and crying.
She obviously has a husband, but she chooses to bear everything alone, she doesn't want to be coquettish with him, and she doesn't want to cry in front of him, and only licks her wounds alone after he leaves.
Hongtian obviously didn't like this kind of woman who went against his will, but at this moment, her stubbornness and fragility fell in his eyes, and he couldn't bear to leave, and finally turned back.
"If you want to cry, be louder, no one will stop you from crying."
At first hearing this, Yongshu raised her eyes, and Hongtian clearly saw that her eyelashes had been wet with tears, and her face was full of wet tears.
Hongday's sudden appearance caught Yongshu off guard, she hurriedly turned her head away, and raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face.
"Why are you back?"
Seeing her panicked appearance, Hongtian didn't feel good in his heart, "You want me to leave so much?" Only when I go, will you dare to cry? ”
Yongshu didn't dare to face him, kept his face sideways, and kept wiping the tears surging from his eyes with his fingers, "Because crying is a sign of weakness, I don't want to show my vulnerable side to others." ”
"I'm no one else, I'm your man! You don't have to deliberately disguise yourself in front of me. Hongli corrected seriously, and Yongshu smiled bitterly:
"I don't pretend, I don't have a smiling face, so you think I'm putting on a face for you and getting angry with you."
"That's because you didn't tell me what you really thought, you've been hiding it, and you don't want to communicate with me at all!"
That's not because of his attitude, "From beginning to end, you are biased towards Yun Gege, I can't find security in you, I don't think you will protect me, so every word I say, every thing I do, I have to be careful!" ”
There are some things that he didn't want to mention more, but now it seems that if he doesn't tell the truth, he is afraid that Yongshu's misunderstanding of him will be deeper, and in desperation, Hongtian has to tell the truth,
"I'm good to her because she's pregnant, but I'm not unconditionally biased towards her. This time, I also have suspicions about her, and I went to Ning Fang Pavilion last night to test her and take her words. She suggested that I kill Hong Fei, but I felt that she was abnormal, so I didn't kill Hong Fei.
This matter is ostensibly over, but I will still send someone to spy on Hongfei and Yun Gege in secret. I listened to your words in my heart, and I did not ignore your feelings. ”
It turns out that he has such a plan! Yongshu raised his eyes in surprise, his eyes were wet with tears, and he couldn't see it clearly, so he asked in a dumb voice,
"Why didn't you say it earlier?"
"I was going to talk about it afterwards, but you pushed me away and said such cruel words, how could you ever be so angry? How can you still be in the mood to say this? He was also a big-tempered, red-eyed Yongshu sniffed, blinked his eyelashes stained with tears, and asked curiously,
"Then you're gone, why are you turning back?"
With a dry cough, Hongyang excused himself: "I forgot to take the folding fan."
Yongshu glanced at it, and saw a folding fan on the table, and let out a soft "oh", "Then you better go back!" I'm not in a good mood tonight, and I may not have much sense of proportion when I speak, and I will collide with the fifth master and make the fifth master angry. ”
While speaking, she always lowered her eyelashes, but because her eyes were moist again, she didn't dare to raise her eyes, for fear that tears would fall again.
Hongtian had always been impatient, but this time, he saw the fragility behind her strength, and finally did not leave, walked up to her, sat down by the tent, and raised his arms to embrace her.
"Everyone has times when they are tired and suffering, and when you are feeling down, you can use my shoulder as a leaning on instead of chewing silently alone.
I am not only the owner of this mansion, but also your husband, a man worthy of your trust and trust, and I will be so angry if you see you like this again! ”
Rely upon? Is this amorous man really worth her reliance on? Yongshu was thinking nonsense, but he heard him say again:
"Whether it's in the court or in the backyard, they are used to wearing masks, and almost all of the people I see are dummies. If you don't like to wear a mask, then you don't have to deliberately disguise, just be your truest self in front of me. ”
This is easier said than done, "The real me, you may not be able to tolerate." ”
Hongtian felt that the real her at this moment was more pyrotechnic, and it didn't bore him, "You played with me like this today, didn't I stay?" Don't jump to conclusions about things you haven't tried before. ”
His arms were indeed warm, his shoulders were firm, and for a moment, Yongshu really had the illusion that he could inhabit here. But soon she came back to her senses, and secretly warned herself that his warmth was true, but it could not last long, and she was moved to be moved, and it couldn't be taken seriously after all!
Once his words are taken seriously, then the hard days will come!
Yongshu reminded herself that she must stay sane, she could rest in his arms for a while, feel a moment of comfort, but she could not sink in his tenderness and lose herself.
Thinking of this, she stopped competing with herself, closed her eyes and snuggled into his arms, and he hugged her like this, covered her hands, gently rubbed her knuckles, and gave her silent comfort.
After about a quarter of an hour, her breathing had stabilized, and she seemed to be asleep.
Hongtian carefully placed her in the tent with gentle movements and covered her with a thin blanket.
Then he took advantage of the situation to support his forehead with his hand, lay down beside her, admiring her sleeping face, and the curled long eyelashes closed together, like a delicate little fan, easily grabbed his attention.
The slightly curly strands of hair on the side of the bristle fell gently on her long eyelashes, and Hongtian raised his fingers to gently brush the hair behind her ears.
The moment her fingertips touched her ears, she seemed to feel something, her eyebrows frowned slightly, and a dissatisfied whisper quietly overflowed.
Hongtian immediately raised his hand and stopped touching it, for fear of waking her up.
She has been in a bad mood for the past few days, and she has probably not slept well, and it is rare to lull someone to sleep at this moment, and he doesn't want her to be awakened again.
When she was asleep, she unconsciously put her little hands on the side of the pillow, and she looked as well-behaved as a cat, and she was as fierce and cold as two people.
Looking at it, he gradually fell asleep by himself.
After a night of silence, Yongshu slept deeply, and the next morning, she was woken up by the movement outside.
Her yard has always been quiet, but early this morning, there was a chaotic sound of talking and footsteps outside, Yongshu called Xingcai and asked her what she was arguing about, Xingcai smiled and blessed,
"Congratulations to Fu Jin for coming true, the fifth master sent a few people over, saying that he was going to repair the flower field in the yard!"